Redundant, chapter 27
Would you stand completely still when your loved one has told you something completely heart-breaking? Will hearing it come out of her made you want to commit suicide? Well, this is something that would happen in a situation like this:
"Okay," I mumbled trying to repeat to myself what Adrienne just told me "please repeat everything you said. I don't think I caught it properly."
"You obviously heard it loud and clear," Adrienne sobbed "I am moving back to Minnesota and I have to go. End of story."
My heartbeat sped up as I found it hard to breathe. Her words were pure heartbreak.
"Why is this?" I questioned her as my tears became heavier "do you hate me that much?"
"I don't hate you," she nearly yelled out "I love you so much that I don't want to go through with this but I have to."
"Why are you moving back to Minne-fucking-sota?!" I yelled at the top of my lungs.
"I have to," the sad brunette whispered "my family want me to move back so we can be whole again and catch up on everything we missed. I am so sorry."
"When will you be leaving?" I asked her, with no interest in what she was going to say since I wanted to drop down and die.
"In two weeks," she replied "in that time I won't leave your side for a second. I swear to god that nothing will get in between us. I hope you understand what I'm trying to say here."
"Yes, I understand." I murmured, snaking my arms around her waist and holding her close against my chest.
My eyes fluttered as my heavy tears dripped down my cheeks and landed on the top of Adrienne's head. I could never lose her.
However, Adrienne could tell that I was thinking of suicide at that very moment. She pulled away from my embrace and started at me with fierce eyes.
"I know what you're thinking," she growled "when I leave, you're going to commit suicide. Aren't you?"
"I will never see you again and I've got nothing more to live for," I growled back "so it's better off if I fuck off and die!"
"Don't say we will never meet again," she said while gritting her teeth "When I can finally move back here I will see you again. Please for the love of god, don't kill yourself. Please live long and live strong. For me. Please?"
She had that puppy dog look on her face. I could tell. I couldn't resist it, even though I was desperate for death. I sighed angrily and rolled my eyes.
"Okay, I will live strong." I said, seeming like it was a joke, which was true.
"Say it like you mean it!" she demanded.
I pulled an innocent face and looked into her brown eyes.
"I will live long and live strong," I repeated "for you."
"You promise?"
"Yes, I promise."
We went back into each other's arms and stayed there for what seemed like, forever. The early sunset arrived when we decided to break our hug.
"That took a long time," she commented.
"No shit," I replied with no care whatsoever "want to go back to my place?"
"Um," she thought about it "yeah, okay. I swore to god I wouldn't leave your side for a second."
I held out my hand, signaling her to hold it. She did so as we began walking back home, hand in hand.
Well Mr. Armstrong, you've got to make the next two weeks worth it or else you're bummed...
"Okay," I mumbled trying to repeat to myself what Adrienne just told me "please repeat everything you said. I don't think I caught it properly."
"You obviously heard it loud and clear," Adrienne sobbed "I am moving back to Minnesota and I have to go. End of story."
My heartbeat sped up as I found it hard to breathe. Her words were pure heartbreak.
"Why is this?" I questioned her as my tears became heavier "do you hate me that much?"
"I don't hate you," she nearly yelled out "I love you so much that I don't want to go through with this but I have to."
"Why are you moving back to Minne-fucking-sota?!" I yelled at the top of my lungs.
"I have to," the sad brunette whispered "my family want me to move back so we can be whole again and catch up on everything we missed. I am so sorry."
"When will you be leaving?" I asked her, with no interest in what she was going to say since I wanted to drop down and die.
"In two weeks," she replied "in that time I won't leave your side for a second. I swear to god that nothing will get in between us. I hope you understand what I'm trying to say here."
"Yes, I understand." I murmured, snaking my arms around her waist and holding her close against my chest.
My eyes fluttered as my heavy tears dripped down my cheeks and landed on the top of Adrienne's head. I could never lose her.
However, Adrienne could tell that I was thinking of suicide at that very moment. She pulled away from my embrace and started at me with fierce eyes.
"I know what you're thinking," she growled "when I leave, you're going to commit suicide. Aren't you?"
"I will never see you again and I've got nothing more to live for," I growled back "so it's better off if I fuck off and die!"
"Don't say we will never meet again," she said while gritting her teeth "When I can finally move back here I will see you again. Please for the love of god, don't kill yourself. Please live long and live strong. For me. Please?"
She had that puppy dog look on her face. I could tell. I couldn't resist it, even though I was desperate for death. I sighed angrily and rolled my eyes.
"Okay, I will live strong." I said, seeming like it was a joke, which was true.
"Say it like you mean it!" she demanded.
I pulled an innocent face and looked into her brown eyes.
"I will live long and live strong," I repeated "for you."
"You promise?"
"Yes, I promise."
We went back into each other's arms and stayed there for what seemed like, forever. The early sunset arrived when we decided to break our hug.
"That took a long time," she commented.
"No shit," I replied with no care whatsoever "want to go back to my place?"
"Um," she thought about it "yeah, okay. I swore to god I wouldn't leave your side for a second."
I held out my hand, signaling her to hold it. She did so as we began walking back home, hand in hand.
Well Mr. Armstrong, you've got to make the next two weeks worth it or else you're bummed...
