Suicide and self harm!

pansygrl 10 31:

i dont think cutting is just for attention seekers, yes alot of them now are doing it for that reason, but i was a cutter, actually still am (once a cutter always a cutter as people tend to say) i cut cuz i was depressed, my parents yelled at me, and alot of shit went wrong, no1 really knew i cut, and i did hide them to the best of my ability, but people have found them and i had to talk to counslors behind my parents back, they never found out. i dont do it for attention. i havent in a while actually and im trying to keep it that way, thats also what friends are for. most of my friends were/are cutters so we help each other.

thats just me though, everyone has their own opinion on this subject

well, just because your parents yell at you, there's no reason for self mutilization. some people have worse shit to deal with. but if you ever find yourself cutting agian, PM me and i'll help.

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pansygrl 10 31:

i dont think cutting is just for attention seekers, yes alot of them now are doing it for that reason, but i was a cutter, actually still am (once a cutter always a cutter as people tend to say) i cut cuz i was depressed, my parents yelled at me, and alot of shit went wrong, no1 really knew i cut, and i did hide them to the best of my ability, but people have found them and i had to talk to counslors behind my parents back, they never found out. i dont do it for attention. i havent in a while actually and im trying to keep it that way, thats also what friends are for. most of my friends were/are cutters so we help each other.

thats just me though, everyone has their own opinion on this subject

well, just because your parents yell at you, there's no reason for self mutilization. some people have worse shit to deal with. but if you ever find yourself cutting agian, PM me and i'll help.

The feeling of pain is individual; No one can't say to some other that their pain isn't bad enough.

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Beetle Juice:

pansygrl 10 31:

i dont think cutting is just for attention seekers, yes alot of them now are doing it for that reason, but i was a cutter, actually still am (once a cutter always a cutter as people tend to say) i cut cuz i was depressed, my parents yelled at me, and alot of shit went wrong, no1 really knew i cut, and i did hide them to the best of my ability, but people have found them and i had to talk to counslors behind my parents back, they never found out. i dont do it for attention. i havent in a while actually and im trying to keep it that way, thats also what friends are for. most of my friends were/are cutters so we help each other.

thats just me though, everyone has their own opinion on this subject

well, just because your parents yell at you, there's no reason for self mutilization. some people have worse shit to deal with. but if you ever find yourself cutting agian, PM me and i'll help.

The feeling of pain is individual; No one can't say to some other that their pain isn't bad enough.

well i'm just saying to stop mooping and causing harm to yourself when you hardly have something to complain about. it's just not worth it.

pansygrl 10 31:

i dont think cutting is just for attention seekers, yes alot of them now are doing it for that reason, but i was a cutter, actually still am (once a cutter always a cutter as people tend to say) i cut cuz i was depressed, my parents yelled at me, and alot of shit went wrong, no1 really knew i cut, and i did hide them to the best of my ability, but people have found them and i had to talk to counslors behind my parents back, they never found out. i dont do it for attention. i havent in a while actually and im trying to keep it that way, thats also what friends are for. most of my friends were/are cutters so we help each other.

thats just me though, everyone has their own opinion on this subject

I used to cut but now I've stoppped, it's not a once a cutter always a cutter thing. You can get through it
God, I sound like a therapist or something lol

haha lol yea i sound like a theri[ist half the time talking to friends, but ive seen things and read things on cutting, and its always a thing if you were a cutter youll always be a cutter you cant not be a cutter any more.

and up 2 Beetle Juice, it wasnt just my parents yelling at me, ive gone thru alot of shit in my life, which sucks, and everything had added up at one time, thats why, i didnt do it just on that

pansygrl 10 31:

haha lol yea i sound like a theri[ist half the time talking to friends, but ive seen things and read things on cutting, and its always a thing if you were a cutter youll always be a cutter you cant not be a cutter any more.

and up 2 Beetle Juice, it wasnt just my parents yelling at me, ive gone thru alot of shit in my life, which sucks, and everything had added up at one time, thats why, i didnt do it just on that

That's messed up. Everyone can stop cutting if they want to enough. You might still get the feeling like you want to do it again, I do, but it doesn't mean I'm going to do it coz I like to think I'm through all of it.

pansygrl 10 31:

haha lol yea i sound like a theri[ist half the time talking to friends, but ive seen things and read things on cutting, and its always a thing if you were a cutter youll always be a cutter you cant not be a cutter any more.

and up 2 Beetle Juice, it wasnt just my parents yelling at me, ive gone thru alot of shit in my life, which sucks, and everything had added up at one time, thats why, i didnt do it just on that

well, like i said, PM if you find yourself cutting again.

pansygrl 10 31:

haha lol yea i sound like a theri[ist half the time talking to friends, but ive seen things and read things on cutting, and its always a thing if you were a cutter youll always be a cutter you cant not be a cutter any more.

and up 2 Beetle Juice, it wasnt just my parents yelling at me, ive gone thru alot of shit in my life, which sucks, and everything had added up at one time, thats why, i didnt do it just on that

Im not a cutter anymore. and i never will again.

i dont plan on being a cutter again, i do have the times where i wanna, when i am down depressed, and things aret 'goog' but i get oevr it now, i dont really care if its a bad situation, i will regret it the next day i know

I cut, and sometimes do feel really depressed. but have never considered suicide. the cutting for me, isn't because i want to die, its because i want to live. self harming just helps me cope, it makes me feel better. for that one moment when pain comes rushing in, releif does too. its weird, but it helps.
I know i probably shouldn't do it, and its bad for me. But i need to. and will eventually stop, but when I feel ready too.
I really hate the way people fake depression to fit into a steriotype. why would you want to fit in? but even more, why would you want to fake being sad, when you could be happy? i'd give anything just to be happy again, to wake up and smile. And eventually i will be happy, just not yetm these things take time.

bleeding baby doll:

I cut, and sometimes do feel really depressed. but have never considered suicide. the cutting for me, isn't because i want to die, its because i want to live. self harming just helps me cope, it makes me feel better. for that one moment when pain comes rushing in, releif does too. its weird, but it helps.
I know i probably shouldn't do it, and its bad for me. But i need to. and will eventually stop, but when I feel ready too.
I really hate the way people fake depression to fit into a steriotype. why would you want to fit in? but even more, why would you want to fake being sad, when you could be happy? i'd give anything just to be happy again, to wake up and smile. And eventually i will be happy, just not yetm these things take time.

I've never cutted... I once had depression and saw a therapist for it, but never went on any meds. I didn't want to be labeled as a depressed person. For some reason everything that happened finally caught up with me. Since I was depressed I was mopey and felt like shit, basically. I almost did think of actually killing myself. Glad I didn't, I didn't have the guts. It's selfish to kill yourself anyways...everyone will miss you.

Anyways, depression is something you should get over with time. I joined track and stuff and became a little more social, so that helped me, in a way. Now, I'm all good, I still have mopey moments but not 24/7 like I did a few years ago.

it's not said that EVERYONE who's depressed cuts..

I used to think that the people who consider suicide were just doing it for attention. i used to be a bubbly girl who wouldnt ever want to die. but recently i have become depressed, my life has fallen apart around me. in March my best friend lost her baby, In april we both lost our jobs and therefore had to move out of the apartment. it was really hard on me and ever since then i have cried at least once a day. I considered suicide, but i wouldnt ever do it. i think its a horrible decision but i can also see how some ppl would feel that is thier only option. i just hope they too realize how permanent it is and decide against it

ive tried it b4. i tried chuckin myself off of the garage roof, throwin myself down the stairs ( really steep and winedy), ive tried to stab myself b4 but i couldnt bring myself to do it and there was this other time i woz about to write down and forgot as i woz writin the opther one down :S

I used to cut. I didn't cut my wrists becuase I was scred I would do it too hard. so I cut my shoulders. Then summer started coming and I didn't want to have to wear sleeves all the time, so I satrted cutting my stomach. then their was this bad incident with a razor going much too ahrd and it bled really badly, and I still have a scar and prolly always will, no matter how faint. That's when I knew it had gone waaaay too far and I had to stop. Most of my other friends have been sent to therapists or taken out of school to go to hosptials for cutting. I won't be like them, so I made my decision to stop. I encourage anyone who still cuts or is contemplating suicide (the two came togehter for me) to find it in yourself to stop. Noone else is going to help you stop, and if you have your own inner strenghth, you can stop yourself.
that was way to long and after-school-special-ly but whatevs.

bleeding baby doll:

I cut, and sometimes do feel really depressed. but have never considered suicide. the cutting for me, isn't because i want to die, its because i want to live. self harming just helps me cope, it makes me feel better. for that one moment when pain comes rushing in, releif does too. its weird, but it helps.
I know i probably shouldn't do it, and its bad for me. But i need to. and will eventually stop, but when I feel ready too.
I really hate the way people fake depression to fit into a steriotype. why would you want to fit in? but even more, why would you want to fake being sad, when you could be happy? i'd give anything just to be happy again, to wake up and smile. And eventually i will be happy, just not yetm these things take time.

i totally agree

i've recently been depressed due to the fact I got an injury and to a little thing that makes it hard for me to completly trust my friends. I knew that I'd een "down" for a while but I never thought that it would go so far that it has. I started to cut myself, which no one that's close to me know and thought about getting away from all this shit quite often. But when all this lead to me having a huge fight with my mates I started to think more about it and now I've hopefully stopped to cut myself. I'm trying to express my feelings thru other ways, mostly thru music. I've started to write lyrics which one of my mates happened to read: her reply was that 2no one of us has this expirience [sorry about that spellin]
I thought about getting help and turned to the school welfare officer [this sounds sooo wrong, but my dictonary said so] but it didn't go far, i missed our appointment and she never got back to me...
I know that what I've done isn't good to me and many people who do it think it's helpfull, but honestly I doubt that. But I shouldn't say anything about what's wrong or right since I've been there myself. But just dont keep it insed or be alone in it, i am and i'm scared to death that my friends will get to know in the same time i want them to know so they know why i've done and acted like i have

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i have been depressed before..was on anti depesants...but i picked myself up & got on with life...i wished at the time i could have died but i would never hurt or kill myself

Me too

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If someone wants to kill himself, then go for it. Your life,your decision.I don't think that committing a suicide is selfish at all. I mean you live for yourself, not for others.

true...no one can determan your own life except you

Yea. Thats true