I'm Not Crazy, chapter 1
"Mum don't make me go, I don't wanna, there's nothing wrong with me, I'm fine why don't you believe me? I can take care of myself now I'm 18 for gods sake!" Jenna repeated to her mother as she was being dragged from the car up towards a depressing brown-bricked building.
"It's for your own good Jenna, you'll thank me later." the walked into a very bland looking room with white walls and one single painting on the wall.
Jenna was pushed onto a chair in what was a waiting room, she heard her mother mumble something and as she did the receptionist continuously glanced in Jennas direction. Jenna wasn't the kindest looking girl admittedly but there was no need to stress.
Jenna pulled out her ipod and pressed play on the white button. There she sat with her arms folded and worry rock blearing from her ear phones. She then began to observe the people that walked in and out of the white walled room. It was then that she saw a familiar face. He was sitting on the other side of the waiting room reading one of those old magazines from the tables that have piles of them from like 1972 or something. She studied his face or what you could see of it, he looked about 20 or something close. He was so familiar.
"Where do I you from?" she muttered.
"What was that?" her mum said putting the magazine down onto her lap and looking at her daughter.
Jenna took one of her earphones out and replied "Nothing...like I'd talk to you since you made me come here."
"Drop the attitude jenna, you're here and we're not leaving so drop it" her mother replied sternly.
"Bitch" she mumbled, then put the earphone back into her ear. Just as she did a woman in a black suite holding a file walked around the corner.
She said something but jenna couldn't hear because of the music. The familiar face then got up and followed the woman in. 'dammit' jenna thought 'wish I heard his name I might have known him then'. 10 minutes passed and a man dressed in a grey suite walked out with a simular looking file.
"Jenna that's you?" her mum sed as she pulled the earphone out with a forceful pull.
"Alright, alright" Jenna sed she stood up and began to follow the man around then corner and down a hall way, as she was fiddling with her ipod trying to turn it off someone bumped her and the ipod fell from her hands.
"Ohh I'm really sorry" a man's voice said.
'Maybe it the guy!' jenna thought as she picked up the scratched ipod. She looked up and saw it was only what appeared to be another doctor.
"It's ok" she said kinda down 'you should know it wouldn't have been him jenna your so stu... 'before she could finish that thought she was knocked once again and she had only taken about 2 steps.
"Okay that's not ok watch where your going dickhead!" she growled at the man
"Jeez what crawled up your ass and died?" a different voice sed.
Jenna stood up and before her stood the man.
"Hurry up jenna I'm sure you want to get this over and done with" said the doctor and with that the familiar man walked off and she was pulled into another room by the doctor.
'oh my god' she thought,' that was Billie Joe from green day!'
"Now today we're going to touch on why you hallucinate Jenna." Said the doctor.
"Who was that man, that bumped into me?"
"What man"
"The one that pushed me and asked me what crawled up my ass and died? You dick head!!"
"There was no man Jenna, see this is exactly what you mother is talking about, you need to stay on your medication" the doctor said firmly.
"I don't fucking need medication" Jenna replied.
"Now who was that man?"
"There was no man" shouted the doctor. And with that Jenna jumped up and ran out of the office, she ran down the hall way and out into the waiting room where her mother questioned her, "What are you doing out so soon?" Jenna ignored her, her mind was set on finding him, 'it must have been billie joe, I don't hallucinate,' she thought.
She ran out of the brown bricked building and down the street. 'I need to prove I don't hallucinate' she repeated. After jogging down the street for about 10 minutes, she decided to sit. She sat on a bench and cried. 'I'm not insane, im not' she thought was so deep in thought that she began to mumble what she was thinking.
"I'm not insane!" she repeatedly sobbed rocking back and forth with her fore head in her hands.
"You look it to me." A voice said.
"How dare you" she said wiping her eyes still not looking at the figure beside her.
"Well if someone run's into you in a psychologists office and then is found a couple streets down rocking back and forth and talking to her self then wouldn't you think they were insane?"
At that she looked look up to see the familiar man, it was Billie Joe!
"Wait are you?"
"Yes I am the asshole that knocked you over, so what are you in for?" he said with a smirk.
"No, no are you Billie Joe from Green Day?" jenna asked looking at the man sitting next to her.
"Yes, I'm that too" he replied taking off his black sunglasses.
* * *
"Jenna? Jenna?!" jenna's eye's flickered open, "Where am I?" she questioned the voice.
"Your in your bed now your safe."
"My bed? But I was just?" " yes sweetie you fainted, a boy carried you back to the psychiatrist, you're very lucky." Jenna sat up quickly, hitting her head on her low laying light.
"SHIT" she said grabbing her head as she lay back down.
"What was his name?" she questioned her mother.
"Umm, he called himself, oh what was it again... Billie, that's right." At that Jenna's jaw dropped.
"Where is he now?" she asked
"Oh I invited him in so he's down stairs eating with Dave."
"WHAT?!" she once again sat up quickly hit her head on the light ... again.
"It's for your own good Jenna, you'll thank me later." the walked into a very bland looking room with white walls and one single painting on the wall.
Jenna was pushed onto a chair in what was a waiting room, she heard her mother mumble something and as she did the receptionist continuously glanced in Jennas direction. Jenna wasn't the kindest looking girl admittedly but there was no need to stress.
Jenna pulled out her ipod and pressed play on the white button. There she sat with her arms folded and worry rock blearing from her ear phones. She then began to observe the people that walked in and out of the white walled room. It was then that she saw a familiar face. He was sitting on the other side of the waiting room reading one of those old magazines from the tables that have piles of them from like 1972 or something. She studied his face or what you could see of it, he looked about 20 or something close. He was so familiar.
"Where do I you from?" she muttered.
"What was that?" her mum said putting the magazine down onto her lap and looking at her daughter.
Jenna took one of her earphones out and replied "Nothing...like I'd talk to you since you made me come here."
"Drop the attitude jenna, you're here and we're not leaving so drop it" her mother replied sternly.
"Bitch" she mumbled, then put the earphone back into her ear. Just as she did a woman in a black suite holding a file walked around the corner.
She said something but jenna couldn't hear because of the music. The familiar face then got up and followed the woman in. 'dammit' jenna thought 'wish I heard his name I might have known him then'. 10 minutes passed and a man dressed in a grey suite walked out with a simular looking file.
"Jenna that's you?" her mum sed as she pulled the earphone out with a forceful pull.
"Alright, alright" Jenna sed she stood up and began to follow the man around then corner and down a hall way, as she was fiddling with her ipod trying to turn it off someone bumped her and the ipod fell from her hands.
"Ohh I'm really sorry" a man's voice said.
'Maybe it the guy!' jenna thought as she picked up the scratched ipod. She looked up and saw it was only what appeared to be another doctor.
"It's ok" she said kinda down 'you should know it wouldn't have been him jenna your so stu... 'before she could finish that thought she was knocked once again and she had only taken about 2 steps.
"Okay that's not ok watch where your going dickhead!" she growled at the man
"Jeez what crawled up your ass and died?" a different voice sed.
Jenna stood up and before her stood the man.
"Hurry up jenna I'm sure you want to get this over and done with" said the doctor and with that the familiar man walked off and she was pulled into another room by the doctor.
'oh my god' she thought,' that was Billie Joe from green day!'
"Now today we're going to touch on why you hallucinate Jenna." Said the doctor.
"Who was that man, that bumped into me?"
"What man"
"The one that pushed me and asked me what crawled up my ass and died? You dick head!!"
"There was no man Jenna, see this is exactly what you mother is talking about, you need to stay on your medication" the doctor said firmly.
"I don't fucking need medication" Jenna replied.
"Now who was that man?"
"There was no man" shouted the doctor. And with that Jenna jumped up and ran out of the office, she ran down the hall way and out into the waiting room where her mother questioned her, "What are you doing out so soon?" Jenna ignored her, her mind was set on finding him, 'it must have been billie joe, I don't hallucinate,' she thought.
She ran out of the brown bricked building and down the street. 'I need to prove I don't hallucinate' she repeated. After jogging down the street for about 10 minutes, she decided to sit. She sat on a bench and cried. 'I'm not insane, im not' she thought was so deep in thought that she began to mumble what she was thinking.
"I'm not insane!" she repeatedly sobbed rocking back and forth with her fore head in her hands.
"You look it to me." A voice said.
"How dare you" she said wiping her eyes still not looking at the figure beside her.
"Well if someone run's into you in a psychologists office and then is found a couple streets down rocking back and forth and talking to her self then wouldn't you think they were insane?"
At that she looked look up to see the familiar man, it was Billie Joe!
"Wait are you?"
"Yes I am the asshole that knocked you over, so what are you in for?" he said with a smirk.
"No, no are you Billie Joe from Green Day?" jenna asked looking at the man sitting next to her.
"Yes, I'm that too" he replied taking off his black sunglasses.
* * *
"Jenna? Jenna?!" jenna's eye's flickered open, "Where am I?" she questioned the voice.
"Your in your bed now your safe."
"My bed? But I was just?" " yes sweetie you fainted, a boy carried you back to the psychiatrist, you're very lucky." Jenna sat up quickly, hitting her head on her low laying light.
"SHIT" she said grabbing her head as she lay back down.
"What was his name?" she questioned her mother.
"Umm, he called himself, oh what was it again... Billie, that's right." At that Jenna's jaw dropped.
"Where is he now?" she asked
"Oh I invited him in so he's down stairs eating with Dave."
"WHAT?!" she once again sat up quickly hit her head on the light ... again.
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