A New Beginning, chapter 12
"... No. I know you're the right on for me. And I'm willing to completely give myself to you whenever you're ready." she said in between kisses.
"I know you're the one for me too. And I would take you right here right now but I want our first time to be special." I said while softly kisser her neck.
"Joey you don't know how happy that makes me that you care about us and our first time and that you're not a guy that goes around fucking everything in site." she said while sitting up.
"Well that just proves how special you are to me." I said while sitting up beside her. There was and odd silence that filled the room for a while. Finally I decided to break it. "So do you wanna watch a movie or something?"
"O.k. Do you have any scary movies?" she asked.
"Ya we got a lot of scary movies. Which on do you wanna watch?" I asked getting up to search threw the movie cabinet with her following right behind me. Finally we decided to watch Freddy Kruger. We went back up to my room and sat down on the bed with the lights off.
"OH MY FUCKING GOD!!!!" she screamed while burying her head into my chest while Freddy slashed another person to death in their sleep. I started to stroke her hair to relax her a bit.
"It's alright it's over now." I said after the giant blood bath was over. She slowly lifted her head from my chest and rested it on my shoulder again.
It was late now and the movie was over. Melissa fell asleep on my shoulder. She looks so cute, I thought to myself. I decided to let her sleep in my bed and I would sleep in hers because Jakob would have thought the worst if he would have come in and have seen both of us in the same bed. I slowly put her down on my bed and covered her with the blanket and gently kissed her forehead. I then quietly left the room making sure to miss the squeaky floorboard.
I walked across the hall in to the guest bedroom and flopped down on the bed. I felt something under the pillow. I looked under and there was a hot pink book with black trim and writing that said 'Melissa's diary'. I know I shouldn't have... but I did anyways. I read her last entry in her diary.
'Oh my god. The other night I found out that Justin was stabbed and died at a concert. I can't believe it. He was such a nice and caring guy who was always there to help you. I was so upset. I ended crying myself asleep against Joey. He must have lied me down and decided to spend the night. I had a nightmare that I kept seeing Justin getting stabbed over and over again. I woke up screaming and Joey was right by my side. He held me and comforted me. When he was holding me I never wanted him to let go. I felt so safe in his arms and at that time I figured out that he was the one for me, the one I want to spend the rest of my life with. He's so sweet and kind and generous. He's always there for me and always putting up with my crying. I love him for standing by me and I hope that one day I can return the favor.'
"Wow she really does love me." I murmured to myself while crawling under the covers. At that point I knew that I loved her with all my heart and I would never try and hurt her. I drifted of to sleep still thinking about her.
"I know you're the one for me too. And I would take you right here right now but I want our first time to be special." I said while softly kisser her neck.
"Joey you don't know how happy that makes me that you care about us and our first time and that you're not a guy that goes around fucking everything in site." she said while sitting up.
"Well that just proves how special you are to me." I said while sitting up beside her. There was and odd silence that filled the room for a while. Finally I decided to break it. "So do you wanna watch a movie or something?"
"O.k. Do you have any scary movies?" she asked.
"Ya we got a lot of scary movies. Which on do you wanna watch?" I asked getting up to search threw the movie cabinet with her following right behind me. Finally we decided to watch Freddy Kruger. We went back up to my room and sat down on the bed with the lights off.
"OH MY FUCKING GOD!!!!" she screamed while burying her head into my chest while Freddy slashed another person to death in their sleep. I started to stroke her hair to relax her a bit.
"It's alright it's over now." I said after the giant blood bath was over. She slowly lifted her head from my chest and rested it on my shoulder again.
It was late now and the movie was over. Melissa fell asleep on my shoulder. She looks so cute, I thought to myself. I decided to let her sleep in my bed and I would sleep in hers because Jakob would have thought the worst if he would have come in and have seen both of us in the same bed. I slowly put her down on my bed and covered her with the blanket and gently kissed her forehead. I then quietly left the room making sure to miss the squeaky floorboard.
I walked across the hall in to the guest bedroom and flopped down on the bed. I felt something under the pillow. I looked under and there was a hot pink book with black trim and writing that said 'Melissa's diary'. I know I shouldn't have... but I did anyways. I read her last entry in her diary.
'Oh my god. The other night I found out that Justin was stabbed and died at a concert. I can't believe it. He was such a nice and caring guy who was always there to help you. I was so upset. I ended crying myself asleep against Joey. He must have lied me down and decided to spend the night. I had a nightmare that I kept seeing Justin getting stabbed over and over again. I woke up screaming and Joey was right by my side. He held me and comforted me. When he was holding me I never wanted him to let go. I felt so safe in his arms and at that time I figured out that he was the one for me, the one I want to spend the rest of my life with. He's so sweet and kind and generous. He's always there for me and always putting up with my crying. I love him for standing by me and I hope that one day I can return the favor.'
"Wow she really does love me." I murmured to myself while crawling under the covers. At that point I knew that I loved her with all my heart and I would never try and hurt her. I drifted of to sleep still thinking about her.
