What Happend Last Night, chapter 3

I put the scissors to my wrist and pushed down and carefully slid the scissors across my skin and I started to cry quietly. Somebody knocked on the door "Anybody in here?" It was Billie Joe. I didn't answer and he came in "Oh gosh!" He said as he looked at my arm "What are you doing to yourself" He said "It's obvious...No body loves me" I managed to mutter out. Billie Joe closed the door and went to tell mike "Mike!" Billie Joe said furious "Wha" Mike said "Have you seen your girlfriend!" Billie Joe said "What girlfriend" Mike said "Billie Joe please don't tell...Please" I said going into the room. Billie Joe pulled me into his room "Why are you doing this...It's so...Stupid" He said in a very concerned voice "Show me your arm" He said in a gentle voice. I started to cry again and pulled up my sleeve slowly and showed him my cut up arm "Oh my god" he said "I can't stop" I said. Mike walked in and I quickly pulled my sleeve down. "I need to talk to Christina" Mike said I noticed the scissors in his hand with the blood on them. Billie Joe stood up and looked at mike with a face like 'I'll kick your ass if you do or say anything to make her upset' Billie Joe walked out of the room. "Why" He said as he sat down in front of me on the floor. "You need help if your cutting" he said "I can't stop... I've been to rehab It doesn't work!" I said crying so who could understand me I have no clue "Show me" he said in a gentle voice as he put his hand on my arm I shook my head and he said "Show me" again and I pulled my sleeve up. "Oh god" he said in a whisper he then looked up and kissed my forehead I was staring at my arm crying. "I can't stop...I can't" he was sliding his fingers up and down my arm "I can help you" he said tearing up. I then dropped my head into his lap and burst into tears "Shh...It's ok" he said rubbing my back gently. "You don't need to do this sweetie cutting isn't the answer" he said "It's not a good way to solve a problem and your hurting yourself" he talked to me for about an hour and he was talking in a gentle and calming voice. When Billie Joe walked back in he saw us laying in bed with mikes hand going up and down my arm and he was whispering "It's ok" into my ear. "Mike...Is she ok?" Billie Joe asked mike nodded his head. Billie Joe saw I was asleep and he walked out of the room.
I woke up later that night and I went into the bathroom the scissors were on the counter and I took them and closed the door and locked it and I sat down and whispered "Why do I do this" As I took the scissors to my skin again and I pushed down hard and I cried again. I didn't hear Billie Joe unlock the door he walked in and sat down in front of me as I was staring at my arm and remembering what Mike said. "You can't do this Christina we all love you and don't want to see you get hurt Mike loves you and that's why he was even crying when you were asleep...Think of whom your hurting...you and everyone else who loves you" He was talking to me in a very concerned yet serious voice. I went back to bed and Mike was sitting up "You cut again didn't you" he said I nodded and I fell to the floor. "If you don't want to be with me I can understand" I said crying "No I'm gonna help you" mike said as he picked me up and put me in the bed and we were as we were before with him whispering "it's ok" in my ear in a calming voice and his hand going up and down my arm. He started to whisper "I Love you" and "It's ok" and I knew what I had to do...I had to stop cutting.
IN THE MORNING
I woke Up in Mikes arms where I felt safe and I looked at my arm and thought 'Don't do it' and Mike woke up "Hey....Morning" he said in a groggy voice
I looked at him "Morning" and he kissed me on the lips and said "I love you" and I looked at him and put my head oh his chest "I love you too" and he kissed my head....