Hearts Recycled But Never Saved, chapter 2
Billie Joe walked out of Pippet's room with a look of anger painted across his face. Emily looked up at him from the couch as he walked past her.
"Is everything alright honey?", she asked him taking a hold of his arm. He pulled it away from her, half throwing her at the same time as well. His eyes started to just seem like a green sea of rage. He looked back at the girl now sitting in the ground staring up at him.
"No everything's not alright", he told her in a matter of fact tone. She looked up at him and started to bring on the fake tears which she knew would win him over. This time he didn't give in.
"Well what's wrong? Tell me about the problem?", he asked him. He looked down placing his hand on the door handle. He took a deep breath and bottle in all his emotions.
"You're the problem", he told her walking out and slamming the door behind him leaving the girl alone in the house.
He made his way to the backstreets and started running. He didn't know where he was going but it just seemed as if he would eventually get to the right place. His mind became more jaded. He couldn't think straight, but still he kept on running. Running for what seemed like a paradise at the horizon, before the dream was shattered as he tripped and fell. Picking himself back up he seemed to just wander for a while before finding a park which he sat at for a while. He watched what was going on in the world around him. He wondered why everything seemed so perfect but still he was confused and felt as if the energy he had was being drained out of him. He spotted a couple walking across the road and decided to follow them seeing he had nothing better to do. They walked into a record store. He peered through the front window taking a look at what was inside. CD's, Vinyl, Posters... .Pippet. He shook his head not thinking it was real.
"Since when did she work her?", the thought to himself, wondering if she actually had ever told him. She smiled at a few customers before she walked over to someone who was waiting at the end of the counter. Billie recognized the figure.
"But what would Tre be doing at a...", he paused to think, "No they wouldn't be". He continued to watch them talk to each other before Tre took something out of his pocket and gave it to her. She smiled and enthusiastically hugged him. He gave the attention he got back. Billie wondered why he didn't see it coming before. We reluctantly walked into the store and started browsing. They noticed him. Pippet walked up to him and placed her hands over his eyes.
"Guess who?", she asked, smiling from what she had just received. He smiled to himself not making it obvious and said her name.
"Aww you're no fun", she told him as he turned around. He looked at her all dressed in her uniform. Simple, black yet attractive he thought to himself before he smiled.
"So what's a guy like you doing here?", she asked seeming to be in a better mood then she was before.
"Just you know... out alone... don't know any other place with people I know", he told her shyly. She smiled.
"OMG I forgot...", she said giving him a "friends only" hug. He hugged back not knowing what this was for.
"Katty and I are going to love the concert. I don't believe you guys actually got tickets to give out", she told him smiling again. Billie knew she was interested in the band, and well he liked it as he did not know many females who were as into music as she was. He smiled again.
"So you are coming?", he asked wanting to make sure.
"Of course!!!! I would not miss you play for the world", she told him placing the tickets back into her pocket.
He wondered what she meant like that, since only an hour ago was she telling him to leave her alone. An awkward moment came between then where they just stood in front of each other looking the other up and down.
"Why aren't you with Emily?" Pippet asked, as she did Tre walked over to them both.
"Ahh I think I may have hurt her", he let out. Pip smiled to herself. Tre looked worried.
"What type of hurt?", Tre asked, looking at Billie trying to gain eye contact.
"Just like kinda pushed her away from me and she like tripped', he explained. As he did his cell went off.
"Just excuse me", he said answering. Instantly as he picked up there was screaming from the other line.
Pippet and Tre listened carefully to see if they could make any of the words out, but all they managed was to get:
"... Hate... disrespect... hurt... love... with her... should have seen it coming..."
Billie Joe hung up and placed it back into his pocket.
"Listen guys I've ahh got to go, but I'll see you both at home am I right?", he asked. They nodded their approval before the left the store to go home.
"There's something up with that boy', Tre told Pippet.
"No he's just being himself", she replied going off to start working again like she had too.
-At Home-
"I cant believe you, why would you go to her work for?", Emily screamed with tears streaming down her face.
"Babe it's the only place I can go where people understand me", he told her trying to put his arms around her to calm her down. She pushed at his chest forcing him back.
"You like her don't you?", she questioned him.
"I like you", he told her half heartedly, reaching out for her hand. She pulled it back.
"No Billie don't you even dare think of touching me", she exclaimed.
"What is wrong with you?", he questioned her looking taken aback, "I'm your boyfriend you're meant to trust me. Pippet's my friend we have known each other since we were I can't even remember it was that long ago. Would you just get over it I don't have feelings for her". Emily started harder and harder at him as if to almost burn though him.
"I don't believe you", she said making her words flow out as Pippet and Tre walked in followed by Mike and his girlfriend Katty.
"Ahh Katty and I will go wait for you out in the car", Mike said, taking Katty's hand. She pulled him in with her.
"They might need us, Mikey please just stay", she asked him looking up into his eyes. He couldn't resist and waited with them. Emily clenched her fists and stared Billie straight in the eye.
"Oh look, your sluts here", she said in a whispering tone. Billie looked at her his eyes raging again.
"Don't you dare call her that", he said, standing up for himself and what was important to him.
"But she is Billie. The only reason she's like this is because she cant stand us two being together", Emily cursed at him. He let his eyes look at her for a moment taking in everything about her.
"I don't know why I ever was able to see myself going out with someone like you", he told her, "Since I've been around you I haven't been able to be myself, I feel like the worlds against me and everyone that means something to me has been pushed away from me".
"Well if you're going to treat me like I'm nothing compared them I guess, maybe we shouldn't be seeing eachother", she said trying to make him feel guilty. He lifted his head up and looked at her.
"Fine then, I don't want to see you ever again", and with that he stormed off in rage and anger to the back room.
"Is everything alright honey?", she asked him taking a hold of his arm. He pulled it away from her, half throwing her at the same time as well. His eyes started to just seem like a green sea of rage. He looked back at the girl now sitting in the ground staring up at him.
"No everything's not alright", he told her in a matter of fact tone. She looked up at him and started to bring on the fake tears which she knew would win him over. This time he didn't give in.
"Well what's wrong? Tell me about the problem?", he asked him. He looked down placing his hand on the door handle. He took a deep breath and bottle in all his emotions.
"You're the problem", he told her walking out and slamming the door behind him leaving the girl alone in the house.
He made his way to the backstreets and started running. He didn't know where he was going but it just seemed as if he would eventually get to the right place. His mind became more jaded. He couldn't think straight, but still he kept on running. Running for what seemed like a paradise at the horizon, before the dream was shattered as he tripped and fell. Picking himself back up he seemed to just wander for a while before finding a park which he sat at for a while. He watched what was going on in the world around him. He wondered why everything seemed so perfect but still he was confused and felt as if the energy he had was being drained out of him. He spotted a couple walking across the road and decided to follow them seeing he had nothing better to do. They walked into a record store. He peered through the front window taking a look at what was inside. CD's, Vinyl, Posters... .Pippet. He shook his head not thinking it was real.
"Since when did she work her?", the thought to himself, wondering if she actually had ever told him. She smiled at a few customers before she walked over to someone who was waiting at the end of the counter. Billie recognized the figure.
"But what would Tre be doing at a...", he paused to think, "No they wouldn't be". He continued to watch them talk to each other before Tre took something out of his pocket and gave it to her. She smiled and enthusiastically hugged him. He gave the attention he got back. Billie wondered why he didn't see it coming before. We reluctantly walked into the store and started browsing. They noticed him. Pippet walked up to him and placed her hands over his eyes.
"Guess who?", she asked, smiling from what she had just received. He smiled to himself not making it obvious and said her name.
"Aww you're no fun", she told him as he turned around. He looked at her all dressed in her uniform. Simple, black yet attractive he thought to himself before he smiled.
"So what's a guy like you doing here?", she asked seeming to be in a better mood then she was before.
"Just you know... out alone... don't know any other place with people I know", he told her shyly. She smiled.
"OMG I forgot...", she said giving him a "friends only" hug. He hugged back not knowing what this was for.
"Katty and I are going to love the concert. I don't believe you guys actually got tickets to give out", she told him smiling again. Billie knew she was interested in the band, and well he liked it as he did not know many females who were as into music as she was. He smiled again.
"So you are coming?", he asked wanting to make sure.
"Of course!!!! I would not miss you play for the world", she told him placing the tickets back into her pocket.
He wondered what she meant like that, since only an hour ago was she telling him to leave her alone. An awkward moment came between then where they just stood in front of each other looking the other up and down.
"Why aren't you with Emily?" Pippet asked, as she did Tre walked over to them both.
"Ahh I think I may have hurt her", he let out. Pip smiled to herself. Tre looked worried.
"What type of hurt?", Tre asked, looking at Billie trying to gain eye contact.
"Just like kinda pushed her away from me and she like tripped', he explained. As he did his cell went off.
"Just excuse me", he said answering. Instantly as he picked up there was screaming from the other line.
Pippet and Tre listened carefully to see if they could make any of the words out, but all they managed was to get:
"... Hate... disrespect... hurt... love... with her... should have seen it coming..."
Billie Joe hung up and placed it back into his pocket.
"Listen guys I've ahh got to go, but I'll see you both at home am I right?", he asked. They nodded their approval before the left the store to go home.
"There's something up with that boy', Tre told Pippet.
"No he's just being himself", she replied going off to start working again like she had too.
-At Home-
"I cant believe you, why would you go to her work for?", Emily screamed with tears streaming down her face.
"Babe it's the only place I can go where people understand me", he told her trying to put his arms around her to calm her down. She pushed at his chest forcing him back.
"You like her don't you?", she questioned him.
"I like you", he told her half heartedly, reaching out for her hand. She pulled it back.
"No Billie don't you even dare think of touching me", she exclaimed.
"What is wrong with you?", he questioned her looking taken aback, "I'm your boyfriend you're meant to trust me. Pippet's my friend we have known each other since we were I can't even remember it was that long ago. Would you just get over it I don't have feelings for her". Emily started harder and harder at him as if to almost burn though him.
"I don't believe you", she said making her words flow out as Pippet and Tre walked in followed by Mike and his girlfriend Katty.
"Ahh Katty and I will go wait for you out in the car", Mike said, taking Katty's hand. She pulled him in with her.
"They might need us, Mikey please just stay", she asked him looking up into his eyes. He couldn't resist and waited with them. Emily clenched her fists and stared Billie straight in the eye.
"Oh look, your sluts here", she said in a whispering tone. Billie looked at her his eyes raging again.
"Don't you dare call her that", he said, standing up for himself and what was important to him.
"But she is Billie. The only reason she's like this is because she cant stand us two being together", Emily cursed at him. He let his eyes look at her for a moment taking in everything about her.
"I don't know why I ever was able to see myself going out with someone like you", he told her, "Since I've been around you I haven't been able to be myself, I feel like the worlds against me and everyone that means something to me has been pushed away from me".
"Well if you're going to treat me like I'm nothing compared them I guess, maybe we shouldn't be seeing eachother", she said trying to make him feel guilty. He lifted his head up and looked at her.
"Fine then, I don't want to see you ever again", and with that he stormed off in rage and anger to the back room.
