Garrett Hanlund
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  | August 7th, 2006 at 10:26am I know this sucks, but you know what. I don't care.
It seems I can't even form a thought anymore.
Your memory fogs my trane of thought and
I'm left here wollowing in my self-pitty and sorrow.
What could I have done differently?
Bawled my fucking eyes out to get you to reconcider?
Hunny, you and I both know I've done enough of that.
It seems I can't enjoy the simple things anymore.
Your ghost haunts everywhere we used to go and
it forces me to hide inside this shell of emptyness.
Why didn't you tell me?
Did you think hearing it from him would make it any easier?
We both know I love him, but it doesn't soften the blow.
And this is something I just can't phathom.
If you were so goddamn happy, then why?
Was I not good enough of a friend that you
had to go and gulp down bottle after bottle, slowly,
so you could rimanice in the only good in your life?
So tell me, what part did I fit into?
This is more than some stupid poem.
I'm asking you a fucking question,
it's tough love, and apparently it's what you lacked.
This isn't some stupid flowing fairy-tale.
It's a true story of life lost, pathetic suicide, not dramatized.
And this... this isn't some fucking metaphor.
One-Hundred percent real. Raw. It's the truth.
So tell me, Cassie, are you happy now?
If I would have known then-
What I know now.
I could have saved you-
If I only knew how...
R.I.P. Cassandra |
Robin Sparkles
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| August 7th, 2006 at 10:32am Sad ;;_;; but deep.
I love it Hannah. |
Garrett Hanlund
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| August 7th, 2006 at 03:19pm Thanks Kad.  Ily. |
Betanynin
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Posts: 145 | August 7th, 2006 at 03:25pm Dude, that poems awesome,Infact. It's beyond poetry itself. |
Toxic Teeth
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| August 7th, 2006 at 03:31pm LOVED IT!
That was so beyond expectation, great job!  |
ohmygodshutyourbutt
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| August 7th, 2006 at 03:40pm It's good. |
Garrett Hanlund
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| August 8th, 2006 at 07:46am Ahh, thanks all.
You know, I thought no one was going to read this. Ever since I changed my name, no one has read my poetry. |
[Broken Pretty]
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Posts: 572 | August 8th, 2006 at 08:11am i love it! |
radioactive
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| August 8th, 2006 at 08:26am i love it, its sad tho =[ but your a great writer.
<3 desi |
Mia-0210
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| August 8th, 2006 at 08:38am agreed |
Ol' Blue Eyes.
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| August 8th, 2006 at 02:47pm That was very raw and emotional and it blew me away. I adore it. |
11th Street Kid
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Posts: 3645 | August 8th, 2006 at 03:06pm Poseur™:Ever since I changed my name, no one has read my poetry.
Heh... I know what you mean.
I really liked your poem. It had a deep story behind it. |
keasbey
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Posts: 3660 | August 8th, 2006 at 06:46pm Aww, I love this, Hannah. ANd I just noticed your ava. I love it. |
paper shoes
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Posts: 34269 | August 8th, 2006 at 06:49pm OMG I LOVE IT.
It should be a song. I can imagine it as a From First To Last song. =O <3 |
