There Goes My Hero Watch Him As He Drums His Own Beat, chapter 16
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I spent the next two weeks at home playing "In This River" by Black Label society. Tre had broken my heart and it felt like the pain would never cease.
My cell rang. It was Billie Joe. I wonder what he wanted.
"Billie, what's the matter?" I asked him. Billie never called me unless Tre had no credit on his cell.
"Hey, Janet nothing's wrong. I just heard that Tre chosen Claudia listen kiddo I'm sorry to hear that," he said sympathetically.
I knew I would probably start to cry but I had to be strong and listen to what Billie wanted to say.
"Thanks Billie. I'll be fine in time but I just don't understand why he would do that to me. I know he loves his children but I would have loved to be parts of there lives," I said. My emotions where swirling around my head.
"The kids would have loved you too Jan," with that I put the phone down and sat on the couch and felt miserable.
Most of the day I just moped around feeling sorry for myself. I pulled myself together to get dressed and go and talk to Lacy. She was the only person that would be able to get me through this.
She was in but with a guest in the house. Jimmy and Mike but I knew that Jimmy had felt guilty for sending that text message.
"Hey, you, how are you feeling?" Mike asked me. I just gave him the "Don't bother asking" look.
There was silence for a few minuets then Jimmy had decided to give me his apologises about the text.
"Jimmy, don't worry about it. I knew that it would have been her. They have a history and a child. I just gotta get through it now," I said. I couldn't handle all the "How you feeling and you gonna be OK."
My life was at an all time low. Maybe it would be better if I...
NO! I couldn't be thinking. Shit I was contemplating suicide and the worse thing was it made me smile inside.
My cell rang. It was Billie Joe. I wonder what he wanted.
"Billie, what's the matter?" I asked him. Billie never called me unless Tre had no credit on his cell.
"Hey, Janet nothing's wrong. I just heard that Tre chosen Claudia listen kiddo I'm sorry to hear that," he said sympathetically.
I knew I would probably start to cry but I had to be strong and listen to what Billie wanted to say.
"Thanks Billie. I'll be fine in time but I just don't understand why he would do that to me. I know he loves his children but I would have loved to be parts of there lives," I said. My emotions where swirling around my head.
"The kids would have loved you too Jan," with that I put the phone down and sat on the couch and felt miserable.
Most of the day I just moped around feeling sorry for myself. I pulled myself together to get dressed and go and talk to Lacy. She was the only person that would be able to get me through this.
She was in but with a guest in the house. Jimmy and Mike but I knew that Jimmy had felt guilty for sending that text message.
"Hey, you, how are you feeling?" Mike asked me. I just gave him the "Don't bother asking" look.
There was silence for a few minuets then Jimmy had decided to give me his apologises about the text.
"Jimmy, don't worry about it. I knew that it would have been her. They have a history and a child. I just gotta get through it now," I said. I couldn't handle all the "How you feeling and you gonna be OK."
My life was at an all time low. Maybe it would be better if I...
NO! I couldn't be thinking. Shit I was contemplating suicide and the worse thing was it made me smile inside.
