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Spirit Of '77
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Posts: 5024 | October 17th, 2005 at 11:38pm s0dapop_and_ritalin:xAnarchy4theUSAx:s0dapop_and_ritalin:{BRITTANY}:long story on my suicidal stage ...
i used to be super rich spoiled rotten blah blah blah all that shit, i lived in a big huge house blah, and then my family had money problems so we moved from this huge mansion to the getto of another state in a shitty 5 room apartment, i was little at the time so didnt understand what was happening, and when i was a bit older my parents got so poor i had to live with my grandparents for a whole year cause they couldnt afford to take care of me, and when i was 9 i got wicked depressed and started writing sad poems and everything, but i acted fine to my family cause i didnt want to talk about anything that was bothering me, and then when i was 11-12 i used to get high a lot (just sharpies, nail polish, etc...) sometimes i poke myself with needles cause it relieves stress, and lots of people hate me now for pretty much no reason like random people call me stupid names and shit, and last year i was gonna choke myself to death until the phone rang and i talked to my grandma with some disease thing (shes like really crazy) and for the first time in a few years she said 'i love you brittany' and it amazed me that she remembered who i was, so when i hung up i didnt want to kill myself anymore, and now im just dpressed, but i wouldnt think about suicide again...
so sharpies can do that to you, eh?
no wonder the smell is so goddam addicting O_o
no they can't. not really. you just get light headed and get a head ache. the rest is just all in convincing yourself the scent will make you high.
ahh i seee. thank u for getting that idea out of my head, as it may have been used for potential sharpie sniffing >.< hehe.
if you wanna get high off things around the house, raid the medacine cabinet. dont sniff a fucking marker. those things are just full of false hope. |
robotchicken.
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Age: 34
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Posts: 8423
 | October 17th, 2005 at 11:57pm xAnarchy4theUSAx:s0dapop_and_ritalin:xAnarchy4theUSAx:s0dapop_and_ritalin:{BRITTANY}:long story on my suicidal stage ...
i used to be super rich spoiled rotten blah blah blah all that shit, i lived in a big huge house blah, and then my family had money problems so we moved from this huge mansion to the getto of another state in a shitty 5 room apartment, i was little at the time so didnt understand what was happening, and when i was a bit older my parents got so poor i had to live with my grandparents for a whole year cause they couldnt afford to take care of me, and when i was 9 i got wicked depressed and started writing sad poems and everything, but i acted fine to my family cause i didnt want to talk about anything that was bothering me, and then when i was 11-12 i used to get high a lot (just sharpies, nail polish, etc...) sometimes i poke myself with needles cause it relieves stress, and lots of people hate me now for pretty much no reason like random people call me stupid names and shit, and last year i was gonna choke myself to death until the phone rang and i talked to my grandma with some disease thing (shes like really crazy) and for the first time in a few years she said 'i love you brittany' and it amazed me that she remembered who i was, so when i hung up i didnt want to kill myself anymore, and now im just dpressed, but i wouldnt think about suicide again...
so sharpies can do that to you, eh?
no wonder the smell is so goddam addicting O_o
no they can't. not really. you just get light headed and get a head ache. the rest is just all in convincing yourself the scent will make you high.
ahh i seee. thank u for getting that idea out of my head, as it may have been used for potential sharpie sniffing >.< hehe.
if you wanna get high off things around the house, raid the medacine cabinet. dont sniff a fucking marker. those things are just full of false hope.  try sucking on a can of whipped cream, small step. |
Spirit Of '77
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Posts: 5024 | October 18th, 2005 at 12:01am Sheepo@_@:xAnarchy4theUSAx:s0dapop_and_ritalin:xAnarchy4theUSAx:s0dapop_and_ritalin:{BRITTANY}:long story on my suicidal stage ...
i used to be super rich spoiled rotten blah blah blah all that shit, i lived in a big huge house blah, and then my family had money problems so we moved from this huge mansion to the getto of another state in a shitty 5 room apartment, i was little at the time so didnt understand what was happening, and when i was a bit older my parents got so poor i had to live with my grandparents for a whole year cause they couldnt afford to take care of me, and when i was 9 i got wicked depressed and started writing sad poems and everything, but i acted fine to my family cause i didnt want to talk about anything that was bothering me, and then when i was 11-12 i used to get high a lot (just sharpies, nail polish, etc...) sometimes i poke myself with needles cause it relieves stress, and lots of people hate me now for pretty much no reason like random people call me stupid names and shit, and last year i was gonna choke myself to death until the phone rang and i talked to my grandma with some disease thing (shes like really crazy) and for the first time in a few years she said 'i love you brittany' and it amazed me that she remembered who i was, so when i hung up i didnt want to kill myself anymore, and now im just dpressed, but i wouldnt think about suicide again...
so sharpies can do that to you, eh?
no wonder the smell is so goddam addicting O_o
no they can't. not really. you just get light headed and get a head ache. the rest is just all in convincing yourself the scent will make you high.
ahh i seee. thank u for getting that idea out of my head, as it may have been used for potential sharpie sniffing >.< hehe.
if you wanna get high off things around the house, raid the medacine cabinet. dont sniff a fucking marker. those things are just full of false hope. try sucking on a can of whipped cream, small step.
haha, yea. i've heard you can get high if you turn an empty one upside down and suck on it... never tried it though because we dont buy whipped cream. |
robotchicken.
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Age: 34
Gender: Female
Posts: 8423
| October 18th, 2005 at 12:05am xAnarchy4theUSAx:Sheepo@_@:xAnarchy4theUSAx:s0dapop_and_ritalin:xAnarchy4theUSAx:s0dapop_and_ritalin:{BRITTANY}:long story on my suicidal stage ...
i used to be super rich spoiled rotten blah blah blah all that shit, i lived in a big huge house blah, and then my family had money problems so we moved from this huge mansion to the getto of another state in a shitty 5 room apartment, i was little at the time so didnt understand what was happening, and when i was a bit older my parents got so poor i had to live with my grandparents for a whole year cause they couldnt afford to take care of me, and when i was 9 i got wicked depressed and started writing sad poems and everything, but i acted fine to my family cause i didnt want to talk about anything that was bothering me, and then when i was 11-12 i used to get high a lot (just sharpies, nail polish, etc...) sometimes i poke myself with needles cause it relieves stress, and lots of people hate me now for pretty much no reason like random people call me stupid names and shit, and last year i was gonna choke myself to death until the phone rang and i talked to my grandma with some disease thing (shes like really crazy) and for the first time in a few years she said 'i love you brittany' and it amazed me that she remembered who i was, so when i hung up i didnt want to kill myself anymore, and now im just dpressed, but i wouldnt think about suicide again...
so sharpies can do that to you, eh?
no wonder the smell is so goddam addicting O_o
no they can't. not really. you just get light headed and get a head ache. the rest is just all in convincing yourself the scent will make you high.
ahh i seee. thank u for getting that idea out of my head, as it may have been used for potential sharpie sniffing >.< hehe.
if you wanna get high off things around the house, raid the medacine cabinet. dont sniff a fucking marker. those things are just full of false hope. try sucking on a can of whipped cream, small step.
haha, yea. i've heard you can get high if you turn an empty one upside down and suck on it... never tried it though because we dont buy whipped cream. I did it when I was little.
I didnt even know what I was doing till my sister in law stopped me.
I just got all dizzy. o_x |
Spirit Of '77
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Posts: 5024 | October 18th, 2005 at 12:07am hehehe  |
spam
Jackass
Age: 33
Gender: Female
Posts: 1386 | October 18th, 2005 at 06:51am glue sticks always smell nice. |
eberneezer_egghead
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Age: 34
Gender: Female
Posts: 5484 | October 18th, 2005 at 12:14pm *stoner*:glue sticks always smell nice. BLERG no they don't!!! |
trashpickerthesquirrel
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Posts: 754 | October 18th, 2005 at 05:19pm i used to cut (and still do sometimes but not nearly as much as i used to) but when i get the urge to, i try and go out and train my dog. |
Sensual Violation
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Posts: 475
| October 19th, 2005 at 05:12am yeh im stil going through the depression thing im in therapy and on lots of drugs, im just cutting now which i think is a sign of me getting better |
princess byxdawn
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Posts: 225 | October 19th, 2005 at 07:06pm around a year ago in 2004 from like april to january 2005 i was depressed. i lost 13 pounds over my summer vacation from not eating and i slept all the time. i would cry myself to sleep almost every night and i used to cut and i was suicidal...i'd planned it out and everything. that was when i was only 12. im 13 now and i've been really happy compared to how i used to be. but i think it has something to do with this time of the year (when school starts) because lately ive been stressed out and unhappy some days and i'm so afraid that im going to go back to the way i was before. |
Nine_Inch_Nails
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Posts: 8334 | October 19th, 2005 at 07:08pm 
You were suicidal when you were 12? |
princess byxdawn
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Posts: 225 | October 19th, 2005 at 07:09pm yea..ive had a bad childhood.
bullies suck ass.
but yea, long story. |
Nine_Inch_Nails
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Age: 35
Gender: Female
Posts: 8334 | October 19th, 2005 at 07:11pm Awwweh. |
Nine_Inch_Nails
Falling In Love With The Board
Age: 35
Gender: Female
Posts: 8334 | October 19th, 2005 at 07:12pm Awwweh. |
Nine_Inch_Nails
Falling In Love With The Board
Age: 35
Gender: Female
Posts: 8334 | October 19th, 2005 at 07:12pm Shit douple post. Wow I haven't done one of those in like 5 months! |
i.am.hawt.
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Posts: 472 | October 20th, 2005 at 07:32pm † Fuck The Mainstream †:
You were suicidal when you were 12?
that's a suprise? i cut when i just turned 10. and i'm 12 now. |
Nine_Inch_Nails
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Posts: 8334 | October 20th, 2005 at 08:17pm blood tears:† Fuck The Mainstream †:
You were suicidal when you were 12?
that's a suprise? i cut when i just turned 10. and i'm 12 now.
I dunno...It just seems really young. It makes me feel bad because there's all these young people who haven't even reached adolencense yet and they're depressed, but the country doesn't do anything for depressed people really, they tend to spend more times checking you for knives, and giving ABSO's to old ladies! This country is going to the dogs I think. |
Hippy-Faggot-Punk-Rocker
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Posts: 1315 | October 20th, 2005 at 08:19pm † Fuck The Mainstream †:blood tears:† Fuck The Mainstream †:
You were suicidal when you were 12?
that's a suprise? i cut when i just turned 10. and i'm 12 now.
I dunno...It just seems really young. It makes me feel bad because there's all these young people who haven't even reached adolencense yet and they're depressed, but the country doesn't do anything for depressed people really, they tend to spend more times checking you for knives, and giving ABSO's to old ladies! This country is going to the dogs I think.
Childhood's a bitch...........and the thing that's just peachy??????
you have a fucked-up childhood.........you're pretty much fucked FOR LIFE
....take it from someone who knows............
H-F-P-R |
Rafael Nadal
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Age: 34
Gender: Female
Posts: 11804 | October 21st, 2005 at 02:11pm Ive cut myself before now...i was going to do the full on wrist slit thing but i didnt....i dont really know what stopped me. |
Mechanical_Girl
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Posts: 876 | October 21st, 2005 at 04:03pm I started cutting my wrists when I was in my late 12's. a few months after my bday I started slitting my neck as well. and I stopped about a month ago. |
