Beautiful Disaster, chapter 1

"He turns in his dreams. And exqusite extremes I know. He's as damned as he seems, more heaven then a heart could hold. And if I try to save him my whole world would cave in, it just ain't right. Lord it just ain't right, oh and I don't know I don't know what he's after. But he's so beautiful, he's such a beautiful disaster." I sing my heart out in my room. I sing that song when I'm down. It cheers me up. It reminds me of him but it cheers me up. I have to get it all out my system before I pick my 3 year old son up other wise he will know I'm crying over his dad.
My name's Adrienne. I am 19 and very depressed at the moment. There was a chance I would see my ex boyfriend again but then he chose fame over me. I didn't even get the chance to tell him about Joey.

*********************FLASHBACK. ***************************
end of P. O. V of Adie.
Now you're Adrienne.

Your with your brother matthew, he's dragged you along to one of his lame concerts were no one has heard of the band.
You get there the bands called sweet children. You love the music the crowd but most of all the lead singer.
You cannot believe he's eyeing you up. He invites you on stage to play guitar. You go up and your great. He takes you backstage and you get to know each other. (In other words you make out and do the whole package. )
Your nervous after that it was just a one of thing but then he tells you he loves you. "I love you."
You're so thrilled.