Broken, chapter 1
Billie's Pov
I lay on my bed and looked up at the ceiling, it was 2:40pm and I had been awake for
A long time but I couldn't get to sleep.
I kept thinking about her, I couldn't believe she left and it was my entire fault, it was something I had done and said which had driven her off. Had it not been for my stupid mistakes she'd be lying here with me now why did I have to screw up for? Now I've lost the girl of my dreams of who I was very much in love with.
I turned over on my side and looked down at the floor, I noticed there were pictures of us. Of me and Xanthe together, I felt tears swirl up inside my eyes; I couldn't take the fact that she was gone.
Well I got some scattered pictures lying on my bedroom floor
Reminds me of the times we shared, makes me wish that you were here
Cause now it seems I've forgotten my purpose in this life, well all the songs have been erased guess I've learned from my mistakes
I stumbled out of bed and picked up one of the pictures, the one that I took on the night that I was going to ask her to marry me when we were out in the back garden, before she knew the truth about what I did. Her dark hair was blowing in the wind and her light eyes glowing as if she could see me.
I miss you Xanthe, I wish you were here with me now
Open up the past and present now and we are there, story to tell and I am listening
Open up the past and present and the future too, it's all I got and I'm giving it to you.
The sun crawled up from behind my curtains and morning had finally arrived, it was time to get up, as Trè, Mike and me had to go to the studio to finish recording our album. Great I thought, time to get up and I haven't even fallen asleep yet.
I didn't bother to get up; I just remained still on my back and felt my heart continuing to break.
It wasn't long before there was a knock at my door. Mike opened the door and walked over to me.
"Come on sleepy head get up" Mike said jokingly.
But I wasn't in the mood for a joke.
When Mike saw how upset I was he stopped and put a reassuring hand on my shoulder. "Don't worry Billie I know it's hard but I promise you'll be all right soon."
I sighed. Mike looked at me with a sympathetic face. "We're going to get going in about half an hour." Mike said and then he walked out.
I looked around my room; everything was the way it was when Xanthe was with me. It had only been one week since we broke up
. I never should have made out with that girl in the pub, but I was pissed so I didn't realize what I had doing I also told that girl that I'd keep in contact with her for some strange reason or another. So I've said the wrong thing and done the wrong thing. So now I'm alone.
I lay on my bed and looked up at the ceiling, it was 2:40pm and I had been awake for
A long time but I couldn't get to sleep.
I kept thinking about her, I couldn't believe she left and it was my entire fault, it was something I had done and said which had driven her off. Had it not been for my stupid mistakes she'd be lying here with me now why did I have to screw up for? Now I've lost the girl of my dreams of who I was very much in love with.
I turned over on my side and looked down at the floor, I noticed there were pictures of us. Of me and Xanthe together, I felt tears swirl up inside my eyes; I couldn't take the fact that she was gone.
Well I got some scattered pictures lying on my bedroom floor
Reminds me of the times we shared, makes me wish that you were here
Cause now it seems I've forgotten my purpose in this life, well all the songs have been erased guess I've learned from my mistakes
I stumbled out of bed and picked up one of the pictures, the one that I took on the night that I was going to ask her to marry me when we were out in the back garden, before she knew the truth about what I did. Her dark hair was blowing in the wind and her light eyes glowing as if she could see me.
I miss you Xanthe, I wish you were here with me now
Open up the past and present now and we are there, story to tell and I am listening
Open up the past and present and the future too, it's all I got and I'm giving it to you.
The sun crawled up from behind my curtains and morning had finally arrived, it was time to get up, as Trè, Mike and me had to go to the studio to finish recording our album. Great I thought, time to get up and I haven't even fallen asleep yet.
I didn't bother to get up; I just remained still on my back and felt my heart continuing to break.
It wasn't long before there was a knock at my door. Mike opened the door and walked over to me.
"Come on sleepy head get up" Mike said jokingly.
But I wasn't in the mood for a joke.
When Mike saw how upset I was he stopped and put a reassuring hand on my shoulder. "Don't worry Billie I know it's hard but I promise you'll be all right soon."
I sighed. Mike looked at me with a sympathetic face. "We're going to get going in about half an hour." Mike said and then he walked out.
I looked around my room; everything was the way it was when Xanthe was with me. It had only been one week since we broke up
. I never should have made out with that girl in the pub, but I was pissed so I didn't realize what I had doing I also told that girl that I'd keep in contact with her for some strange reason or another. So I've said the wrong thing and done the wrong thing. So now I'm alone.
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