Boulevard Of My Broken Life, chapter 2
When I think about it, this kiss was nice. In the beginning it was shy, but after it became impassioned. I think that I liked that. It's weird to say it like that. We have kissed too much time, too much time in the circumstances... We had to stop at this moment but we didn't. We didn't stop.
When we finally looked at each other after the kiss, he took me in his arms and continued to kiss me with his tongue.
I really should have repelled him at this point. Somebody could have entered at any moment. But I didn't do anything to prevent the inevitable.
I finally pulled him towards the divan that we quickly transformed into bed. I could hear his jerky breath and his sweat on my body. Our bodies were interlaced.
I finally retired his t-shirt and unzipped his pants. He had only his boxers. We stopped to kiss and he peeled off my shirt. I had shivers of pleasure. After, I put off my pants and my boxers. He takes off his boxers too.
I should have stopped it, but we were so far. I had to do it completely. I couldn't have stopped it! That would have been unthinkable. But in another way, it's what I had to do, and when I finally felt Tre in me, I knew that even if I would not have been drunk, I would not have been able to resist. We cannot repulse our feelings.
Since yesterday, I always think about Tré. Adrienne should wait fifteen minutes before entering. I would not be here remembering my evening. When I think about that, I know that I love Adrienne but, in the same time, I have feelings for Tre. I have to choose...
I can't leave Adrienne. Tre will understand. He knows that I don't have the choice. I can't lose her. Not now, I need her. If only all this would not have happened...
When we finally looked at each other after the kiss, he took me in his arms and continued to kiss me with his tongue.
I really should have repelled him at this point. Somebody could have entered at any moment. But I didn't do anything to prevent the inevitable.
I finally pulled him towards the divan that we quickly transformed into bed. I could hear his jerky breath and his sweat on my body. Our bodies were interlaced.
I finally retired his t-shirt and unzipped his pants. He had only his boxers. We stopped to kiss and he peeled off my shirt. I had shivers of pleasure. After, I put off my pants and my boxers. He takes off his boxers too.
I should have stopped it, but we were so far. I had to do it completely. I couldn't have stopped it! That would have been unthinkable. But in another way, it's what I had to do, and when I finally felt Tre in me, I knew that even if I would not have been drunk, I would not have been able to resist. We cannot repulse our feelings.
Since yesterday, I always think about Tré. Adrienne should wait fifteen minutes before entering. I would not be here remembering my evening. When I think about that, I know that I love Adrienne but, in the same time, I have feelings for Tre. I have to choose...
I can't leave Adrienne. Tre will understand. He knows that I don't have the choice. I can't lose her. Not now, I need her. If only all this would not have happened...
