Why Not?, chapter 2
Once I stopped crying he let go. I put my head on his shoulder. "Are you ok now?" he asked. He cared so much.
"Yea, I want us to be back together. But, I, I, can't forgive you just like that."
"I know, I can't believe what I did to you. And I'm so sorry for that. I'm so sorry." he whispered.
His hands ran through my hair as he kissed me. That was what I had wanted for the past 4 months. That was all I ever wanted.
So now he was back. How are things going to be the same? I just accept him back into my life? I want to. I do, I want him back.
I felt it start to rain, a cold rain. It hadn't rained for months. Four months. The rain started to fall harder and harder, and he only held me closer.
The sun had set when he led me back to the car, it was still raining. We were soaking wet and I don't know why he wanted to stay out there in the rain, freezing. We still smiled at each other, we were in love again.
We ended up at my house, because it would be empty. I led him back to my bedroom. I heard Mike close the door, I took my shoes and soaked shirt off over my head, and laid in my bed. My eyes followed him as he walked over to me.
"Jamie, it's been so long." he said getting into my bed, looking at me with his beautiful blue eyes. He was the most beautiful person in the world. He kissed me. Our tongues grazed each others and all I could think was, four months. Four months I have been waiting for what was about to happen.
"Oh fuck, I love you Mike." I moaned. "God... I love you too." He said softly. One final time he thrusted into me. I placed my hand on the back of his neck, pulling him closer to me. We kept kissing passionately, softly, and he slid back next to me. I straddled him when he was on his back and kissed him while clawing at his shoulder. He was slowly running his hands up and down the sides of my waist. I thought about how much I loved him. Everything about him, how much we'd been through together. And this.
"Jamie." he said staring into my eyes "I love you so fucking much. And I will never leave you again." I moved back to lying on my side, and wrapped my leg around his. "Never." he said as he moved closer to me. It felt like every inch of our bodies were touching, and I loved it. I love him.
I fell asleep with the sense that we would be like this forever. We'd always be together no matter what happened in our lives. Nothing would break us apart. Nothing.
I woke up with my arm across Mike's chest. It was so good to do this again. I felt like everything was going to be fine again. I lied there for a couple of minutes listening to him breathe. The sun was shining through the blinds. It was a new day, the start of something more.
I heard the door open. Why didn't I lock it? Shit.
"MOM! IM CHANGING GET OUT!" I yelled. Mike woke up and I put my hand softly over his mouth to keep him from saying anything. I sat up watching the door, hoping to God it didn't open again.
"Sorry." I heard my Mom say from outside.
"God, why can't you ever knock?" I held my finger up to my mouth to keep Mike quiet. I picked up my bra and underwear from the floor and put them on. I tip toed to the door and locked it.
I went back to my bed and ran my fingers through Mike's hair, and he pulled me in for a long kiss. "I'll be right back." I whispered in his ear.
After I put on some shorts and a shirt, I went out to the kitchen where my Mom was sitting. "Did you need me?" I asked innocently.
"Its 10:30, I thought you'd want some breakfast."
"Sure." I said pouring some cereal and taking it back to my room. I locked the door behind me. "Hungry?" I asked Mike handing him the cereal.
"Thank you." he whispered. I needed to take a shower, but didn't want to have Mike lying on my bed and have my mother walk in becasue I knew she could open the lock on my door.
I could have her run out and get me something, or maybe she'd have to go grocery shopping. But she'd see Mike's truck. She probably already did.
"Mike," I said in the loudest whisper possible. "where did you park your car last night?"
"In front of your house. Do you think your Mom saw it?"
"It was probably late when she got back, but can you move it?"
"Yea, uh, the window?"
"Yea. No, put some clothes on first."
Mike pulled his pants on and climbed out the window. I felt bad making this seem like 'just sex' and making him climb out the window. It wasn't. It was love all over again, like the first time between us, we were so in love. And now, he's come back into my life. I was so happy I didn't even know what to do with myself.
I walked out to the off-white living room where my Mom was watching the stock market. Every day she watches that thing. I sat next to her and asked her how work was, trying to distract her in case Mike walked by outside.
"When's the next time you're going to the grocery store?"
"I was going to go today."
"Ok, well go. Stop watching that stock market and go do something."
"Ok... do you need anything?" she sounded curiously.
"No, I think I'm going to take my shower though. And maybe go out with Mike later today." I said pushing her out the door.
"Mike's back?"
"Yea, he is. Bye Mom." I said closing the door and leaning back on it. I watched her drive off from the kitchen window and went outside. I walked around the corner and saw Mike sitting in his car. I waved for him to come over.
He got out and we walked back into my room. "Sorry about that, I forgot she was here."
"Me too." he said running his hand through my hair and down my back. "I love you." I hugged him.
"You really missed me didn't you?" I said sincerely.
"Yea." he said pulling me closer. I loved the way he held me. "You wanna meet up with the guys later?" he said and kissed my forehead.
"Yea, you gonna practice?"
"No, but you know. We haven't all seen each other in a long time." Four months. It felt so good to be with him. Was I still mad at him? I don't know. Four months. He left me for four months. But there was nothing I could do now. I trust him again. But maybe I shouldn't, but what reason is there not to? He wasn't going to run off again.
"Yea, sounds good." I said walking to the bathroom.
"Yea, I want us to be back together. But, I, I, can't forgive you just like that."
"I know, I can't believe what I did to you. And I'm so sorry for that. I'm so sorry." he whispered.
His hands ran through my hair as he kissed me. That was what I had wanted for the past 4 months. That was all I ever wanted.
So now he was back. How are things going to be the same? I just accept him back into my life? I want to. I do, I want him back.
I felt it start to rain, a cold rain. It hadn't rained for months. Four months. The rain started to fall harder and harder, and he only held me closer.
The sun had set when he led me back to the car, it was still raining. We were soaking wet and I don't know why he wanted to stay out there in the rain, freezing. We still smiled at each other, we were in love again.
We ended up at my house, because it would be empty. I led him back to my bedroom. I heard Mike close the door, I took my shoes and soaked shirt off over my head, and laid in my bed. My eyes followed him as he walked over to me.
"Jamie, it's been so long." he said getting into my bed, looking at me with his beautiful blue eyes. He was the most beautiful person in the world. He kissed me. Our tongues grazed each others and all I could think was, four months. Four months I have been waiting for what was about to happen.
"Oh fuck, I love you Mike." I moaned. "God... I love you too." He said softly. One final time he thrusted into me. I placed my hand on the back of his neck, pulling him closer to me. We kept kissing passionately, softly, and he slid back next to me. I straddled him when he was on his back and kissed him while clawing at his shoulder. He was slowly running his hands up and down the sides of my waist. I thought about how much I loved him. Everything about him, how much we'd been through together. And this.
"Jamie." he said staring into my eyes "I love you so fucking much. And I will never leave you again." I moved back to lying on my side, and wrapped my leg around his. "Never." he said as he moved closer to me. It felt like every inch of our bodies were touching, and I loved it. I love him.
I fell asleep with the sense that we would be like this forever. We'd always be together no matter what happened in our lives. Nothing would break us apart. Nothing.
I woke up with my arm across Mike's chest. It was so good to do this again. I felt like everything was going to be fine again. I lied there for a couple of minutes listening to him breathe. The sun was shining through the blinds. It was a new day, the start of something more.
I heard the door open. Why didn't I lock it? Shit.
"MOM! IM CHANGING GET OUT!" I yelled. Mike woke up and I put my hand softly over his mouth to keep him from saying anything. I sat up watching the door, hoping to God it didn't open again.
"Sorry." I heard my Mom say from outside.
"God, why can't you ever knock?" I held my finger up to my mouth to keep Mike quiet. I picked up my bra and underwear from the floor and put them on. I tip toed to the door and locked it.
I went back to my bed and ran my fingers through Mike's hair, and he pulled me in for a long kiss. "I'll be right back." I whispered in his ear.
After I put on some shorts and a shirt, I went out to the kitchen where my Mom was sitting. "Did you need me?" I asked innocently.
"Its 10:30, I thought you'd want some breakfast."
"Sure." I said pouring some cereal and taking it back to my room. I locked the door behind me. "Hungry?" I asked Mike handing him the cereal.
"Thank you." he whispered. I needed to take a shower, but didn't want to have Mike lying on my bed and have my mother walk in becasue I knew she could open the lock on my door.
I could have her run out and get me something, or maybe she'd have to go grocery shopping. But she'd see Mike's truck. She probably already did.
"Mike," I said in the loudest whisper possible. "where did you park your car last night?"
"In front of your house. Do you think your Mom saw it?"
"It was probably late when she got back, but can you move it?"
"Yea, uh, the window?"
"Yea. No, put some clothes on first."
Mike pulled his pants on and climbed out the window. I felt bad making this seem like 'just sex' and making him climb out the window. It wasn't. It was love all over again, like the first time between us, we were so in love. And now, he's come back into my life. I was so happy I didn't even know what to do with myself.
I walked out to the off-white living room where my Mom was watching the stock market. Every day she watches that thing. I sat next to her and asked her how work was, trying to distract her in case Mike walked by outside.
"When's the next time you're going to the grocery store?"
"I was going to go today."
"Ok, well go. Stop watching that stock market and go do something."
"Ok... do you need anything?" she sounded curiously.
"No, I think I'm going to take my shower though. And maybe go out with Mike later today." I said pushing her out the door.
"Mike's back?"
"Yea, he is. Bye Mom." I said closing the door and leaning back on it. I watched her drive off from the kitchen window and went outside. I walked around the corner and saw Mike sitting in his car. I waved for him to come over.
He got out and we walked back into my room. "Sorry about that, I forgot she was here."
"Me too." he said running his hand through my hair and down my back. "I love you." I hugged him.
"You really missed me didn't you?" I said sincerely.
"Yea." he said pulling me closer. I loved the way he held me. "You wanna meet up with the guys later?" he said and kissed my forehead.
"Yea, you gonna practice?"
"No, but you know. We haven't all seen each other in a long time." Four months. It felt so good to be with him. Was I still mad at him? I don't know. Four months. He left me for four months. But there was nothing I could do now. I trust him again. But maybe I shouldn't, but what reason is there not to? He wasn't going to run off again.
"Yea, sounds good." I said walking to the bathroom.
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