I'm worried about my Grandma
She had a hip operation two weeks ago. and lost a bit of blood.
I've been anxious about her, and I keep thinking to myself- what would I do if she died?
I hardly ever get to see her, now I live in Australia.
In fact, even when I still lived in England I didn't see her often.
It's been about four years since I spoke to her face to face.
I miss her...
Just when I heard about her, I kept thinking about all my realitives in England I haven't seen for ages. Especially the older ones.
I mean, anything can happen, so what if they die and I can't see them.
It frightens me.
It's so silly- just with the op, and all these people around me losing people (especially on GSB- I really feel for you guys, you know)
I'm being stupid once again.
I just haven't been myself since starting this new school
I've been anxious about her, and I keep thinking to myself- what would I do if she died?
I hardly ever get to see her, now I live in Australia.
In fact, even when I still lived in England I didn't see her often.
It's been about four years since I spoke to her face to face.
I miss her...
Just when I heard about her, I kept thinking about all my realitives in England I haven't seen for ages. Especially the older ones.
I mean, anything can happen, so what if they die and I can't see them.
It frightens me.
It's so silly- just with the op, and all these people around me losing people (especially on GSB- I really feel for you guys, you know)
I'm being stupid once again.
I just haven't been myself since starting this new school
I phone a lot- but sadly, yes, I don't have the cash to go back and visit. Thank you, you guys.
GreenDayCookieFairy, March 24th, 2007 at 05:01:26pm
Is there any possible way that you can go back to England for a while to visit? It'll really help to see your Grandma one last time. Or see if there's any other ways you can keep in touch with her.
I've been really weird too, starting at a new school. It's normal to have to adjust. I still haven't adjusted and it's been a whole year, you know. I'm here for ya, kay? You know you can talk to me about anything.
Funky Platypus, March 24th, 2007 at 11:38:54am
You aren't being stupid.
It's normal to worry about people, and miss them too.
I'd suggest going back to England for about a week to see them if you have the money if it's bothering you.
But moving to a new country can makes things tight around that area.
So just get in contact with your family over there regularly, maybe email them every week if they use a computer and such.
Stef., March 24th, 2007 at 08:41:39am