Sometimes I wonder..
Sometimes I wonder how different I would be if I hadn't gone to an all girls high school. Would I have turned out different had I gone to a co-ed school? Would I not have found Green Day?
I don't even know why I'm asking these questions. I just wonder sometimes how different I would be.
I think I would have been a different person. I know I would have chosen different subjects. I probably wouldn't be totally into computers.
I should stop thinking like this. I love my life as it is. I love my friends. I love GSB. I love it how I have freedom. How my parents trust me to have my own computer with the internet in my bedroom. I love how I have so much free time now that I'm in year 12. I love how I have my own television (crappy as it may be) with a Nintendo64 in my room. And I have my own bass.
Most people don't have that. So why should I be wondering how different I could be, when I'm happy to be who I am right now?
..I just want a hair cut. I wish I was brave enough to change my hair. ..I really want to..but..I don't know what I want it to look like..
I don't even know why I'm asking these questions. I just wonder sometimes how different I would be.
I think I would have been a different person. I know I would have chosen different subjects. I probably wouldn't be totally into computers.
I should stop thinking like this. I love my life as it is. I love my friends. I love GSB. I love it how I have freedom. How my parents trust me to have my own computer with the internet in my bedroom. I love how I have so much free time now that I'm in year 12. I love how I have my own television (crappy as it may be) with a Nintendo64 in my room. And I have my own bass.
Most people don't have that. So why should I be wondering how different I could be, when I'm happy to be who I am right now?
..I just want a hair cut. I wish I was brave enough to change my hair. ..I really want to..but..I don't know what I want it to look like..
I just dyed my hair black and orange, I was pretty happy with it, but I dye my hair quite frequently so I got over the fear of changing it. The first time I dyed it I could a little nervous though.
Kurtni, March 17th, 2007 at 12:15:25am
I'm not the most wealthy person in the world either.
I'm just lucky to have the stuff I have. Most of it I've gotten for birthdays. And my computer, I was just lucky enough to have my Uncle build it for me.
vonny, March 16th, 2007 at 07:58:14pm
Wow. I can relate to that so well. I think my life absolutely rocks, even though I'm not the most wealthy person in the world. I can't go on my class trip at the end of the year because we can't afford it. I don't have an iPod, or a cell phone, or my own tv and computer. I use either my mom's or my dad's. I get made fun of so much and my mom is always telling me that the people who are making fun of me aren't brave enough to be themselves.
And I changed my hair. It was a BIG change. I get made fun of even more for it too.
Tigger, March 16th, 2007 at 07:24:57pm
agree with Emma, i had long hair, and since my mom prohibited me from doing anything with them i rebelled, took the scissors and gave myself an awesome kick-ass hairdo...no need to even go to a hairdresser after that - i did a good job:P And you're damn lucky to have all that stuff, wait, i have all that too, xept i have an electric guitar and i'm in year 8 lol, but as for the internet - my mom has some weird theory which i cant quite recall but it had something to do with distractions, me and school...i still have to rule it over lol, she cuts off da internet during school days, but rock on!
PaNcAkEs, March 16th, 2007 at 10:57:03am
Look on the internet for pictures of hairstyles, you'll find one that you like :]
dramamine;, March 16th, 2007 at 03:24:09am