My Life Got Better.. After I Died, chapter 4
Seth and I were having so much fun. I had the worst life when I was living. No one liked me I didnt have a boyfriend and I had one friend. I lived on an island and no bands ever came to the state. I was 15 and had never been to a concert yet, that might not be a huge deal to some people but music was a huge part of my life. No one at school understood me and teased me frequently for doing things like dying my hair fire engine red and things like that. Now that I was dead everything was changing. I had met a cool guy and I was getting to see my favorite band of all time. It was sort of ironic. Anyways Seth and I were still in Tre's house. The guys had left on a beer run but Seth and I decided to just stay and wait for them to come back. I looked over at Seth. I noticed the blood on his head once more.
"So if you dont mind me asking, how did you die?" I asked him.
"Um I was at a local grocery store buying some stuff and as I was paying a guy came in and held up the store and I guess the lady was moving too slow and the man wanted to make it clear he wasnt fooling around so he took me as his victim. Shot me right in the head." Seth said. He didnt sound too sad to me. Maybe he had a crappy life too.
"You dont sound too sad." i told him truthfully.
"Well I was at first but then I decided that everything in life happens for a reason. So then I went to the Green Day concert and knew that everyhting really does happen for a reason." Seth said.
"Thats funny, everything happens for a reason has been my personal motto since like the day I was born." I say. I couldnt believe Seth and I were thinking the same thing.
"And you?" He said looking at me.
"Oh um I killed myself, slit my wrists." I said. I didnt really want to talk about it but he told me so I felt obligated to tell him.
"oh was your life really that bad?"
"I think that it was." I said. After that there was an awkward silence between us.
"Why did you do it?" Seth suddenly asked me, breaking me out of my thoughts.
"Oh because no one cared about me and I just didnt feel like living anymore." I said.
"Are you glad you did it?"
"Actually I am." I said. After Seth asked that question I thought about what he said. Was I really happier? I honestly thought I was. I got to see Green Day and play tricks on them and I was having so much more fun. Besides no one misses me.I thought to myself. At that moment the guys walked back into the room.
"So if you dont mind me asking, how did you die?" I asked him.
"Um I was at a local grocery store buying some stuff and as I was paying a guy came in and held up the store and I guess the lady was moving too slow and the man wanted to make it clear he wasnt fooling around so he took me as his victim. Shot me right in the head." Seth said. He didnt sound too sad to me. Maybe he had a crappy life too.
"You dont sound too sad." i told him truthfully.
"Well I was at first but then I decided that everything in life happens for a reason. So then I went to the Green Day concert and knew that everyhting really does happen for a reason." Seth said.
"Thats funny, everything happens for a reason has been my personal motto since like the day I was born." I say. I couldnt believe Seth and I were thinking the same thing.
"And you?" He said looking at me.
"Oh um I killed myself, slit my wrists." I said. I didnt really want to talk about it but he told me so I felt obligated to tell him.
"oh was your life really that bad?"
"I think that it was." I said. After that there was an awkward silence between us.
"Why did you do it?" Seth suddenly asked me, breaking me out of my thoughts.
"Oh because no one cared about me and I just didnt feel like living anymore." I said.
"Are you glad you did it?"
"Actually I am." I said. After Seth asked that question I thought about what he said. Was I really happier? I honestly thought I was. I got to see Green Day and play tricks on them and I was having so much more fun. Besides no one misses me.I thought to myself. At that moment the guys walked back into the room.
