Would You Be Mine?, chapter 20
recap
First Tom denied everything and said that I wanted it. He said I called him as soon as Billie was out of the house and invited him for a little sex party. I cried. I couldn't believe that he lies like that. Billie took my hand and said I should try not to cry because that's what Tom wants to see. So I stopped crying. My lawyer was very good and he convicted Tom of lying.
After the three days of trial the court pronounced their sentence.
end recap
He had to go in prison in Germany for three years. Three Years??? Only three years???? He ruined my life!!!
When they brought Tom away he screamed at me: "We'll see each other in three years!!" I collapsed crying. Billie held me and sat me on a bench.
"Listen Sarah, don't let him get you down. You are a strong woman. You will make it. Leave all this bullshit behind you and look forward. You won't hear of him for three years. Heck, three years! Come on, let's make the best of it." he said smiling. I hugged him
"Can we go home?" I asked
In the evening Billie invited Mike, Mel, Tré and Vany to his house and we sat together and celebrated the end of this nightmare.
"Thank you guys for helping me through all this" I said
First I was very quiet because I wasn't in the mood of celebrating. I watched Mike and Mel together. They were so cute, like meant for each other. They were always looking at each other and smiling and kissing. Then I realized how close Tré and Vany were. I mean during all that shit that happened lately I didn't even realize that they were dating. Vany even lived in Tré's house and decided to stay longer. She actually only wanted to stay some days. Somehow she was able to calm Tré a little bit down.
And I? I loved Billie with all my heart. I knew I owed him a lot. He took care of me and helped me through everything. He was the one I could rely on no matter what.
"Hello? Sarah? Are you still with us?" I saw Billie waving his hand in front of my face. I looked at him and smiled
"Sorry, I was just thinking." I said
"Are you OK?" Billie asked
"Yes" I said lying on his chest and hugging him.
There was something I had on my mind. I couldn't believe how Billie could accept me being pregnant from another guy. I mean, I wasn't to be blamed for it, but nonetheless it must have been strange for him. Then something else hit me like a stone: the guys will go back on tour soon. The month is almost over.
Later that night when we went to bed I told Billie about my fears.
"Billie?"
"Hm?"
"Do you really don't mind me being pregnant from another guy?" I asked him. He looked at me.
"Never even think like that. I love you. We all know that it was let me say a fateful incident. I will support you. Don't worry." he said pulling me closer to him.
"Thanks" I whispered. "Billie I'm afraid about the future. I mean the nearer future. What do we do when you go back on tour?"
"I know I've already thought of that as well. First I thought about taking you with me on tour but I don't think it's good for a pregnant girl to go on tour because it's very stressful. And I also don't want to leave you alone in California." he said. "But let's not think of it right now. We'll talk about it tomorrow, OK?" he said kissing the top of my head
"But don't forget that your kids are coming tomorrow" I told him
"I know. I'm really excited."
"Me too"
With that we both fell asleep.
The next morning we had to get up a little earlier because Adrienne and the kids would come already at 9 am.
I was excited what Billie's kids would think of me. I hoped they liked me.
When they arrived Joey and Jakob were very excited to see their dad. Billie gave them a huge hug and then introduced them to me. They smiled at me and even gave me a hug. Wow, OK this was more than I expected.
Billie went with his kids outside and played with them while I talked to Adrienne.
"Thanks for everything, Adi. I mean, you didn't have to do that."
"Nah, it's OK. I loved helping you. I like you. Sorry for what happened when we first met."
Adrienne was very nice. After all she liked me.
Adrienne then said good bye because she wanted to spend the time with her new boyfriend.
Billie and I had a great time with Joey and Jakob. Billie showed Jakob how to play the guitar and I played xBox with Joey.
"Do you like my dad?" Joey suddenly asked
"Yeah, I like him a lot" I answered
He looked at me then back at the screen and said "Cool". I didn't know what that was supposed to mean but I didn't ask him. I guess he knew that I didn't only like his father because he was a smart kid.
Then I made some spaghetti for lunch. After we ate we went to an amusement park. Especially Jakob was very excited. We were driving roller coaster and go-carts and stuff. Billie brought his kids tons of lottery tickets for the tombola. They won huge soft toy animals and little cars and Jakob even won a police hat.
Then Jakob grabbed my hand. "Aunt Sarah, will you go into the tunnel of horror with me?" he asked. I was a little confused why he called me 'Aunt Sarah' but I liked it a lot. I looked at Billie who was a little shocked that Jakob wanted to go there. He nodded at me.
"Sure" I said "But I want Joey and your dad to join us"
"OK" he said. Billie took my hand and we went in there. I was afraid I couldn't go because normally they warn the visitors that pregnant women shouldn't go there. But luckily it was a ghost train for kids so it wouldn't be dangerous. Nevertheless Billie held my hand as we were inside. I was really scared. Joey laughed at me and played the hero. He always said: "Look Sarah, it's just a puppet" and giggled. But Jakob was a little frightened as well. So Billie told Joey to play the hero for his little brother.
The day at the amusement park was really cool. When we got home Joey and Jakob were very tired. Jakob even fell asleep in the car so Billie hat to carry him. Billie brought Joey and Jakob to bed. They slept in my guestroom.
The rest of the evening Billie and I had for ourselves.
We laid on the couch with me having my head on his lap. We watched Jay Leno.
"Billie?" I asked
"Hm?" He said not looking away from the telly.
"I will have to leave next week." I said
"What? Why?"
"Mel and I were supposed to visit you guys for one month, remember?"
"Oh.." he said now looking at me.
"I don't want to leave but I really need and want to go back to Germany - talk to my parents and stuff, you know? They don't even know that I'm with you." I said looking at him.
"I know. And we will be back on tour." Billie said, now looking back at the telly.
"I think I really need to talk to Mel and Vany" I said getting up.
*phone call*
"Hey Mel, do you have a second for me?"
"Sure I have. What's up?"
"You know we need to get back to Germany next week, right?"
"Yeah, I know, but I really don't want to."
"Me neither. But you have this job interview in two weeks or do you want to skip it?"
"No, I really want to do it. But I'll miss Mike so much."
"I know. I will miss Billie too. Have you already talked to Vany?"
"Yeah, she called me half an hour ago. She wants to stay with Tré. She actually wants to move here."
"What? OMG! What a lucky kid." I said laughing. "They only know each other for two weeks"
We talked a little longer and decided on a date to fly back to Germany. We both knew that it would be a hard time back in Germany but we just couldn't give up what we built up. We had our own apartment together which meant a lot to us.
Later that night Billie and I want to bed. We laid in bed when Billie started to kiss me. He pulled his tongue into my mouth and kissed me passionately. I returned his kiss. Billie took off my pyjama top. I was so lost in pleasure I didn't want this to stop. I felt so safe in his arms. But I knew where this would lead to and I didn't know if I was ready. So far, Billie and I just had sex once and I really wanted to sleep with him again. But was this the right time? Billie took off my pyjama pants and kissed my stomach. I moaned in pleasure but then I stopped him.
"Billie, please don't. I can't."
"What's wrong?"
"I'm afraid" I said. I couldn't stop thinking of the last time I had sex - well I was forced to have sex.
"You don't have to be afraid. I'll be careful, I promise" he said kissing me.
I led go of my fears and led him take over control. Billie was very cautious and gentle. He took off his pants and kissed my neck.
Before he entered me I let out a small groan "You OK Sarah?" he asked.
"Yeah, just be gentle."
We both moaned when he entered me. I kissed his shoulder and brushed my hand through his hair. Billie groaned.
"Shhh... don't wake up your kids" I said breathing heavily.
We both reached our climax and Billie rolled on my left side and breathed heavily.
"I love you so much Sarah"
"I love you too, Billie" I said kissing him once more.
He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me as close as he could. Then he laid his hand on my stomach and we fell asleep.
The next morning was kind of embarrassing. We woke up with Joey and Jakob yelling "Daddy". They stood in Billie's bedroom and looked kinda shocked. I realized I we were still naked and lied VERY close together. Luckily we were covered by the sheets. But Billie managed the situation pretty cool. He sent them downstairs and said he would come after them. With that Joey and Jakob turned around and went out giggling.
"Fuck" I whispered
"It's OK. They'll get over it." he said kissing me.
Billie put on some pants and went down to make some breakfast. I took a shower and then went downstairs as well.
I kissed Billie on the cheek and said good morning to Joey and Jakob. They smiled at me. Alright, seemed like they didn't mind me being with their daddy. Puh... that's good.
"Aunt Sarah, will you go in the pool with us?" Jakob asked when I entered the garden.
I changed into my bikini and joined them.
"Watch out Sarah!" Joey yelled when Jakob shot the ball in my direction. We were playing waterball and I was in a team with Joey while Billie was with Jakob. I caught the ball and shot it to Joey. Joey grabbed it and immediately threw a goal. Billie who was the goalkeeper looked stunned at how fast his son reacted. "Ha, I knew we would beat them" said Joey when he swam to me and clapped my hand "High five" I screamed.
First Tom denied everything and said that I wanted it. He said I called him as soon as Billie was out of the house and invited him for a little sex party. I cried. I couldn't believe that he lies like that. Billie took my hand and said I should try not to cry because that's what Tom wants to see. So I stopped crying. My lawyer was very good and he convicted Tom of lying.
After the three days of trial the court pronounced their sentence.
end recap
He had to go in prison in Germany for three years. Three Years??? Only three years???? He ruined my life!!!
When they brought Tom away he screamed at me: "We'll see each other in three years!!" I collapsed crying. Billie held me and sat me on a bench.
"Listen Sarah, don't let him get you down. You are a strong woman. You will make it. Leave all this bullshit behind you and look forward. You won't hear of him for three years. Heck, three years! Come on, let's make the best of it." he said smiling. I hugged him
"Can we go home?" I asked
In the evening Billie invited Mike, Mel, Tré and Vany to his house and we sat together and celebrated the end of this nightmare.
"Thank you guys for helping me through all this" I said
First I was very quiet because I wasn't in the mood of celebrating. I watched Mike and Mel together. They were so cute, like meant for each other. They were always looking at each other and smiling and kissing. Then I realized how close Tré and Vany were. I mean during all that shit that happened lately I didn't even realize that they were dating. Vany even lived in Tré's house and decided to stay longer. She actually only wanted to stay some days. Somehow she was able to calm Tré a little bit down.
And I? I loved Billie with all my heart. I knew I owed him a lot. He took care of me and helped me through everything. He was the one I could rely on no matter what.
"Hello? Sarah? Are you still with us?" I saw Billie waving his hand in front of my face. I looked at him and smiled
"Sorry, I was just thinking." I said
"Are you OK?" Billie asked
"Yes" I said lying on his chest and hugging him.
There was something I had on my mind. I couldn't believe how Billie could accept me being pregnant from another guy. I mean, I wasn't to be blamed for it, but nonetheless it must have been strange for him. Then something else hit me like a stone: the guys will go back on tour soon. The month is almost over.
Later that night when we went to bed I told Billie about my fears.
"Billie?"
"Hm?"
"Do you really don't mind me being pregnant from another guy?" I asked him. He looked at me.
"Never even think like that. I love you. We all know that it was let me say a fateful incident. I will support you. Don't worry." he said pulling me closer to him.
"Thanks" I whispered. "Billie I'm afraid about the future. I mean the nearer future. What do we do when you go back on tour?"
"I know I've already thought of that as well. First I thought about taking you with me on tour but I don't think it's good for a pregnant girl to go on tour because it's very stressful. And I also don't want to leave you alone in California." he said. "But let's not think of it right now. We'll talk about it tomorrow, OK?" he said kissing the top of my head
"But don't forget that your kids are coming tomorrow" I told him
"I know. I'm really excited."
"Me too"
With that we both fell asleep.
The next morning we had to get up a little earlier because Adrienne and the kids would come already at 9 am.
I was excited what Billie's kids would think of me. I hoped they liked me.
When they arrived Joey and Jakob were very excited to see their dad. Billie gave them a huge hug and then introduced them to me. They smiled at me and even gave me a hug. Wow, OK this was more than I expected.
Billie went with his kids outside and played with them while I talked to Adrienne.
"Thanks for everything, Adi. I mean, you didn't have to do that."
"Nah, it's OK. I loved helping you. I like you. Sorry for what happened when we first met."
Adrienne was very nice. After all she liked me.
Adrienne then said good bye because she wanted to spend the time with her new boyfriend.
Billie and I had a great time with Joey and Jakob. Billie showed Jakob how to play the guitar and I played xBox with Joey.
"Do you like my dad?" Joey suddenly asked
"Yeah, I like him a lot" I answered
He looked at me then back at the screen and said "Cool". I didn't know what that was supposed to mean but I didn't ask him. I guess he knew that I didn't only like his father because he was a smart kid.
Then I made some spaghetti for lunch. After we ate we went to an amusement park. Especially Jakob was very excited. We were driving roller coaster and go-carts and stuff. Billie brought his kids tons of lottery tickets for the tombola. They won huge soft toy animals and little cars and Jakob even won a police hat.
Then Jakob grabbed my hand. "Aunt Sarah, will you go into the tunnel of horror with me?" he asked. I was a little confused why he called me 'Aunt Sarah' but I liked it a lot. I looked at Billie who was a little shocked that Jakob wanted to go there. He nodded at me.
"Sure" I said "But I want Joey and your dad to join us"
"OK" he said. Billie took my hand and we went in there. I was afraid I couldn't go because normally they warn the visitors that pregnant women shouldn't go there. But luckily it was a ghost train for kids so it wouldn't be dangerous. Nevertheless Billie held my hand as we were inside. I was really scared. Joey laughed at me and played the hero. He always said: "Look Sarah, it's just a puppet" and giggled. But Jakob was a little frightened as well. So Billie told Joey to play the hero for his little brother.
The day at the amusement park was really cool. When we got home Joey and Jakob were very tired. Jakob even fell asleep in the car so Billie hat to carry him. Billie brought Joey and Jakob to bed. They slept in my guestroom.
The rest of the evening Billie and I had for ourselves.
We laid on the couch with me having my head on his lap. We watched Jay Leno.
"Billie?" I asked
"Hm?" He said not looking away from the telly.
"I will have to leave next week." I said
"What? Why?"
"Mel and I were supposed to visit you guys for one month, remember?"
"Oh.." he said now looking at me.
"I don't want to leave but I really need and want to go back to Germany - talk to my parents and stuff, you know? They don't even know that I'm with you." I said looking at him.
"I know. And we will be back on tour." Billie said, now looking back at the telly.
"I think I really need to talk to Mel and Vany" I said getting up.
*phone call*
"Hey Mel, do you have a second for me?"
"Sure I have. What's up?"
"You know we need to get back to Germany next week, right?"
"Yeah, I know, but I really don't want to."
"Me neither. But you have this job interview in two weeks or do you want to skip it?"
"No, I really want to do it. But I'll miss Mike so much."
"I know. I will miss Billie too. Have you already talked to Vany?"
"Yeah, she called me half an hour ago. She wants to stay with Tré. She actually wants to move here."
"What? OMG! What a lucky kid." I said laughing. "They only know each other for two weeks"
We talked a little longer and decided on a date to fly back to Germany. We both knew that it would be a hard time back in Germany but we just couldn't give up what we built up. We had our own apartment together which meant a lot to us.
Later that night Billie and I want to bed. We laid in bed when Billie started to kiss me. He pulled his tongue into my mouth and kissed me passionately. I returned his kiss. Billie took off my pyjama top. I was so lost in pleasure I didn't want this to stop. I felt so safe in his arms. But I knew where this would lead to and I didn't know if I was ready. So far, Billie and I just had sex once and I really wanted to sleep with him again. But was this the right time? Billie took off my pyjama pants and kissed my stomach. I moaned in pleasure but then I stopped him.
"Billie, please don't. I can't."
"What's wrong?"
"I'm afraid" I said. I couldn't stop thinking of the last time I had sex - well I was forced to have sex.
"You don't have to be afraid. I'll be careful, I promise" he said kissing me.
I led go of my fears and led him take over control. Billie was very cautious and gentle. He took off his pants and kissed my neck.
Before he entered me I let out a small groan "You OK Sarah?" he asked.
"Yeah, just be gentle."
We both moaned when he entered me. I kissed his shoulder and brushed my hand through his hair. Billie groaned.
"Shhh... don't wake up your kids" I said breathing heavily.
We both reached our climax and Billie rolled on my left side and breathed heavily.
"I love you so much Sarah"
"I love you too, Billie" I said kissing him once more.
He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me as close as he could. Then he laid his hand on my stomach and we fell asleep.
The next morning was kind of embarrassing. We woke up with Joey and Jakob yelling "Daddy". They stood in Billie's bedroom and looked kinda shocked. I realized I we were still naked and lied VERY close together. Luckily we were covered by the sheets. But Billie managed the situation pretty cool. He sent them downstairs and said he would come after them. With that Joey and Jakob turned around and went out giggling.
"Fuck" I whispered
"It's OK. They'll get over it." he said kissing me.
Billie put on some pants and went down to make some breakfast. I took a shower and then went downstairs as well.
I kissed Billie on the cheek and said good morning to Joey and Jakob. They smiled at me. Alright, seemed like they didn't mind me being with their daddy. Puh... that's good.
"Aunt Sarah, will you go in the pool with us?" Jakob asked when I entered the garden.
I changed into my bikini and joined them.
"Watch out Sarah!" Joey yelled when Jakob shot the ball in my direction. We were playing waterball and I was in a team with Joey while Billie was with Jakob. I caught the ball and shot it to Joey. Joey grabbed it and immediately threw a goal. Billie who was the goalkeeper looked stunned at how fast his son reacted. "Ha, I knew we would beat them" said Joey when he swam to me and clapped my hand "High five" I screamed.
