Undecided Love..., chapter 9
<p>"I don't want you to go. I mean I haven't seen you for like six weeks and then when I do get to see you it only lasts one weekend"<br />Sarah looked up from were she was packing her bag and smiled at Billie.
She got up and walked towards him before wrapping her arms around his waist and placing her head against his chest.<br />She sighed, "I know babe but I have to get back, It's orders."<br />Billie Joe nodded and dipped his head down and placed his lips against Sarah's. He gave her four little kisses before pulling away.
She sighed again and Billie Joe pulled her closer.<br />"What time is your flight?"
<br />"Uh, 2.30 I think... Bill can we talk? I have something I need to talk to you about."<br />Billie Joe looked at her worriedly but then took her hand and brought her over to the bed to sit down.<br />He frowned, "Babe what is it? Are you ok?"<br />Sarah sighed and ran one of her hands through Billie Joe's hair. With one hand still in his hair she pulled him forward and kissed him. Billie deepened the kiss by wrapping his arms around Sarah's neck and pulling her in closer.<br />He then ran his tongue along Sarah's lower lip as if begging for entrance.<br />She gave it to him and he massaged her tongue with his.
After a few minutes Sarah pulled away and took Billie Joe's hands in hers.
<br />"This isn't easy for me to say this and I know you won't like it, Fuck I don't even like it myself... Billie I have to go away." She said and instantly looked down to avoid Billie's eyes.<br />He was confused, "To where? You have to go away where?"<br />He had an idea of where she might be talking about but he really hoped that it wasn't true.<br />"I'm being sent away to Iraq. I'm going with the air force."<br />Billie Joe's eyes widened and he dropped Sarah's hands. He stood up quickly and his hands went straight to his hair, A thing he normally did when he was upset or nervous.<br />"You have got to be fucking kidding me! You Can't be serious Sarah." He shouted.<br />"I'm sorry Billie. I have to go. It's my duty to go-"<br />"Don't say a fucking thing about duty! Is it your duty to go and get yourself killed or something? Have you even heard what they do to female soldiers out there?"<br />"Of course I know Billie and don't even doubt the fact that I am shit scared about going... I have to. It's my job. It's your job to go and fucking sing for a few thousand people and its my job to defend our country!"<br />Billie Joe didn't say anything. He just put his hands over his face and slid down against the wall and stayed there.
Sarah wiped the tears away that had fallen down her cheeks.
There was silence for a few minutes as Sarah watched the tears slip through Billie Joe's fingers and land on his knees.
It broke her heart to see him like this. But what could she do?
Orders were orders.<br />Billie Joe sobbed, "I just don't want to lose you Sarah."
<br />"You're not going to loose me, I promise.", Sarah whispered.
<br />She knelt down in front of Billie Joe and removed his wet hands from his face. His eyeliner had smudged down his cheeks and he had a small pout on his lips.<br />Billie Joe sighed, "I'm sorry. I love you so much."<br />He wrapped his arms around Sarah and pulled her into his lap. She pressed her head against his chest and sighed.
She really didn't want to leave him. What could be better than sitting there on Billie Joe Armstrong's lap?
He kissed her hair and she wrapped her arms around him before placing a kiss on his cheek.<br />"I love you too. And that's why I'm going to come back... For you baby. For you and no one else."</p>
She got up and walked towards him before wrapping her arms around his waist and placing her head against his chest.<br />She sighed, "I know babe but I have to get back, It's orders."<br />Billie Joe nodded and dipped his head down and placed his lips against Sarah's. He gave her four little kisses before pulling away.
She sighed again and Billie Joe pulled her closer.<br />"What time is your flight?"
<br />"Uh, 2.30 I think... Bill can we talk? I have something I need to talk to you about."<br />Billie Joe looked at her worriedly but then took her hand and brought her over to the bed to sit down.<br />He frowned, "Babe what is it? Are you ok?"<br />Sarah sighed and ran one of her hands through Billie Joe's hair. With one hand still in his hair she pulled him forward and kissed him. Billie deepened the kiss by wrapping his arms around Sarah's neck and pulling her in closer.<br />He then ran his tongue along Sarah's lower lip as if begging for entrance.<br />She gave it to him and he massaged her tongue with his.
After a few minutes Sarah pulled away and took Billie Joe's hands in hers.
<br />"This isn't easy for me to say this and I know you won't like it, Fuck I don't even like it myself... Billie I have to go away." She said and instantly looked down to avoid Billie's eyes.<br />He was confused, "To where? You have to go away where?"<br />He had an idea of where she might be talking about but he really hoped that it wasn't true.<br />"I'm being sent away to Iraq. I'm going with the air force."<br />Billie Joe's eyes widened and he dropped Sarah's hands. He stood up quickly and his hands went straight to his hair, A thing he normally did when he was upset or nervous.<br />"You have got to be fucking kidding me! You Can't be serious Sarah." He shouted.<br />"I'm sorry Billie. I have to go. It's my duty to go-"<br />"Don't say a fucking thing about duty! Is it your duty to go and get yourself killed or something? Have you even heard what they do to female soldiers out there?"<br />"Of course I know Billie and don't even doubt the fact that I am shit scared about going... I have to. It's my job. It's your job to go and fucking sing for a few thousand people and its my job to defend our country!"<br />Billie Joe didn't say anything. He just put his hands over his face and slid down against the wall and stayed there.
Sarah wiped the tears away that had fallen down her cheeks.
There was silence for a few minutes as Sarah watched the tears slip through Billie Joe's fingers and land on his knees.
It broke her heart to see him like this. But what could she do?
Orders were orders.<br />Billie Joe sobbed, "I just don't want to lose you Sarah."
<br />"You're not going to loose me, I promise.", Sarah whispered.
<br />She knelt down in front of Billie Joe and removed his wet hands from his face. His eyeliner had smudged down his cheeks and he had a small pout on his lips.<br />Billie Joe sighed, "I'm sorry. I love you so much."<br />He wrapped his arms around Sarah and pulled her into his lap. She pressed her head against his chest and sighed.
She really didn't want to leave him. What could be better than sitting there on Billie Joe Armstrong's lap?
He kissed her hair and she wrapped her arms around him before placing a kiss on his cheek.<br />"I love you too. And that's why I'm going to come back... For you baby. For you and no one else."</p>
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