Would You Be Mine?, chapter 8
Recap
When we arrived he took my hand. We went to the beach. I couldn't believe what I saw. It was wonderful.
End of Recap
There was a huge campfire and blankets and pillows everywhere. On one of them sat Tré with a good-looking girl. "Hey, my name is Julia" she introduced herself. She seemed really nice. "That's my new girlfriend, Sarah" said Tré very proud.
Billie and I sat next to each other and cuddled. "Wow, this is so amazing Billie. I love it. Very romantic." I said.
"Well, we gave our best," he smiled and kissed me.
"Wow, there's already some action going on here" we heard someone scream. It was Mike with Mel. "Hey, you guys," said Mike. Mel also was overwhelmed.
Mike brought some champagne and we all drank to our love. Billie brought some fruits and some sweets and stuff and we started feeding each other. Billie always stopped to kiss me. He was so cute tonight -- more than ever before. Then he grabbed my hand and asked if we want to have a little walk. "Yap, come on let's go." I said. "Hey, don't forget these" said Mike throwing us some condoms. Billie and I looked at each other and smiled. He took them and said: "We'll see."
Billie and I walked cuddled to each other. Every now and then we would stop and kiss. We sat on a rock and splashed with our feet in the water. "You are so beautiful" he said leaning in and kissing me. "You are even more beautiful" I answered and kissed him passionately.
I felt his hand slip under my shirt. Our kiss became more and more passionate. I had my hand on his face when he entered my mouth with his tongue. I had a billion butterflies in my stomach. Billie touched my thigh and kissed my neck which made me moan. He continued kissing me fervently. Then I kissed his neck and shoulder and chest. He moaned. We continued making out for what seemed like hours. "I love you Sarah," he said in between kisses. "I love you too, Billie." Then his hand again slipped under my shirt. When he touched my breasts I winced and pulled away. "Sarah? What's the matter? Are you alright?" Billie asked concerned. Tears rolling down my face. "Sarah, say something."
"I'm sorry, Billie. It's just... ." I paused. I couldn't find words. "Just hug me." I said leaning my head on his chest.
"It's OK. I'm here for you. It's OK" Billie said. "But please tell me what's wrong"
I looked him into the eyes. They felt very warmhearted. "Billie, I told you when we met that I never really had a boyfriend, right?"
"Yeah, but that's OK:"
"Thanks but that's not the point. I once did have something like a boyfriend." I cried.
"What are you talking about?"
"I wasn't with him long because on my 17th birthday he tried to rape me." I said with a million tears running down my face.
"He did what?" Billie asked as if he hadn't heard.
"We were celebrating and then he said he had a special surprise for me. He took my hand and went with me in some park. He started kissing and touching me. I pulled him away and said I didn't want this to happen but he wouldn't stop. He touched me everywhere very strong. I tried to run away but he held me and slapped me in the face. I cried but he didn't stop." I cried in Billie's chest.
"What a bastard. Did he ... erm ... did he ... " "No luckily he didn't. Someone heard me scream and chased him away."
"Oh darling, I'm so sorry." Billie hugged me and gave me a kiss on the forehead.
I couldn't believe I was telling Billie all this. I never told anyone, not even Mel or my parents. "Billie, promise me not to tell anyone. Mel also doesn't know."
"I won't, I promise," he said and kissed me.
When we arrived he took my hand. We went to the beach. I couldn't believe what I saw. It was wonderful.
End of Recap
There was a huge campfire and blankets and pillows everywhere. On one of them sat Tré with a good-looking girl. "Hey, my name is Julia" she introduced herself. She seemed really nice. "That's my new girlfriend, Sarah" said Tré very proud.
Billie and I sat next to each other and cuddled. "Wow, this is so amazing Billie. I love it. Very romantic." I said.
"Well, we gave our best," he smiled and kissed me.
"Wow, there's already some action going on here" we heard someone scream. It was Mike with Mel. "Hey, you guys," said Mike. Mel also was overwhelmed.
Mike brought some champagne and we all drank to our love. Billie brought some fruits and some sweets and stuff and we started feeding each other. Billie always stopped to kiss me. He was so cute tonight -- more than ever before. Then he grabbed my hand and asked if we want to have a little walk. "Yap, come on let's go." I said. "Hey, don't forget these" said Mike throwing us some condoms. Billie and I looked at each other and smiled. He took them and said: "We'll see."
Billie and I walked cuddled to each other. Every now and then we would stop and kiss. We sat on a rock and splashed with our feet in the water. "You are so beautiful" he said leaning in and kissing me. "You are even more beautiful" I answered and kissed him passionately.
I felt his hand slip under my shirt. Our kiss became more and more passionate. I had my hand on his face when he entered my mouth with his tongue. I had a billion butterflies in my stomach. Billie touched my thigh and kissed my neck which made me moan. He continued kissing me fervently. Then I kissed his neck and shoulder and chest. He moaned. We continued making out for what seemed like hours. "I love you Sarah," he said in between kisses. "I love you too, Billie." Then his hand again slipped under my shirt. When he touched my breasts I winced and pulled away. "Sarah? What's the matter? Are you alright?" Billie asked concerned. Tears rolling down my face. "Sarah, say something."
"I'm sorry, Billie. It's just... ." I paused. I couldn't find words. "Just hug me." I said leaning my head on his chest.
"It's OK. I'm here for you. It's OK" Billie said. "But please tell me what's wrong"
I looked him into the eyes. They felt very warmhearted. "Billie, I told you when we met that I never really had a boyfriend, right?"
"Yeah, but that's OK:"
"Thanks but that's not the point. I once did have something like a boyfriend." I cried.
"What are you talking about?"
"I wasn't with him long because on my 17th birthday he tried to rape me." I said with a million tears running down my face.
"He did what?" Billie asked as if he hadn't heard.
"We were celebrating and then he said he had a special surprise for me. He took my hand and went with me in some park. He started kissing and touching me. I pulled him away and said I didn't want this to happen but he wouldn't stop. He touched me everywhere very strong. I tried to run away but he held me and slapped me in the face. I cried but he didn't stop." I cried in Billie's chest.
"What a bastard. Did he ... erm ... did he ... " "No luckily he didn't. Someone heard me scream and chased him away."
"Oh darling, I'm so sorry." Billie hugged me and gave me a kiss on the forehead.
I couldn't believe I was telling Billie all this. I never told anyone, not even Mel or my parents. "Billie, promise me not to tell anyone. Mel also doesn't know."
"I won't, I promise," he said and kissed me.
