My Life With Green Day, chapter 10
Billie sat me down on the bed and walked out the room. I sat there and waited and waited and waited. I heard the shower water running. I walked down to the bathroom. I knocked. No answer. I pushed open the door to see Billie in a towel looking at the mirror. He paid no attention to me. I walked up behind him and blew in his ear. In the mirror I could see him smile and turn and look at me. He wrapped his arms around me. He was still soaking wet and he made my shirt cling to me.
"Why Mr. Armstrong, are you cold or are you just happy to see," I asked as I felt his 'buddy' wake up. For once his face turned red and he was embarrassed. Not me. He pulled away from me and turned back towards the mirror. His face was still pretty red. I smiled, kissed him on his neck, and headed back to my room. I turned on a light and there was drunken ass Tre. 'Where the fuck did he get beer, ' I thought, 'We don't keep that shit here because Maggie and Brittany would be stoned all the time. '
"Tre," I whispered into his ear. He rolled over and looked at me. He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me onto the bed. He lay on top of me and started kissing me.
"Tre stop," I said as I kicked him. He didn't move but he continued to kiss me. I rocked under him trying to get loose. He just latched onto me and continued. I was unable to move at all. I kept my teeth clenched the entire time. All of a sudden he stopped. He rolled off me. I looked at him. He was asleep. I looked at the door. There stood no one. "Thank god," I mumbled. As long as no one saw us, I could deal with it. I pulled Tre off the bed and dragged him into Maggie's room. I laid him on the floor. I walked to my room. I looked at the clock 2:15 am. I rubbed my eyes and lay down on the bed. I lay on my back and just looked at the ceiling and closed my eyes. Then someone jumped on me.
"Maggie get off," I said without looking over. I felt a kiss on the back of my neck and it came around to my lips. 'Oh my god, ' I said before opening my eyes, 'don't let it be Tre. Please don't let it be Tre, ' I thought silently. I opened my eyes to find Billie with his lips pressed up against mine. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him down on top of me. He wiggled his arms around my waist. I closed my eyes. For once I didn't have to pull away from him. We just lay there with our tongues down each others throat. Next thing I knew he was asleep and yes his tongue was still down my throat.
****Next morning****
I woke up to Billie's phone ringing. I answered it because I didn't want it to wake him up.
"Hello," I said. I was still tired.
"Hey. Where is Billie," the person on the other end said. It sounded like a girl.
"Asleep. Who is calling?"
"Meagan Riction. Who is this?" I thought of just hanging up but I decided not to.
"Courtney. Billie's umm... Friend." I still had no official title for me and Billie.
"Tell him that Green day is scheduled to perform tomorrow night around 9 o clock pm in Dayton Ohio."
"Okay," I said as I let out a sigh of relief. I hung up the phone. I know Billie and I weren't officially going out but I didn't like the thought of girls calling Billie. I kissed his cheek. He woke up as soon as I got of the bed. He rolled over and slapped my ass. I whined as usual and he smiled as usual. I remembered the Meagan girl's phone call.
"So you know you are scheduled to perform tomorrow in Dayton, Ohio at 9 o clock," I asked him. He shook his head no. "Well now you do!" He sat up on the bed. I shook my ass in his face and moved before he could slap it again. He got up and went to get dressed. I walked around banging on bedroom doors to wake everyone up. I stopped at Mike and Brittany's room. I opened the door to find somebody's ass in the air and someone else yelling. I slammed the door shut. 'I'll come back to them later, ' I thought disgusted. That image would be stuck in my head all day. I walked back to my room. Billie was packing a few things into a bag. When he bent over I slapped his ass as payback. He stood up quickly and just smiled.
"You need help," I asked. He looked at me over his shoulder.
"No," Billie said. I waited for him. I didn't want him to leave.
"Hey we should go to a club tonight as a way of saying bye to you guys." He looked up from what he was doing.
"You mean you don't want to come with us," he asked sounding hurt. I smiled and jumped on him.
"Of course I'm coming but we are still going to a bar." He smiled and shook his head.
****That night at the club****
Everyone came to the club that night. The first thing we did was run straight to the bar. We all got huge pitchers of some kind of beer, and down it went. Soon after we all had about 5 pitchers, Billie and I stopped. We were pretty wasted but not as much as the others. Billie and I went and sat at a table for a little bit. No one was talking so being my drunk self I got up during Britney Spears's song 'Do sumthin' and stepped onto the bar stand. I told Maggie and Brittany to join me and up they came. I don't remember much but Billie said we were dancing and grinding up there like sluts but he also said it was great to watch. I do remember that I fell off the right after Tre put a $100 bill in Maggie's back pocket as did Mike for Brittany. Billie said he caught me but I remembered that my head hurt like hell minutes after. Brittany and Maggie jumped down and ordered more beer.
"Chug chug chug," I heard Tre call. I turned around saw both girls slurping their drinks down. I walked over and watched. Maggie took the last swig of her drink and slammed the pitcher down. She stood up and walked over to me. She leaned all her weight onto me making me have to use my weight against hers. She wrapped her arms around me and started to sing. Loudly. I was laughing but then I stopped because I honestly could not stand her breath any longer. I pushed her off me and onto Tre. She obviously had drunk the most. Maggie, Mike, and Brittany had to go home so I called a cab for them. The cab was ordered to take them back to our house. Off the cabbie sped. That left me, Tre, and Billie. I sat in silence while the other two talked. Somebody's foot was rubbing up and down my leg. I looked over at Billie who was looking at his drink. I looked over at Tre who was staring at me. He winked at me and the rubbing continued. I grabbed the foot and twisted it.
"OWWW! What the fuck Courtney? You flirt with me and then when I fucking flirt back you break my fucking foot? What the fuck is wrong with you," Tre screamed at me. I sat there in shock. I couldn't believe he just said I was flirting with him. I quickly looked at Billie. Instead of looking ready to kill Tre, he looked ready to kill me. He waited until a waitress walked by and then he got up and kissed her right in front of me. She dropped her tray of drinks and wrapped her arms around Billie. My eyes stung with tears as I tried not to let them fall. I got up and went around the club looking for a hot guy. Billie kept his eyes on me the whole time. No luck so I made my way back to Billie and the waitress. I looked at Tre. 'It will have to do, ' I thought as I straddled Tre. I looked up at Billie to make sure he was watching and he was. I leaned in and Tre and I were making out. 'He is a pretty good kisser, ' I thought. I opened my eyes a little bit. Tre was really into it and Billie looks pissed. I pulled away to catch my breath and went back in. 'I'm enjoying this too much. Don't I love Billie? Why am I doing this? Stop it lips stop! I don't want this! I want Billie, ' I thought as I tried my hardest to put together what it all meant. I pulled away and got up.
"Tre I cant do this any more." I walked out of the club into the cold California air. It seemed every time I was out there its cold and it's at night. I walked behind the van and sat there. I started crying my eyeballs out. Tre was in love with me and I was in love with Billie, but Billie was in there kissing a waitress so he didn't love me. "God this is so fucked up," I cried out loud. I just so badly wanted it to be over. Then somebody sat down beside me.
"Why Mr. Armstrong, are you cold or are you just happy to see," I asked as I felt his 'buddy' wake up. For once his face turned red and he was embarrassed. Not me. He pulled away from me and turned back towards the mirror. His face was still pretty red. I smiled, kissed him on his neck, and headed back to my room. I turned on a light and there was drunken ass Tre. 'Where the fuck did he get beer, ' I thought, 'We don't keep that shit here because Maggie and Brittany would be stoned all the time. '
"Tre," I whispered into his ear. He rolled over and looked at me. He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me onto the bed. He lay on top of me and started kissing me.
"Tre stop," I said as I kicked him. He didn't move but he continued to kiss me. I rocked under him trying to get loose. He just latched onto me and continued. I was unable to move at all. I kept my teeth clenched the entire time. All of a sudden he stopped. He rolled off me. I looked at him. He was asleep. I looked at the door. There stood no one. "Thank god," I mumbled. As long as no one saw us, I could deal with it. I pulled Tre off the bed and dragged him into Maggie's room. I laid him on the floor. I walked to my room. I looked at the clock 2:15 am. I rubbed my eyes and lay down on the bed. I lay on my back and just looked at the ceiling and closed my eyes. Then someone jumped on me.
"Maggie get off," I said without looking over. I felt a kiss on the back of my neck and it came around to my lips. 'Oh my god, ' I said before opening my eyes, 'don't let it be Tre. Please don't let it be Tre, ' I thought silently. I opened my eyes to find Billie with his lips pressed up against mine. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him down on top of me. He wiggled his arms around my waist. I closed my eyes. For once I didn't have to pull away from him. We just lay there with our tongues down each others throat. Next thing I knew he was asleep and yes his tongue was still down my throat.
****Next morning****
I woke up to Billie's phone ringing. I answered it because I didn't want it to wake him up.
"Hello," I said. I was still tired.
"Hey. Where is Billie," the person on the other end said. It sounded like a girl.
"Asleep. Who is calling?"
"Meagan Riction. Who is this?" I thought of just hanging up but I decided not to.
"Courtney. Billie's umm... Friend." I still had no official title for me and Billie.
"Tell him that Green day is scheduled to perform tomorrow night around 9 o clock pm in Dayton Ohio."
"Okay," I said as I let out a sigh of relief. I hung up the phone. I know Billie and I weren't officially going out but I didn't like the thought of girls calling Billie. I kissed his cheek. He woke up as soon as I got of the bed. He rolled over and slapped my ass. I whined as usual and he smiled as usual. I remembered the Meagan girl's phone call.
"So you know you are scheduled to perform tomorrow in Dayton, Ohio at 9 o clock," I asked him. He shook his head no. "Well now you do!" He sat up on the bed. I shook my ass in his face and moved before he could slap it again. He got up and went to get dressed. I walked around banging on bedroom doors to wake everyone up. I stopped at Mike and Brittany's room. I opened the door to find somebody's ass in the air and someone else yelling. I slammed the door shut. 'I'll come back to them later, ' I thought disgusted. That image would be stuck in my head all day. I walked back to my room. Billie was packing a few things into a bag. When he bent over I slapped his ass as payback. He stood up quickly and just smiled.
"You need help," I asked. He looked at me over his shoulder.
"No," Billie said. I waited for him. I didn't want him to leave.
"Hey we should go to a club tonight as a way of saying bye to you guys." He looked up from what he was doing.
"You mean you don't want to come with us," he asked sounding hurt. I smiled and jumped on him.
"Of course I'm coming but we are still going to a bar." He smiled and shook his head.
****That night at the club****
Everyone came to the club that night. The first thing we did was run straight to the bar. We all got huge pitchers of some kind of beer, and down it went. Soon after we all had about 5 pitchers, Billie and I stopped. We were pretty wasted but not as much as the others. Billie and I went and sat at a table for a little bit. No one was talking so being my drunk self I got up during Britney Spears's song 'Do sumthin' and stepped onto the bar stand. I told Maggie and Brittany to join me and up they came. I don't remember much but Billie said we were dancing and grinding up there like sluts but he also said it was great to watch. I do remember that I fell off the right after Tre put a $100 bill in Maggie's back pocket as did Mike for Brittany. Billie said he caught me but I remembered that my head hurt like hell minutes after. Brittany and Maggie jumped down and ordered more beer.
"Chug chug chug," I heard Tre call. I turned around saw both girls slurping their drinks down. I walked over and watched. Maggie took the last swig of her drink and slammed the pitcher down. She stood up and walked over to me. She leaned all her weight onto me making me have to use my weight against hers. She wrapped her arms around me and started to sing. Loudly. I was laughing but then I stopped because I honestly could not stand her breath any longer. I pushed her off me and onto Tre. She obviously had drunk the most. Maggie, Mike, and Brittany had to go home so I called a cab for them. The cab was ordered to take them back to our house. Off the cabbie sped. That left me, Tre, and Billie. I sat in silence while the other two talked. Somebody's foot was rubbing up and down my leg. I looked over at Billie who was looking at his drink. I looked over at Tre who was staring at me. He winked at me and the rubbing continued. I grabbed the foot and twisted it.
"OWWW! What the fuck Courtney? You flirt with me and then when I fucking flirt back you break my fucking foot? What the fuck is wrong with you," Tre screamed at me. I sat there in shock. I couldn't believe he just said I was flirting with him. I quickly looked at Billie. Instead of looking ready to kill Tre, he looked ready to kill me. He waited until a waitress walked by and then he got up and kissed her right in front of me. She dropped her tray of drinks and wrapped her arms around Billie. My eyes stung with tears as I tried not to let them fall. I got up and went around the club looking for a hot guy. Billie kept his eyes on me the whole time. No luck so I made my way back to Billie and the waitress. I looked at Tre. 'It will have to do, ' I thought as I straddled Tre. I looked up at Billie to make sure he was watching and he was. I leaned in and Tre and I were making out. 'He is a pretty good kisser, ' I thought. I opened my eyes a little bit. Tre was really into it and Billie looks pissed. I pulled away to catch my breath and went back in. 'I'm enjoying this too much. Don't I love Billie? Why am I doing this? Stop it lips stop! I don't want this! I want Billie, ' I thought as I tried my hardest to put together what it all meant. I pulled away and got up.
"Tre I cant do this any more." I walked out of the club into the cold California air. It seemed every time I was out there its cold and it's at night. I walked behind the van and sat there. I started crying my eyeballs out. Tre was in love with me and I was in love with Billie, but Billie was in there kissing a waitress so he didn't love me. "God this is so fucked up," I cried out loud. I just so badly wanted it to be over. Then somebody sat down beside me.
