This Is About Music In General (story of my life), chapter 2
Everything went well until I hit fourth grade my best friend had move away and my grandma that I loved died (not the one that rescued me.) Then at school I started getting bullied by the evil BITCH. I ended up with no friends for five years being torchered at school everyday. I tried choking the Bitch, I threw a chair at someone in the seventh grade and I threatened to kill three people in the eighth grade and I hit someone with a rock. By this point killing myself seemed like a really good idea. I hated everything and it seemed to be no end in sight
Around the fifth grade I discovered music I was at my only friends house who didn't go to my school she only visited her dad on the weekends. She put in her new cd Enema of the State by Blink 182 and the song All the Small Things came on I loved it right away. I got my mom to buy the cd and I think it was the only thing that keep me from killing myself. It was the only thing I had to look forward to after going to hell each day. Then I started getting into music more and widening my horizons and then I heard The Way I Am by Eminem and I loved it. That started my music writing and drove me deeper into my fantasy world that I was building. My fantasy world was my escape from the horrible reality that I lived in.
In ninth grade I finally got a friend that lived in the hell town. Because by this point my friends dad moved and I never saw her again. She left the year I heard the Blink 182 cd. I was so happy I was still getting bullied but it was okay I had someone who understood and music kept me from killing myself or someone else. I then heard American Idiot on Fuse and I had heard Green Day before but when I heard them I wasn't in music as much. Then my grandpa died and I listened to WMUWSE all the time. Then I finally got the cd and I joined this sight. I like not feeling alone anymore. I worked a research paper for school disproving the music makes people go crazy and kill other people. In my case music saved me.
I have lost a lot of my friends. I really don't have any. My mom is my one friend and I have a boyfriend. School still is hell the bulling hasn't stopped and I really don't think it ever will. I have gotten to the point where bulling is just a part of my life. I am known as the crazy bitch in my school. I still have a year before I will graduate from the school. People need to quit telling me high school is the best years of my life. If they really are I might as well kill myself. I won't because I would never get to listen to music again.
Around the fifth grade I discovered music I was at my only friends house who didn't go to my school she only visited her dad on the weekends. She put in her new cd Enema of the State by Blink 182 and the song All the Small Things came on I loved it right away. I got my mom to buy the cd and I think it was the only thing that keep me from killing myself. It was the only thing I had to look forward to after going to hell each day. Then I started getting into music more and widening my horizons and then I heard The Way I Am by Eminem and I loved it. That started my music writing and drove me deeper into my fantasy world that I was building. My fantasy world was my escape from the horrible reality that I lived in.
In ninth grade I finally got a friend that lived in the hell town. Because by this point my friends dad moved and I never saw her again. She left the year I heard the Blink 182 cd. I was so happy I was still getting bullied but it was okay I had someone who understood and music kept me from killing myself or someone else. I then heard American Idiot on Fuse and I had heard Green Day before but when I heard them I wasn't in music as much. Then my grandpa died and I listened to WMUWSE all the time. Then I finally got the cd and I joined this sight. I like not feeling alone anymore. I worked a research paper for school disproving the music makes people go crazy and kill other people. In my case music saved me.
I have lost a lot of my friends. I really don't have any. My mom is my one friend and I have a boyfriend. School still is hell the bulling hasn't stopped and I really don't think it ever will. I have gotten to the point where bulling is just a part of my life. I am known as the crazy bitch in my school. I still have a year before I will graduate from the school. People need to quit telling me high school is the best years of my life. If they really are I might as well kill myself. I won't because I would never get to listen to music again.
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