A Brand New Hope, chapter 8
"What the fuck were you doing."
"Nothing."
"Don't you fucking lie to me Hope." he screamed into my ear.
"So, where you friend Karen."
"She had to leave, he mom called."
"Well thats to bad I wanted to have a little bit of fun with her." he said with a smile.
"You stay the hell away from her." I screamed
"What did you just say to me."
I stood there in shock at what I just said to him. I knew there would be hell to paid after that. I felt the tears begin to flow. Why cant I ever stop crying? I tought to myself.
"I will teach you to get an additude with me." he said as he undone his belt and pulled it out from his pants. I began to run for the door, but he ran behind and shut and locked it before I could get out. He stood behind me with on hand on the door holding his belt, and the other running up my shirt. He took his hand out of my shirt and turned me over so I could face him. He then folded his belt in half and ran it up and down my body. The tears I tried to hold back finally came down.
"Why are you crying you know I love you."
"No, you don't." I said as I spat in his face.
"You bitch." he screamed as smacked me in the face.
"You just take this is easy way could you, you just have to make everthing hard, well I will teach you I will teach you good this time." he said as he pulled me forcely to the bed. I kicked and screamed tring so hard to get away. He finally got me on the bed. He on top of me. I I flung the top of my body off the bed, but he grabed me and slamed me back into the bed hard, and smacked me in the face.
"Your gonna sit here and take this like a good lil girl you understand me."
"Bite Me." I screamed, I don't know why but for some reason I have began really protecting of myself, which I never done before.
"With pleasure." he said as he put my hand in his mouth and bit down on then.
"Ow." I screamed though all my tears.
"It's time to play with uncle johnny." he smiled
He took out a knife he had in his pocket, and cut opened my t-shrit. He then lefted his shirt over his head, and I continue to kick and scream ever harder than before. He slaped me across the face even harder than before.
"Listen bitch stop fucking moveing or I will kill your ass with this knife in my hand."
I still didnt stop.
"Oh, so you don't believe me." he took his knife and cut down on my arm.
"Now sit still damnit." I did what he said. I just sat there crying and feeling blood flow down my face and arm. He stood up and pulled off my pants. I wanted to die so bad. Then he pulled off his pants and boxers and threw then across the room. I knew what he was gonna do to me. I didnt want it to happen so I screamed really loud.
"No, please don't do this to me."
"Shut up bitch and stop moveing don't make me tie ur hands together." he said as he slaped me one last time. He got my bra and panties off and began pushing himself into me. I cryed out in so much pain. It hurt so badly.
"Stop john please stop." I cryied
"Shut up, you know you like it, your nothing but a dirty slut."
"No john please." I cryed do hard I could hardly breathe.
Everytime I complaned he would push into me harder and deeper.
"It hurts gosh john it hurts so bad please stop."
"Shut the fuck up u are messing this up for me you bitch."
"Please." I begged.
" ok bitch thats it how do you like this." he screamed as he pushing into me a hard and fash he could go. I thought I was gonna fall apart. I felt him inside of me ribbing me apart. This was the worst pain ever, and all I could do was screaming pain and cry. He finally pulled put and came on the covers, and I had blood everywhere.
"Damn why did you have to be a virgin."
I didnt say anything I just cried and cried.
"Oh well."
He stood up and put his shrit and pants on.
" here clean it up." he said as he threw a towel at me and left the room. All I could do was lay there, I could feel my legs. I was so numb I had brusie everwhere. Then it hit me my promise to karen. I finally stood up and walked over to the dresser where I put on some clothes, and when I was done I looked at where I laid my passes.
"It's today." I said to myself. I picked of the phone and called Karen.
"Hello."
"Karen we are going, get ready I will meet you at your house."
"What happened."
"No time I will tell you later, just get ready."
I went into the bathroom and cleaned up I saw john was in the livingroom, so I would have to sneak out the window. I grabed some clothes, and the passes and I left to go meet Karen.
"Nothing."
"Don't you fucking lie to me Hope." he screamed into my ear.
"So, where you friend Karen."
"She had to leave, he mom called."
"Well thats to bad I wanted to have a little bit of fun with her." he said with a smile.
"You stay the hell away from her." I screamed
"What did you just say to me."
I stood there in shock at what I just said to him. I knew there would be hell to paid after that. I felt the tears begin to flow. Why cant I ever stop crying? I tought to myself.
"I will teach you to get an additude with me." he said as he undone his belt and pulled it out from his pants. I began to run for the door, but he ran behind and shut and locked it before I could get out. He stood behind me with on hand on the door holding his belt, and the other running up my shirt. He took his hand out of my shirt and turned me over so I could face him. He then folded his belt in half and ran it up and down my body. The tears I tried to hold back finally came down.
"Why are you crying you know I love you."
"No, you don't." I said as I spat in his face.
"You bitch." he screamed as smacked me in the face.
"You just take this is easy way could you, you just have to make everthing hard, well I will teach you I will teach you good this time." he said as he pulled me forcely to the bed. I kicked and screamed tring so hard to get away. He finally got me on the bed. He on top of me. I I flung the top of my body off the bed, but he grabed me and slamed me back into the bed hard, and smacked me in the face.
"Your gonna sit here and take this like a good lil girl you understand me."
"Bite Me." I screamed, I don't know why but for some reason I have began really protecting of myself, which I never done before.
"With pleasure." he said as he put my hand in his mouth and bit down on then.
"Ow." I screamed though all my tears.
"It's time to play with uncle johnny." he smiled
He took out a knife he had in his pocket, and cut opened my t-shrit. He then lefted his shirt over his head, and I continue to kick and scream ever harder than before. He slaped me across the face even harder than before.
"Listen bitch stop fucking moveing or I will kill your ass with this knife in my hand."
I still didnt stop.
"Oh, so you don't believe me." he took his knife and cut down on my arm.
"Now sit still damnit." I did what he said. I just sat there crying and feeling blood flow down my face and arm. He stood up and pulled off my pants. I wanted to die so bad. Then he pulled off his pants and boxers and threw then across the room. I knew what he was gonna do to me. I didnt want it to happen so I screamed really loud.
"No, please don't do this to me."
"Shut up bitch and stop moveing don't make me tie ur hands together." he said as he slaped me one last time. He got my bra and panties off and began pushing himself into me. I cryed out in so much pain. It hurt so badly.
"Stop john please stop." I cryied
"Shut up, you know you like it, your nothing but a dirty slut."
"No john please." I cryed do hard I could hardly breathe.
Everytime I complaned he would push into me harder and deeper.
"It hurts gosh john it hurts so bad please stop."
"Shut the fuck up u are messing this up for me you bitch."
"Please." I begged.
" ok bitch thats it how do you like this." he screamed as he pushing into me a hard and fash he could go. I thought I was gonna fall apart. I felt him inside of me ribbing me apart. This was the worst pain ever, and all I could do was screaming pain and cry. He finally pulled put and came on the covers, and I had blood everywhere.
"Damn why did you have to be a virgin."
I didnt say anything I just cried and cried.
"Oh well."
He stood up and put his shrit and pants on.
" here clean it up." he said as he threw a towel at me and left the room. All I could do was lay there, I could feel my legs. I was so numb I had brusie everwhere. Then it hit me my promise to karen. I finally stood up and walked over to the dresser where I put on some clothes, and when I was done I looked at where I laid my passes.
"It's today." I said to myself. I picked of the phone and called Karen.
"Hello."
"Karen we are going, get ready I will meet you at your house."
"What happened."
"No time I will tell you later, just get ready."
I went into the bathroom and cleaned up I saw john was in the livingroom, so I would have to sneak out the window. I grabed some clothes, and the passes and I left to go meet Karen.
