welcome back, self.

it's been a while since i've been on here...a bit too long in my opinion.
i've missed this place. i used to spend countless hours on the boards, but now that i've been gone so long i feel a bit out of place.

that applies to real life, too. i seem to have lost touch with reality recently.
i just had my very first year 12 exam which i could not have cared less about...that's really quite bad.

all i want to do is my art. that's all i care about. when i'm at school "learning" stuff i know i'll never have to use in my real life, i would rather be at work dealing with bitchy mum's and stuck up 6 year olds.

over the past few months i've been really closely observing my friends, my family, and mostly myself. i noticed people doing thins that really annoy and irritate me, but then i realised that i was doing it myself. so i've come to the conclusion that i need some time apart from a lot of people. i just don't know how to go about it. i always put up a really happy front, so it would be really weird if i all of a sudden turned into a freakish hermit.

i have so much more to say, but it will take up too much of both your time and mine.
i jsut want to be alone with my family and a couple of people who i can actually, properly be myself around. sheesh.
Posted on June 8th, 2010 at 07:57am

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