Behind This Smile Lay A Thousand Fallen Tears....
i just had a fight with a guy i used to like..... not long ago he said to me how can u be emo wen u smile so much..... so i told him.... behind this smile lay a thousand fallen tears..... he laughed. Tonight after our fight i was in tears and felt like killing myself. If only he knew.... but he doesnt.... no one does.....i needed the only person that makes me feel better..... My Friend and crush..... he wasnt online, i have absolutely no cred and dont know his home number..... i know its stupid but hes the only one that makes me smile..... and i was heart broken that i couldnt contact him..... anyway i guess i just wrote this coz i cant talk to anyone else....... so if someone hurts you, make sure you let them know just how much......
i usually never tell people when they hurt me because i'm scared of making them feel bad and sad.
*hugs tight*
Love, March 25th, 2007 at 11:50:56am