Would You Be Mine?, chapter 3
Recap
Before I could say anything his soft lips touched mine.
End of Recap
He kissed me softly. I couldn't help but return it. Wow this felt so amazing. When Tré returned he just said "I'm off, bye" and walked away. But we didn't bother. Then I felt Billies tongue enter my mouth. He stroke my back and let his hand under my shirt. God he was so passionate, but no, this wasn't right I thought to myself. I pulled back and said: "No stop it, I can't!"
"What? Why not? What's wrong?" he asked a little worried.
"We just met and you're ... ehm ... I mean, you're older ... "
"What? Age is just a number! Do you really think I'm too old?" he sounded really upset.
I didn't know what to do or say so I walked to the bathroom. I locked the door and started crying. I fell for Billie. 'I love him!' I thought to myself. 'Why the hell did I stop?' I hated myself. I really had feelings toward him and he seemed to have too, so why did I make him stop? Why the hell did I make him stop?
*Billies POV*
She's so cute. I know she's a lot younger than me but I just can't help. Mike and Mel now went away and got them a room, so I'm alone right now. What the hell is Sarah doing? She's in the bathroom already for 15 minutes. I will get up and look for her.
*Sarahs POV*
I heard a knock at the door.
"Hey Sarah, you OK?" It was Billie. I wiped away my tears and opened the door. "Yeah, I'm fine" I said.
"Well, you don't look like it" , said Billie, "Come on, lets go back to the living room.". I followed. I saw Mike and Mel had left.
"Where are they?" I asked Billie. "In Mike's room." "OK"
After some minutes of silence Billie finally said: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make you feel bad. I just couldn't help. You're so gorgeous. I'm sorry. Have you been crying?"
"No, I just... " "Don't lie to my. I see you have been crying." said Billie.
"OK, you got me. Yeah I did cry. It's just ... new for me and I didn't know how to act. I'm confused. I never really had a boyfriend or kissed a guy that passionately before. I ... I ... I don't know." I couldn't express my feelings. But Billie understood what I wanted to say.
"It's OK, we have time." he said.
I laid my head on his chest and fell asleep.
When I woke up I wasn't lying where I fell asleep. I was on someone's bed. Then I felt an arm around my waist. I turned around to see Billie lie next to me with his eyes open. "Morning beautiful" he said. "Morning" I retuned. "How did I get here?" I asked. "I carried you." "You didn't have to do that." "Nah, it's OK, I didn't want to wake you. You were so cute sleeping". I smiled at him. "I'm hungry.. Can we go down and eat something?" I asked. "Yeah, sure. Just let me wake up Mike and Mel and see where Tré is." With that he got up and walked out of the room. I still couldn't believe what happened last night. I thought about what we did and said and smiled. He was understanding. He didn't force me to do anything I didn't want to do.
Then I thought of Mel. OMG - she was with Mike. Just then I heard some laughter. It was Billie and Tré. Billie said to me: "Come on Sarah you have to see that." I got up and went to them. I looked into Mikes room. There they laid - fully naked. Just then Mike woke up. "What the... hey, get out of my room!" he said trying not to be too loud so he wouldn't wake Mel up. "OK, OK, just wanted to say that we're at breakfast." Tré said. "Yeah, then go!" Mike said.
We went down to have some breakfast. While eating Tré asked with a grin: "Hey, what about you guys? Where you just as busy as Mike and Mel?" "Shut up Tré!" Billie said. "So you were?" Tré asked. "NO!" both of us said. "Alright, alright, calm down." he said.
"God I never thought that Mel would be that fast." I mumbled to myself. But Billie and Tré heard.
"Really? She seems very fast" Billie said. "What? Did you just hear what I said?" I asked.
"Yeah, it was loud enough for us to hear it" Tré said.
"Right, well you know I was just thinking. She had boyfriends before but she never went that fast." I said.
"If she likes it then it should be OK, shouldn't it?" Billie said with a smile. "Yeah, I guess" I answered.
We finished eating breakfast and walked back to the hotel room. There Mike and Mel still laid in their bed. But now both of them were awake. "Hey, how you're doing?" I asked. "Wonderful" Mel answered with a smile.
Then I heard my cellphone ring. "Hello?" I asked. "Hey, where are you?" It was my Mom. "I'm still in the hotel. The Interview took longer so we stayed here over night." "OK, just be back today, OK?" "Ehm, yeah, I guess" I said disappointed and hung up the phone.
That's it, I thought to myself. I would go back home and never see Billie or Mike and Tré again.
Before I could say anything his soft lips touched mine.
End of Recap
He kissed me softly. I couldn't help but return it. Wow this felt so amazing. When Tré returned he just said "I'm off, bye" and walked away. But we didn't bother. Then I felt Billies tongue enter my mouth. He stroke my back and let his hand under my shirt. God he was so passionate, but no, this wasn't right I thought to myself. I pulled back and said: "No stop it, I can't!"
"What? Why not? What's wrong?" he asked a little worried.
"We just met and you're ... ehm ... I mean, you're older ... "
"What? Age is just a number! Do you really think I'm too old?" he sounded really upset.
I didn't know what to do or say so I walked to the bathroom. I locked the door and started crying. I fell for Billie. 'I love him!' I thought to myself. 'Why the hell did I stop?' I hated myself. I really had feelings toward him and he seemed to have too, so why did I make him stop? Why the hell did I make him stop?
*Billies POV*
She's so cute. I know she's a lot younger than me but I just can't help. Mike and Mel now went away and got them a room, so I'm alone right now. What the hell is Sarah doing? She's in the bathroom already for 15 minutes. I will get up and look for her.
*Sarahs POV*
I heard a knock at the door.
"Hey Sarah, you OK?" It was Billie. I wiped away my tears and opened the door. "Yeah, I'm fine" I said.
"Well, you don't look like it" , said Billie, "Come on, lets go back to the living room.". I followed. I saw Mike and Mel had left.
"Where are they?" I asked Billie. "In Mike's room." "OK"
After some minutes of silence Billie finally said: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make you feel bad. I just couldn't help. You're so gorgeous. I'm sorry. Have you been crying?"
"No, I just... " "Don't lie to my. I see you have been crying." said Billie.
"OK, you got me. Yeah I did cry. It's just ... new for me and I didn't know how to act. I'm confused. I never really had a boyfriend or kissed a guy that passionately before. I ... I ... I don't know." I couldn't express my feelings. But Billie understood what I wanted to say.
"It's OK, we have time." he said.
I laid my head on his chest and fell asleep.
When I woke up I wasn't lying where I fell asleep. I was on someone's bed. Then I felt an arm around my waist. I turned around to see Billie lie next to me with his eyes open. "Morning beautiful" he said. "Morning" I retuned. "How did I get here?" I asked. "I carried you." "You didn't have to do that." "Nah, it's OK, I didn't want to wake you. You were so cute sleeping". I smiled at him. "I'm hungry.. Can we go down and eat something?" I asked. "Yeah, sure. Just let me wake up Mike and Mel and see where Tré is." With that he got up and walked out of the room. I still couldn't believe what happened last night. I thought about what we did and said and smiled. He was understanding. He didn't force me to do anything I didn't want to do.
Then I thought of Mel. OMG - she was with Mike. Just then I heard some laughter. It was Billie and Tré. Billie said to me: "Come on Sarah you have to see that." I got up and went to them. I looked into Mikes room. There they laid - fully naked. Just then Mike woke up. "What the... hey, get out of my room!" he said trying not to be too loud so he wouldn't wake Mel up. "OK, OK, just wanted to say that we're at breakfast." Tré said. "Yeah, then go!" Mike said.
We went down to have some breakfast. While eating Tré asked with a grin: "Hey, what about you guys? Where you just as busy as Mike and Mel?" "Shut up Tré!" Billie said. "So you were?" Tré asked. "NO!" both of us said. "Alright, alright, calm down." he said.
"God I never thought that Mel would be that fast." I mumbled to myself. But Billie and Tré heard.
"Really? She seems very fast" Billie said. "What? Did you just hear what I said?" I asked.
"Yeah, it was loud enough for us to hear it" Tré said.
"Right, well you know I was just thinking. She had boyfriends before but she never went that fast." I said.
"If she likes it then it should be OK, shouldn't it?" Billie said with a smile. "Yeah, I guess" I answered.
We finished eating breakfast and walked back to the hotel room. There Mike and Mel still laid in their bed. But now both of them were awake. "Hey, how you're doing?" I asked. "Wonderful" Mel answered with a smile.
Then I heard my cellphone ring. "Hello?" I asked. "Hey, where are you?" It was my Mom. "I'm still in the hotel. The Interview took longer so we stayed here over night." "OK, just be back today, OK?" "Ehm, yeah, I guess" I said disappointed and hung up the phone.
That's it, I thought to myself. I would go back home and never see Billie or Mike and Tré again.
