Would You Be Mine?, chapter 17
recap
I looked through the shelves until something caught my attention.
"Oh Shit" I said with tears in my eyes.
Billie looked at the newspaper and you can tell by the look on his face that he was shocked as well.
end recap
"What's wrong Billie?" I asked and looked down at the paper. Shit. There was a huge headline saying: 'Armstrong dates a whore'. Underneath it said 'Ex-boyfriend reveals the history of the girl.'
I grabbed Billie's hand and paid for the newspaper. Our drive back home was silent. Too silent. It was an awkward silence. Both of us were still shocked. We sat down on the couch and read the article together.
Tom told the newspaper that he had dumped me because I cheated on him. He also said that I tried to abuse him and forced him to have sex with me. He played all innocent saying I've destroyed his life. Furthermore he told the newspaper that I always said that I wanted to fuck a rockstar and that I'm only with Billie for his money and fame.
When we were finished reading Billie looked at me - still saying nothing. He had tears in his eyes. He was pale and his eyes were cold.
"Billie... " I said now crying as well.
But he just stood up and walked out of the door slamming it shut behind him.
I led out a laud scream yelling "Billie!" but he wouldn't stop. He ran down the street.
I couldn't believe it. I thought it was a bad dream or something. How the hell could Billie believe what the papers say? I ran into my room and shot the door. I fell onto the bed and cried heavily. I thought of last night and how wonderful it was. Why couldn't it stay like that? Why does Tom have to ruin my life?
I slammed my face into the pillow and had this urge to hurt myself. I couldn't stand it. I mean, how could I expect Billie to believe me? He only knows me for some weeks. Why did I do all this to him? He didn't deserve to have problems because of me. He didn't have to be concerned or worried or anything. All the trouble he has is because of me. ME! I hated myself more that ever at that moment.
*nobody's POV*
Billie ran down the street to the beach. He sat down in the sand and buried his head in his hand. He couldn't believe that Sarah was that kind of girl. He couldn't believe that he was taken in by her. But then again he told himself that the newspaper was wrong and that Tom told lies. But he didn't know Sarah this long so why should he trust her? But he loved her. Damn, he loved her. And she said she loved him so why should she cheat on him? Billie was confused and didn't know whom to believe.
Meanwhile Sarah still sat on her bed crying her eyes out. She wanted to call Mel but decided not to. She hoped that Billie would come back soon and everything will be OK.
After a while her cell phone rang.
*Sarah's POV*
"Fucking cell phone be quiet. I don't want to talk to anyone!" I yelled. But what if it's important? What if it's Billie? So I answered the phone not even looking at the display.
"Hello?" I asked hopefully to hear Billie's voice
But the only thing I heard was laughter from the other end.
"Billie?" I asked still hoping it was him. But deep inside of me I knew it wasn't him. He wouldn't have laughed like that.
"Haha, no, not Billie but close!" someone said. At the sound of the voice I shivered. This cold voice belonged to Tom.
"What the fuck? Tom? Why do you keep calling me? Haven't you already destroyed enough? What do you want?" I yelled at him with all the power I had left
"Remember, you still owe me something." he said laughing. "I know you want it too you little whore"
"Leave me alone. Please! Don't do that to me. I'm begging you" I cried. I know it was wrong to beg him but I was desperate.
"Well, if I think of it your friend Mel is not bad either. Maybe I'll take her instead of you. Or wait. What about fucking you both?" he said with a dark voice. "Or no, I better start with you. You're alone right now, right?" he asked
"No, I'm not. I'm in Germany at my parent's house." I yelled
"No, you're not. Do you really think I believed that shit this Mike-guy said? Come on. You know me better. And by the way I've seen your Billie-boy running out of his house. And there are still lights on. I know you are there." he said
I shivered again. I felt I was close to collapse. At this very moment I felt like dying.
"What? What?" I asked silently not knowing what to say.
Tom didn't stop laughing. I couldn't stand it and hung up on him. Eventually I called Mel. I needed someone.
"Hey Sarah, what's up?" she asked
I couldn't say anything. I just cried.
"Sarah, what's wrong? Say something." she was damn worried
"Please come over. Please. Bring Mike. Please. I'm alone. Hurry." I whispered.
"OMG Sarah, we will. Stay there." she said and hung up the phone.
I knew it would take some time until Mel and Mike would get here - at least half an hour but probably one hour. I ran downstairs and locked the door. I had a panic attack. I sat down on the floor and tried to calm myself down.
Then there was a knock at the door. My heart stopped beating. What if it was Billie? Maybe he came back? But it's his house. Why doesn't he enter? I realized he didn't take a key with him or something. AND I've locked the door. I decided to open it. BIG MISTAKE! After I opened the door only a little, someone kicked in the door. Bang! Tom!
He looked at me and smiled mischievously. I fell on the ground with tears running down my face.
"No!" I screamed, "No, Tom, please don't!"
He came to me and slapped me in the face "That's for fucking other people" he said before giving me another one "And that's for lying at me" he said. Then he grabbed me and threw me on the couch.
"Now I'm getting my revenge." he said.
"What did I do to you?" I cried.
"You know what you did. You owe me something and I won't stop until I get it. Nobody refuses to fuck me" he yelled.
Bang! He hit me again this time even harder. Everything turned to black.
I looked through the shelves until something caught my attention.
"Oh Shit" I said with tears in my eyes.
Billie looked at the newspaper and you can tell by the look on his face that he was shocked as well.
end recap
"What's wrong Billie?" I asked and looked down at the paper. Shit. There was a huge headline saying: 'Armstrong dates a whore'. Underneath it said 'Ex-boyfriend reveals the history of the girl.'
I grabbed Billie's hand and paid for the newspaper. Our drive back home was silent. Too silent. It was an awkward silence. Both of us were still shocked. We sat down on the couch and read the article together.
Tom told the newspaper that he had dumped me because I cheated on him. He also said that I tried to abuse him and forced him to have sex with me. He played all innocent saying I've destroyed his life. Furthermore he told the newspaper that I always said that I wanted to fuck a rockstar and that I'm only with Billie for his money and fame.
When we were finished reading Billie looked at me - still saying nothing. He had tears in his eyes. He was pale and his eyes were cold.
"Billie... " I said now crying as well.
But he just stood up and walked out of the door slamming it shut behind him.
I led out a laud scream yelling "Billie!" but he wouldn't stop. He ran down the street.
I couldn't believe it. I thought it was a bad dream or something. How the hell could Billie believe what the papers say? I ran into my room and shot the door. I fell onto the bed and cried heavily. I thought of last night and how wonderful it was. Why couldn't it stay like that? Why does Tom have to ruin my life?
I slammed my face into the pillow and had this urge to hurt myself. I couldn't stand it. I mean, how could I expect Billie to believe me? He only knows me for some weeks. Why did I do all this to him? He didn't deserve to have problems because of me. He didn't have to be concerned or worried or anything. All the trouble he has is because of me. ME! I hated myself more that ever at that moment.
*nobody's POV*
Billie ran down the street to the beach. He sat down in the sand and buried his head in his hand. He couldn't believe that Sarah was that kind of girl. He couldn't believe that he was taken in by her. But then again he told himself that the newspaper was wrong and that Tom told lies. But he didn't know Sarah this long so why should he trust her? But he loved her. Damn, he loved her. And she said she loved him so why should she cheat on him? Billie was confused and didn't know whom to believe.
Meanwhile Sarah still sat on her bed crying her eyes out. She wanted to call Mel but decided not to. She hoped that Billie would come back soon and everything will be OK.
After a while her cell phone rang.
*Sarah's POV*
"Fucking cell phone be quiet. I don't want to talk to anyone!" I yelled. But what if it's important? What if it's Billie? So I answered the phone not even looking at the display.
"Hello?" I asked hopefully to hear Billie's voice
But the only thing I heard was laughter from the other end.
"Billie?" I asked still hoping it was him. But deep inside of me I knew it wasn't him. He wouldn't have laughed like that.
"Haha, no, not Billie but close!" someone said. At the sound of the voice I shivered. This cold voice belonged to Tom.
"What the fuck? Tom? Why do you keep calling me? Haven't you already destroyed enough? What do you want?" I yelled at him with all the power I had left
"Remember, you still owe me something." he said laughing. "I know you want it too you little whore"
"Leave me alone. Please! Don't do that to me. I'm begging you" I cried. I know it was wrong to beg him but I was desperate.
"Well, if I think of it your friend Mel is not bad either. Maybe I'll take her instead of you. Or wait. What about fucking you both?" he said with a dark voice. "Or no, I better start with you. You're alone right now, right?" he asked
"No, I'm not. I'm in Germany at my parent's house." I yelled
"No, you're not. Do you really think I believed that shit this Mike-guy said? Come on. You know me better. And by the way I've seen your Billie-boy running out of his house. And there are still lights on. I know you are there." he said
I shivered again. I felt I was close to collapse. At this very moment I felt like dying.
"What? What?" I asked silently not knowing what to say.
Tom didn't stop laughing. I couldn't stand it and hung up on him. Eventually I called Mel. I needed someone.
"Hey Sarah, what's up?" she asked
I couldn't say anything. I just cried.
"Sarah, what's wrong? Say something." she was damn worried
"Please come over. Please. Bring Mike. Please. I'm alone. Hurry." I whispered.
"OMG Sarah, we will. Stay there." she said and hung up the phone.
I knew it would take some time until Mel and Mike would get here - at least half an hour but probably one hour. I ran downstairs and locked the door. I had a panic attack. I sat down on the floor and tried to calm myself down.
Then there was a knock at the door. My heart stopped beating. What if it was Billie? Maybe he came back? But it's his house. Why doesn't he enter? I realized he didn't take a key with him or something. AND I've locked the door. I decided to open it. BIG MISTAKE! After I opened the door only a little, someone kicked in the door. Bang! Tom!
He looked at me and smiled mischievously. I fell on the ground with tears running down my face.
"No!" I screamed, "No, Tom, please don't!"
He came to me and slapped me in the face "That's for fucking other people" he said before giving me another one "And that's for lying at me" he said. Then he grabbed me and threw me on the couch.
"Now I'm getting my revenge." he said.
"What did I do to you?" I cried.
"You know what you did. You owe me something and I won't stop until I get it. Nobody refuses to fuck me" he yelled.
Bang! He hit me again this time even harder. Everything turned to black.
