Boulevard Of My Broken Life, chapter 8
*Mike's POV*
I have blood on me...
*Billie's POV*
I'm at the hospital with Tré. I can't believe what's happening. It happened too fast. When I saw the blood, I faint. Tré wake me up with water, and I saw the ambulance driver who came to take the body. Tre still has blood on him. I put my head on his chest. After 10 minutes, a person (maybe a doctor) comes and tells us to follow him. We go in a glazed room and we see...
*Tre's POV*
I can't believe that. When I saw the gun in Mike's hand, I was like... What's happening?
I'm at the hospital with Billie. I've never thought that I'll go there someday. I have blood on me. The blood of...
*Billie's POV*
Tube, it has a lot of tubes, just tubes, and a body under them. Why? Why? Why?
Mike, what happens with him? I don't believe that it could be Mike. If Sane had not come, Mike would be dead now. She gave her life for him. I've never realized that she loved him that way. The doctor tells us that she will stay alive. Luck... This is the only word which comes to my mind. Mike would not live if she had died.
Adrienne will kill me. She is her best friend, and it's my own fault. I cannot see Sane like that anymore. I run, run the faster I can out of this hell. I'm outside of the hospital. Tre doesn't come with me. I think that he knows I want to be alone.
*Tre's POV*
I want to see Mike. He is also in the hospital, but I don't know where. Maybe at the hospital's psychiatric section.
*In the hospital's psychiatric section*
*Mike's POV*
-Fucking idiot. Fucking idiot. Fucking idiot. Blood... Blood on me... A lot of blood. I'm dirty... Dirty... Dirty.
- It's finished, Mike, says a jerky voice.
- No, no, nothing is finished... Idiot... Idiot... I'm an idiot... Idiot... Don't wanna do this again... I love you Tre... It's my fault... All my fault... Fucking idiot... Blood... Blood on me...
*Tre's POV*
I'm watching Mike. He is... Crazy. I think that he is traumatized by what he had done. I think he is in another world. A world in his head. The doctor says that maybe he'll never be normal again. I think he can be normal again if we (Billie and I) go out of his life. But what about the band? I've never thought about that. We are supposed to go in a tour next week. We can't cancel it.
- Get out of there, Tre, says Mike.
I look at him. He looks at me, and I see the pain in his eyes.
- Why did you do this to me? You know that I love you, but you did this and... OUT OF THERE I SAID! Monsters! You are monsters. How could you do this to someone...?. Idiot... Idiot... Fucking idiot... OUT OF THERE! GET OUT OF MY FUCKIN' LIFE!
Tears come to my eyes. I don't believe what I see. I can't see that anymore.
I have blood on me...
*Billie's POV*
I'm at the hospital with Tré. I can't believe what's happening. It happened too fast. When I saw the blood, I faint. Tré wake me up with water, and I saw the ambulance driver who came to take the body. Tre still has blood on him. I put my head on his chest. After 10 minutes, a person (maybe a doctor) comes and tells us to follow him. We go in a glazed room and we see...
*Tre's POV*
I can't believe that. When I saw the gun in Mike's hand, I was like... What's happening?
I'm at the hospital with Billie. I've never thought that I'll go there someday. I have blood on me. The blood of...
*Billie's POV*
Tube, it has a lot of tubes, just tubes, and a body under them. Why? Why? Why?
Mike, what happens with him? I don't believe that it could be Mike. If Sane had not come, Mike would be dead now. She gave her life for him. I've never realized that she loved him that way. The doctor tells us that she will stay alive. Luck... This is the only word which comes to my mind. Mike would not live if she had died.
Adrienne will kill me. She is her best friend, and it's my own fault. I cannot see Sane like that anymore. I run, run the faster I can out of this hell. I'm outside of the hospital. Tre doesn't come with me. I think that he knows I want to be alone.
*Tre's POV*
I want to see Mike. He is also in the hospital, but I don't know where. Maybe at the hospital's psychiatric section.
*In the hospital's psychiatric section*
*Mike's POV*
-Fucking idiot. Fucking idiot. Fucking idiot. Blood... Blood on me... A lot of blood. I'm dirty... Dirty... Dirty.
- It's finished, Mike, says a jerky voice.
- No, no, nothing is finished... Idiot... Idiot... I'm an idiot... Idiot... Don't wanna do this again... I love you Tre... It's my fault... All my fault... Fucking idiot... Blood... Blood on me...
*Tre's POV*
I'm watching Mike. He is... Crazy. I think that he is traumatized by what he had done. I think he is in another world. A world in his head. The doctor says that maybe he'll never be normal again. I think he can be normal again if we (Billie and I) go out of his life. But what about the band? I've never thought about that. We are supposed to go in a tour next week. We can't cancel it.
- Get out of there, Tre, says Mike.
I look at him. He looks at me, and I see the pain in his eyes.
- Why did you do this to me? You know that I love you, but you did this and... OUT OF THERE I SAID! Monsters! You are monsters. How could you do this to someone...?. Idiot... Idiot... Fucking idiot... OUT OF THERE! GET OUT OF MY FUCKIN' LIFE!
Tears come to my eyes. I don't believe what I see. I can't see that anymore.