Rock 'n' Roll Can Be Dangerous And Fun At The Same Time, chapter 14
Last night I forgot about everything. It was so wonderful but today I had to leave. Billie was right: I'll never forget this day. I loved him so much.
As I woke up he was still sleeping. I crept out of the tent and stretched in the morning sun. It was 9 am. I was so hungry but I didn't want to leave Billie alone. So I kneeled down to the tent, lifted his cover a little bit and kissed his food. He didn't move. I sucked on his toe even harder as he began to giggle.
"No! Stop tickling me! Noooo!" he whimpered.
"Good morning, Mr. Armstrong!" I said while cuddling up to him.
"Good morning, beautiful. Are you ok?" he asked.
"Yes, I'm absolutely fine. Last night was the most amazing night I've ever had." I answered happily.
"That's good. Mine, too." He said after giving me a kiss.
"Billie, I'm hungy. Can we go to the restaurant?" I asked him.
"Sure, come on!" he crept out of the tent, took me by the wrist and directed me through the hotel. We ended up sitting at a restaurant table ordering breakfast.
After 10 minutes Tré and Mike joined us.
"Where were you last night? You didn't sleep in your rooms." Tré asked with a huge grin.
"We've found something else to sleep." Billie answered smiling back.
"Fine, and Surena, you have to leave today?" Mike changed the subject.
"Yes, I think so" my face became hard.
"When?" he added.
"11 am." I said.
"Wow, that's in 2 hours." Billie said shocked.
"Yes, and I even have to pack my stuff. So see you later guys." I gave Billie a quick kiss on his lips and then I left the restaurant. I went to the hotel room I packed my stuff. Now it was 10 am. SHIT! Only 1 hour left. Then Tré, Mike and Billie entered the hotel room.
"Darling, we have some presents for you" Tré sang.
"Me? Why?" I asked surprised.
"Because you leave today." Mike answered.
"Oh yes. I forgot..." I said sarcastically but also sadly.
"This is my gift for you!" Tré handed me a package. I opened it and I was astonished.
"Tré..." I couldn't breath.
"Yes, these drum sticks are my favorites. I played with them on every single concert" he said with tears in his eyes.
"Thank you, Tré. I love them. I will protect them like my children." I answered with a smile. But a tear escaped from my eye. I hugged him tightly.
"Now...here's my gift." Mike gave me one of his picks.
"They're special, you know?" he said holding me tight.
"I can see!" I saw my initials on the front and his initials on the back. It looked awesome. Then he kissed me quickly on the lips. It was naturally a friend's kiss.
Now the tears streaming down my cheeks. I didn't want to leave them. They became my family.
"I will miss you. Do you come to the station?" I asked the guys.
"I will, but Tré and Mike have to go to our producer. He has important news." Billie answered.
"Damn...ok!" I hugged them, took my suitcase and ran out of the room. I didn't want to say ‚Good bye'. It would sound like an end. And I didn't want to come to an end with them. Billie followed. We sat in the car and drove to the station. It was 10.55 am.
"Now here's my gift for you!" he leaned in and kissed me with passion.
"Wow, the best gift of all!" I said kissing him once more.
"No it wasn't the gift yet... " he gave me a little black box. I suspected it. I opened the small box and the most beautiful ring I've ever seen in my life sparkled into my eyes. I was breathless.
"Do you like it?" Billie asked waiting for a reaction.
"Billie...it's amazing... " I was still looking down at the ring.
"Everytime you feel alone you can look at the ring and I'll be with you." He said softly stoking my cheek.
"Billie, thank you for all. For the last weeks, for the other night and for the most beautiful ring. Thank you so much. I will miss you like hell!" I saw my train arriving at the station. I quickly hugged Billie and gave him a kiss. Now both of us were crying horribly.
"I LOVE YOU!" I screamed as I entered the train.
"I LOVE YOU, TOO! I'LL WRITE YOU!" he yelled before my train left the station.
Now I sat in the train tears still leaving my eyes. I remembered the time we shared together. The last weeks were the best weeks I've ever experienced. 'I'll come back' I said to myself.
When I was at home I was kind of depressed. I got my normal day back... and the routine. I missed them so much. I had friends here in my hometown and they were nice like ever. But I was changed. I didn't feel homy. Now I noticed that I belonged to somewhere else - to Billie. I missed all members of Green Day but Billie most. He was my new home.
My friends noticed that I came back different. They missed the ‚old' Surena. But she will never come back.
As I woke up he was still sleeping. I crept out of the tent and stretched in the morning sun. It was 9 am. I was so hungry but I didn't want to leave Billie alone. So I kneeled down to the tent, lifted his cover a little bit and kissed his food. He didn't move. I sucked on his toe even harder as he began to giggle.
"No! Stop tickling me! Noooo!" he whimpered.
"Good morning, Mr. Armstrong!" I said while cuddling up to him.
"Good morning, beautiful. Are you ok?" he asked.
"Yes, I'm absolutely fine. Last night was the most amazing night I've ever had." I answered happily.
"That's good. Mine, too." He said after giving me a kiss.
"Billie, I'm hungy. Can we go to the restaurant?" I asked him.
"Sure, come on!" he crept out of the tent, took me by the wrist and directed me through the hotel. We ended up sitting at a restaurant table ordering breakfast.
After 10 minutes Tré and Mike joined us.
"Where were you last night? You didn't sleep in your rooms." Tré asked with a huge grin.
"We've found something else to sleep." Billie answered smiling back.
"Fine, and Surena, you have to leave today?" Mike changed the subject.
"Yes, I think so" my face became hard.
"When?" he added.
"11 am." I said.
"Wow, that's in 2 hours." Billie said shocked.
"Yes, and I even have to pack my stuff. So see you later guys." I gave Billie a quick kiss on his lips and then I left the restaurant. I went to the hotel room I packed my stuff. Now it was 10 am. SHIT! Only 1 hour left. Then Tré, Mike and Billie entered the hotel room.
"Darling, we have some presents for you" Tré sang.
"Me? Why?" I asked surprised.
"Because you leave today." Mike answered.
"Oh yes. I forgot..." I said sarcastically but also sadly.
"This is my gift for you!" Tré handed me a package. I opened it and I was astonished.
"Tré..." I couldn't breath.
"Yes, these drum sticks are my favorites. I played with them on every single concert" he said with tears in his eyes.
"Thank you, Tré. I love them. I will protect them like my children." I answered with a smile. But a tear escaped from my eye. I hugged him tightly.
"Now...here's my gift." Mike gave me one of his picks.
"They're special, you know?" he said holding me tight.
"I can see!" I saw my initials on the front and his initials on the back. It looked awesome. Then he kissed me quickly on the lips. It was naturally a friend's kiss.
Now the tears streaming down my cheeks. I didn't want to leave them. They became my family.
"I will miss you. Do you come to the station?" I asked the guys.
"I will, but Tré and Mike have to go to our producer. He has important news." Billie answered.
"Damn...ok!" I hugged them, took my suitcase and ran out of the room. I didn't want to say ‚Good bye'. It would sound like an end. And I didn't want to come to an end with them. Billie followed. We sat in the car and drove to the station. It was 10.55 am.
"Now here's my gift for you!" he leaned in and kissed me with passion.
"Wow, the best gift of all!" I said kissing him once more.
"No it wasn't the gift yet... " he gave me a little black box. I suspected it. I opened the small box and the most beautiful ring I've ever seen in my life sparkled into my eyes. I was breathless.
"Do you like it?" Billie asked waiting for a reaction.
"Billie...it's amazing... " I was still looking down at the ring.
"Everytime you feel alone you can look at the ring and I'll be with you." He said softly stoking my cheek.
"Billie, thank you for all. For the last weeks, for the other night and for the most beautiful ring. Thank you so much. I will miss you like hell!" I saw my train arriving at the station. I quickly hugged Billie and gave him a kiss. Now both of us were crying horribly.
"I LOVE YOU!" I screamed as I entered the train.
"I LOVE YOU, TOO! I'LL WRITE YOU!" he yelled before my train left the station.
Now I sat in the train tears still leaving my eyes. I remembered the time we shared together. The last weeks were the best weeks I've ever experienced. 'I'll come back' I said to myself.
When I was at home I was kind of depressed. I got my normal day back... and the routine. I missed them so much. I had friends here in my hometown and they were nice like ever. But I was changed. I didn't feel homy. Now I noticed that I belonged to somewhere else - to Billie. I missed all members of Green Day but Billie most. He was my new home.
My friends noticed that I came back different. They missed the ‚old' Surena. But she will never come back.
