There Goes My Hero Watch Him As He Drums His Own Beat, chapter 17
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I can't believe I had thought about doing such a thing like suicide but something inside of me was telling me it was making sense. I called Tre to see if he was o. K. With all of this. I hope we don't have a stupid argument.
My mind was racing with questions... Would he bother answering his phone, was he to busy with Claudia or little frank.
I was about to call until I got a call... It was from Tre.
"Hey... I had doubts if you would answer my call" He said out with sorrow in his voice.
"It's o. K. I was just about to call you" I replied but my voice was wearing thin from all the crying.
"Freaky... Anyway I know people have been bugging you with questions and shit like that so I won't bother... You been up to much" he asked. God why was he acting so fucking cool about all this.
"Not much... Just trying to be myself" I tried to hide the fact that I had probably been depressed for under a month.
"Oh... I was wondering... You wanna hang out so we can properly talk about this cause the last time we talked was on shit terms... Besides I've been fucking upset cause of what I've done to you as a friend... And as the cute water boobs I once knew" he said trying to upbeat the conversation.
I pondered for a minuet. Was this right because he was tearing a new wound in my heart that was already torn.
"Tre I think it's best if we keep distance for a while... Besides you broke a promise to me and I don't think I could ever accept that" I said while I felt the same cold feeling I always felt on my cheeks. Tears.
"What do you mean... Oh shit I remember Janet I'm sorry about that please can we talk... I know how you feel I miss you too. Just come over and we can sort this out" he said I could hear his voice going high pitched.
"Good bye Tre... Be a good father to frankito" with that the call had ended. I had chosen another point of no return. I had chosen death.
I walked out the house and seen the car that would seal my faith. I looked in my hands and seen that I had the keys. I gave out a long sigh and whispered.
"Here I go... It's now or never" with that I switched on the ignition and off I drove.
I didn't know where I was going but I knew I wasn't coming back... Alive.
My mind was racing with questions... Would he bother answering his phone, was he to busy with Claudia or little frank.
I was about to call until I got a call... It was from Tre.
"Hey... I had doubts if you would answer my call" He said out with sorrow in his voice.
"It's o. K. I was just about to call you" I replied but my voice was wearing thin from all the crying.
"Freaky... Anyway I know people have been bugging you with questions and shit like that so I won't bother... You been up to much" he asked. God why was he acting so fucking cool about all this.
"Not much... Just trying to be myself" I tried to hide the fact that I had probably been depressed for under a month.
"Oh... I was wondering... You wanna hang out so we can properly talk about this cause the last time we talked was on shit terms... Besides I've been fucking upset cause of what I've done to you as a friend... And as the cute water boobs I once knew" he said trying to upbeat the conversation.
I pondered for a minuet. Was this right because he was tearing a new wound in my heart that was already torn.
"Tre I think it's best if we keep distance for a while... Besides you broke a promise to me and I don't think I could ever accept that" I said while I felt the same cold feeling I always felt on my cheeks. Tears.
"What do you mean... Oh shit I remember Janet I'm sorry about that please can we talk... I know how you feel I miss you too. Just come over and we can sort this out" he said I could hear his voice going high pitched.
"Good bye Tre... Be a good father to frankito" with that the call had ended. I had chosen another point of no return. I had chosen death.
I walked out the house and seen the car that would seal my faith. I looked in my hands and seen that I had the keys. I gave out a long sigh and whispered.
"Here I go... It's now or never" with that I switched on the ignition and off I drove.
I didn't know where I was going but I knew I wasn't coming back... Alive.
