Hearts Recycled But Never Saved, chapter 4
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Billie never got to tell Pippet what he wanted to because the next day was nothing but hectic, they were shaken awake by Mike and Billie felt a bit awkward having his best friend find him sleeping in a bed with his little sister. They all left at about noon crammed into a van Billie driving, Pip sitting in Tre's lap and Katty sitting in Mike's. Mike couldn't get rid of the image he had seen last night, the jealousy was staining him he knew Katty loved him so why was he feeling like this?
"You okay baby?" Katty asked wrapping her arms around his neck resting her forehead on his a look of sincere concern across her face. He looked into her eyes a second they were full of love for him, he smiled and kissed her.
"I'm fine hun." She smiled warmly hugging him.
"You guys are sick." Billie joked.
"Don't be jealous." Mike said a bit bitterly.
"I'm not just disgusted aww I love you so much mwah mwah mwah." He said making little kissing faces until Katty kicked the back of the drivers seat sending her foot into his back.
"Good one." Mike smiled kissing her cheek.
The show went great Pippet and Katty waiting in the back to see them. Billie and Tre had both taken off their shirts and were full of sweat, Tre tried to hug the girls but they pushed him off.
"Take a shower first." Pip said plugging her nose with her thumb and pointer finger. Katty laughed and gave Tre a kiss on the cheek standing as far back as she could then ran to Mike jumping on him.
"You were awesome." She smiled kissing him gently.
"You say that every time." He said hugging her.
"Well it's always true."
"Ok stop the love I don't want to gag." Billie said annoyed, Mike and Katty both shot him a glance and broke apart.
"Well there's booze and music out there and we're back here so what's wrong with that?" Tre joked.
"Alright then let's go!" Pip said grabbing Tre and Mike's arm.
"You coming babe?"
"Yeah in a minute I need to go to the bathroom." She said walking in the direction of the restroom.
"How 'bout you BJ?" Pip asked.
"Just need to put Blue away I'll be out in a sec." Mike looked reluctant to leave them but let Tre and Pip drag him off. Billie was putting Blue in it's case when Katty came back from the bathroom.
"Billie Joe what the hell is up?" She demanded right off the bat.
"What are you talking about?"
"Oh please! Like you have no clue what is your problem with seeing me and Mike be happy?"
"I have no problem with you being happy just don't do it around me."
"Why not?" She asked crossing her arms blocking his way of the door.
"Because I don't want to see that."
"You had no problem doing that with Emily around us but at least people know I love Mike and it's not some random bitch."
"Don't call her a bitch!" Billie yelled angrily
"Are you trying to say she wasn't? She treated us all like shit especially Pip! And you know that how dare you stand there and try to defend her?!"
"She wasn't like that."
"Oh she wasn't? Every time she was around us she would make us feel like we were trash I only ever held my tongue because Pip made me swear."
"Why would she do that?"
"Because she thought you loved her."
"I never loved her I love someone else." He mumbled.
"Who?!" Katty screamed excitedly.
"It's none of your business."
"Well if you didn't want anyone to know you wouldn't have brought it up so you obviously want someone to know so tell me."
"Why?"
"Because I said so."
"And?"
"And if you don't I'll beat it out of you." Billie thought a moment and figured what the hell.
"Fine but you can't tell anyone or I'll never trust you with anything else again."
"Fine fine just tell me already!" She said excitedly sitting Billie down in a chair next to her.
"It's.....it's.......Pip." He said looking down afraid to look Katty in the eye, she was Pip's best friend any second now she was gonna burst out in laughter and tell him to dream on because she was to good for him but she didn't she just stood there jaw dropped.
"Kat?" He said looking up at her.
"...Pip?" She whispered.
"....Yeah." Katty started squealing and jumping around the room like a little kid smiling. "What is wrong with you?" Billie asked when she stood him up hugging him.
"You need to talk to her tell her how you feel."
"Why so she can laugh in my face?"
"She won't laugh just talk to her!!!" She ordered.
"Kat I don't think I can handle anymore heartbreak." Billie cried, Katty's heart ached for him and she brought him into another hug. Billie let silent tears fall as he wrapped his arms around her waist bringing her closer to him she ran her fingers through the back of his hair to calm him down shh-ing assuring Billie Joe it would be best to go talk to Pip right now.
"Fine I'll do it but if I get hurt your giving me your shoulder to sob on." He said kissing her cheek she smiled wiping away his tears and said.
"You won't need mine to cry on anymore but you'll always have them." She informed him. "Now go." She smiled
Mike didn't exactly hear the words being passed between the pair but the kiss and hug was more then enough for him he closed the door before they had a chance to notice him watching. His mind was blank he couldn't believe he had just seen that it was his best friend! His girlfriend! He loved her with his entire heart and she does this to him?! He was fuming but didn't let it show. When he got back to Tre and Pip they were sitting down at a table each with a drink in hand.
"I think I'm gonna go talk to Billie he wanted to tell me something yesterday."
*Probably that he has my girl* Mike thought bitterly.
"Alright." Tre smiled pulling out a joint lighting it offering some to Mike.
"No thanks I got my own stuff." He replied pulling out a baggy with white powder.
Billie walked out of the back room and was making his way around the room trying to find Pippet, he didn't know why he was listening to Katty but he was and that was all he knew. He spotted Mike and Tre at a far off table getting wasted he shook his head laughing before turning the other direction. A blonde green eyed beauty grabbed his arm turning him back around. She was beautiful that was for sure but Billie wasn't focusing on her his eyes still scanning the room for any signs of Pippet.
"Hey." The girl said smoothly.
"Uh hi hey this isn't really-"
"I really liked your show." She continued wrapping an arm around his waist, he looked down at her.
"Thanks but this really isn't-"
"I really love your guys band." She continued drawing little circles on Billie's sweaty chest.
"Thanks really but-"
"I would do ANYTHING to be with one of you guys your just so hot." Billie looked at her confused but didn't get a chance to speak before she pulled him down into a kiss. She obviously knew how to kiss Billie got lost a little but his mind was just focused on one thing and that was Pippet, who had just seen the lip locking between him and the girl. Her heart was broken in two she liked him so much and only 24 hours after a break up he was up with the next bimbo never even giving her a chance to tell him how she felt. She turned and walked quickly back to the table fighting back all her tears. The girl pulled back and it took Billie a few seconds to regain his composure when he did he looked at the girl.
"Look I'm flattered honest but I don't even know your name."
"I'm Jayde it's a name you'll never forget." He eased Jayde off of him pushing her away.
"Look Jayde I need to find someone I need to tell her something very important so if you'd please just back away." He walked away from her losing himself in the crowd of people.
Pippet made her way back to Mike and Tre they both noticed something was wrong with her and tried to see what it was.
"You OK Pip?" Tre asked.
"Fine." She snapped.
"Uh Tre how 'bout you go get us some drinks?" Mike looked at Tre giving him the message which Tre got shortly after.
"Sure I'll be back in a few." He got up leaving the two siblings to talk.
"So what is it Pippy?" Mike asked sniffing up a small line he had made.
"Billie was kissing a girl and-"
"Billie's a man whore Pippy you should know that by now."
"But-"
"But nothing' here take this line it will make you feel LOADS better." He said spreading some more of the contents in the bag on the table forming it into a thin line with a card.
"I don't know Mike." Pip said uncertain, she knew he would never let her try this unless he was really wasted which he apparently was.
"Just do it." He coaxed, she did as said and closed one nostril sniffing in the powder with the other. She didn't feel any difference and told Mike to give her another line. HE did so and made one for himself. They continued going until it was all gone and just sat there giggling like morons until Billie found them.
"Pip I've been looking everywhere for you can we talk?"
"I don't know can we?" She said bursting into a giggle fit.
"I think we can."
"Ok then." She said straightening her face and sitting up.
"Uhmm alone?" Mike looked at him.
"I'm not moving."
"Pip?"
"FIIINE." She said exasperated. He pulled her into the back alley neither noticing they were being followed or that someone was already out there.
"Pip."
"Bill." She said trying to fight back the laughter.
"I need to tell you something but I don't know how."
"Well when you do then go find me I don't want to be out here." She turned to walk away but Billie grabbed her.
"What is your problem?"
"Nothing just say what you need to so we can all live our merry lives and you can go with that pretty little bimbo you were with earlier tonight." She slurred.
"Bimbo?....Do you mean Jayde?"
"No I mean Bimbo." She laughed. Katty was out there finishing the last of her cigarette hearing bits and pieces of the argument she knew Mike had given Pip cocaine because she would never have acted like this unless she was wasted, she was going to need to yell at him for that. She threw the stub to the floor stepping on it opens the door to walk back in when Mike walked out looking at her.
"HEEEYYY IT'S THE WHORE OF MY LIFE...OOPS I MEAN LOVE! HEYYYY BABYY HOW'S IT GOIING." Katty stared at him.
"Excuse me?"
"YOU KNOW YOU GOT SOME FUCKING NERVE FUCKING MY BEST FRIEND WHILE YOUR WITH ME!" He shouted distracting Pip and BJ from their own quarrel.
"WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY?!"
"YOU HEARD ME I...I FUCKING LOVEDD YOUU ANNND YOU DO THIS TO ME!?"
"WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN?! BILLIE IS MY FRIEND DUMBASS AND IF ANYONE SHOULD BE MAD IT SHOULD BE ME! YOU GAVE YOUR BABY SISTER COCAINE! I SHOULD BE MAD AT THE FACT THE YOUR DOING IT ALONE BUT NOOOO LET'S ADD IN THAT YOUR DUMBASS THREW PIPPET INTO IT!" Billie looked wide eyed at Pip.
"Your on coke??"
"SHE'S MY BLOOD I'LL LET HER DO WHAT I WANT ALRIGHT? AND I'LL DO WHAT I WANT TO TOO LIKE THIS!" He pulled in the blonde girl he had seen at the door kissing her making sure that Katty could see him slipping her the tongue. When he pulled back the girls green eyes were dazed and unsure, Mike expected Katty to be crushed devastated in tears begging for forgiveness but what he got was much MUCH different. Katty stepped up to him and slapped him hard across the cheek the sound of skin to skin rang through the alley. Mike's cheek quickly forming a red mark.
"YOU FUCIKING BASTARD I HATE YOU NEVER SPEAK TO ME AGAIIN IT'S OVER!!!" She yelled walking down the dark alley night disappearing. Pippet ran to her brother.
"Wow did you hear that it went WOOOSH!" She giggled trying to lean on Billie who backed away.
"Don't touch me I don't talk to coke addicts." He turned in the opposite direction Katty had gone and soon disappearing into the night also. Mike grabbed his sister's hand walking in to find Tre's hand so they could go home. Jayde still standing there shocked.
"Well looks like I'm gonna have my pick of which boy I get." She said to herself closing the door walking back into the club.
Billie never got to tell Pippet what he wanted to because the next day was nothing but hectic, they were shaken awake by Mike and Billie felt a bit awkward having his best friend find him sleeping in a bed with his little sister. They all left at about noon crammed into a van Billie driving, Pip sitting in Tre's lap and Katty sitting in Mike's. Mike couldn't get rid of the image he had seen last night, the jealousy was staining him he knew Katty loved him so why was he feeling like this?
"You okay baby?" Katty asked wrapping her arms around his neck resting her forehead on his a look of sincere concern across her face. He looked into her eyes a second they were full of love for him, he smiled and kissed her.
"I'm fine hun." She smiled warmly hugging him.
"You guys are sick." Billie joked.
"Don't be jealous." Mike said a bit bitterly.
"I'm not just disgusted aww I love you so much mwah mwah mwah." He said making little kissing faces until Katty kicked the back of the drivers seat sending her foot into his back.
"Good one." Mike smiled kissing her cheek.
The show went great Pippet and Katty waiting in the back to see them. Billie and Tre had both taken off their shirts and were full of sweat, Tre tried to hug the girls but they pushed him off.
"Take a shower first." Pip said plugging her nose with her thumb and pointer finger. Katty laughed and gave Tre a kiss on the cheek standing as far back as she could then ran to Mike jumping on him.
"You were awesome." She smiled kissing him gently.
"You say that every time." He said hugging her.
"Well it's always true."
"Ok stop the love I don't want to gag." Billie said annoyed, Mike and Katty both shot him a glance and broke apart.
"Well there's booze and music out there and we're back here so what's wrong with that?" Tre joked.
"Alright then let's go!" Pip said grabbing Tre and Mike's arm.
"You coming babe?"
"Yeah in a minute I need to go to the bathroom." She said walking in the direction of the restroom.
"How 'bout you BJ?" Pip asked.
"Just need to put Blue away I'll be out in a sec." Mike looked reluctant to leave them but let Tre and Pip drag him off. Billie was putting Blue in it's case when Katty came back from the bathroom.
"Billie Joe what the hell is up?" She demanded right off the bat.
"What are you talking about?"
"Oh please! Like you have no clue what is your problem with seeing me and Mike be happy?"
"I have no problem with you being happy just don't do it around me."
"Why not?" She asked crossing her arms blocking his way of the door.
"Because I don't want to see that."
"You had no problem doing that with Emily around us but at least people know I love Mike and it's not some random bitch."
"Don't call her a bitch!" Billie yelled angrily
"Are you trying to say she wasn't? She treated us all like shit especially Pip! And you know that how dare you stand there and try to defend her?!"
"She wasn't like that."
"Oh she wasn't? Every time she was around us she would make us feel like we were trash I only ever held my tongue because Pip made me swear."
"Why would she do that?"
"Because she thought you loved her."
"I never loved her I love someone else." He mumbled.
"Who?!" Katty screamed excitedly.
"It's none of your business."
"Well if you didn't want anyone to know you wouldn't have brought it up so you obviously want someone to know so tell me."
"Why?"
"Because I said so."
"And?"
"And if you don't I'll beat it out of you." Billie thought a moment and figured what the hell.
"Fine but you can't tell anyone or I'll never trust you with anything else again."
"Fine fine just tell me already!" She said excitedly sitting Billie down in a chair next to her.
"It's.....it's.......Pip." He said looking down afraid to look Katty in the eye, she was Pip's best friend any second now she was gonna burst out in laughter and tell him to dream on because she was to good for him but she didn't she just stood there jaw dropped.
"Kat?" He said looking up at her.
"...Pip?" She whispered.
"....Yeah." Katty started squealing and jumping around the room like a little kid smiling. "What is wrong with you?" Billie asked when she stood him up hugging him.
"You need to talk to her tell her how you feel."
"Why so she can laugh in my face?"
"She won't laugh just talk to her!!!" She ordered.
"Kat I don't think I can handle anymore heartbreak." Billie cried, Katty's heart ached for him and she brought him into another hug. Billie let silent tears fall as he wrapped his arms around her waist bringing her closer to him she ran her fingers through the back of his hair to calm him down shh-ing assuring Billie Joe it would be best to go talk to Pip right now.
"Fine I'll do it but if I get hurt your giving me your shoulder to sob on." He said kissing her cheek she smiled wiping away his tears and said.
"You won't need mine to cry on anymore but you'll always have them." She informed him. "Now go." She smiled
Mike didn't exactly hear the words being passed between the pair but the kiss and hug was more then enough for him he closed the door before they had a chance to notice him watching. His mind was blank he couldn't believe he had just seen that it was his best friend! His girlfriend! He loved her with his entire heart and she does this to him?! He was fuming but didn't let it show. When he got back to Tre and Pip they were sitting down at a table each with a drink in hand.
"I think I'm gonna go talk to Billie he wanted to tell me something yesterday."
*Probably that he has my girl* Mike thought bitterly.
"Alright." Tre smiled pulling out a joint lighting it offering some to Mike.
"No thanks I got my own stuff." He replied pulling out a baggy with white powder.
Billie walked out of the back room and was making his way around the room trying to find Pippet, he didn't know why he was listening to Katty but he was and that was all he knew. He spotted Mike and Tre at a far off table getting wasted he shook his head laughing before turning the other direction. A blonde green eyed beauty grabbed his arm turning him back around. She was beautiful that was for sure but Billie wasn't focusing on her his eyes still scanning the room for any signs of Pippet.
"Hey." The girl said smoothly.
"Uh hi hey this isn't really-"
"I really liked your show." She continued wrapping an arm around his waist, he looked down at her.
"Thanks but this really isn't-"
"I really love your guys band." She continued drawing little circles on Billie's sweaty chest.
"Thanks really but-"
"I would do ANYTHING to be with one of you guys your just so hot." Billie looked at her confused but didn't get a chance to speak before she pulled him down into a kiss. She obviously knew how to kiss Billie got lost a little but his mind was just focused on one thing and that was Pippet, who had just seen the lip locking between him and the girl. Her heart was broken in two she liked him so much and only 24 hours after a break up he was up with the next bimbo never even giving her a chance to tell him how she felt. She turned and walked quickly back to the table fighting back all her tears. The girl pulled back and it took Billie a few seconds to regain his composure when he did he looked at the girl.
"Look I'm flattered honest but I don't even know your name."
"I'm Jayde it's a name you'll never forget." He eased Jayde off of him pushing her away.
"Look Jayde I need to find someone I need to tell her something very important so if you'd please just back away." He walked away from her losing himself in the crowd of people.
Pippet made her way back to Mike and Tre they both noticed something was wrong with her and tried to see what it was.
"You OK Pip?" Tre asked.
"Fine." She snapped.
"Uh Tre how 'bout you go get us some drinks?" Mike looked at Tre giving him the message which Tre got shortly after.
"Sure I'll be back in a few." He got up leaving the two siblings to talk.
"So what is it Pippy?" Mike asked sniffing up a small line he had made.
"Billie was kissing a girl and-"
"Billie's a man whore Pippy you should know that by now."
"But-"
"But nothing' here take this line it will make you feel LOADS better." He said spreading some more of the contents in the bag on the table forming it into a thin line with a card.
"I don't know Mike." Pip said uncertain, she knew he would never let her try this unless he was really wasted which he apparently was.
"Just do it." He coaxed, she did as said and closed one nostril sniffing in the powder with the other. She didn't feel any difference and told Mike to give her another line. HE did so and made one for himself. They continued going until it was all gone and just sat there giggling like morons until Billie found them.
"Pip I've been looking everywhere for you can we talk?"
"I don't know can we?" She said bursting into a giggle fit.
"I think we can."
"Ok then." She said straightening her face and sitting up.
"Uhmm alone?" Mike looked at him.
"I'm not moving."
"Pip?"
"FIIINE." She said exasperated. He pulled her into the back alley neither noticing they were being followed or that someone was already out there.
"Pip."
"Bill." She said trying to fight back the laughter.
"I need to tell you something but I don't know how."
"Well when you do then go find me I don't want to be out here." She turned to walk away but Billie grabbed her.
"What is your problem?"
"Nothing just say what you need to so we can all live our merry lives and you can go with that pretty little bimbo you were with earlier tonight." She slurred.
"Bimbo?....Do you mean Jayde?"
"No I mean Bimbo." She laughed. Katty was out there finishing the last of her cigarette hearing bits and pieces of the argument she knew Mike had given Pip cocaine because she would never have acted like this unless she was wasted, she was going to need to yell at him for that. She threw the stub to the floor stepping on it opens the door to walk back in when Mike walked out looking at her.
"HEEEYYY IT'S THE WHORE OF MY LIFE...OOPS I MEAN LOVE! HEYYYY BABYY HOW'S IT GOIING." Katty stared at him.
"Excuse me?"
"YOU KNOW YOU GOT SOME FUCKING NERVE FUCKING MY BEST FRIEND WHILE YOUR WITH ME!" He shouted distracting Pip and BJ from their own quarrel.
"WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY?!"
"YOU HEARD ME I...I FUCKING LOVEDD YOUU ANNND YOU DO THIS TO ME!?"
"WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN?! BILLIE IS MY FRIEND DUMBASS AND IF ANYONE SHOULD BE MAD IT SHOULD BE ME! YOU GAVE YOUR BABY SISTER COCAINE! I SHOULD BE MAD AT THE FACT THE YOUR DOING IT ALONE BUT NOOOO LET'S ADD IN THAT YOUR DUMBASS THREW PIPPET INTO IT!" Billie looked wide eyed at Pip.
"Your on coke??"
"SHE'S MY BLOOD I'LL LET HER DO WHAT I WANT ALRIGHT? AND I'LL DO WHAT I WANT TO TOO LIKE THIS!" He pulled in the blonde girl he had seen at the door kissing her making sure that Katty could see him slipping her the tongue. When he pulled back the girls green eyes were dazed and unsure, Mike expected Katty to be crushed devastated in tears begging for forgiveness but what he got was much MUCH different. Katty stepped up to him and slapped him hard across the cheek the sound of skin to skin rang through the alley. Mike's cheek quickly forming a red mark.
"YOU FUCIKING BASTARD I HATE YOU NEVER SPEAK TO ME AGAIIN IT'S OVER!!!" She yelled walking down the dark alley night disappearing. Pippet ran to her brother.
"Wow did you hear that it went WOOOSH!" She giggled trying to lean on Billie who backed away.
"Don't touch me I don't talk to coke addicts." He turned in the opposite direction Katty had gone and soon disappearing into the night also. Mike grabbed his sister's hand walking in to find Tre's hand so they could go home. Jayde still standing there shocked.
"Well looks like I'm gonna have my pick of which boy I get." She said to herself closing the door walking back into the club.
