My Life With Green Day, chapter 11
It was the waitress. She wrapped her arms around me trying to comfort me. I smiled in appreciation. I didn't care that she was just making out with Billie. She didn't know how we felt towards each other. At least I wasn't alone anymore. It was pretty silent until she started talking to me saying, "I'm so sorry! I didn't know he was your boyfriend." I started to correct her but stopped. 'He isn't my boyfriend. So why do I feel so angry towards her but I still like her out here with me? Shouldn't I be pissed? ' I dropped my head down. She rubbed my back. I felt her arms get off my shoulders. She stood up, brushed the rocks off her ass, and walked away. I looked up. There stood Billie Joe. I stood up and started to walk away. He grabbed my arm and pulled me towards him.
"Billie that's not going to work this time," I said angrily and pulled away. He held onto me. "Billie let go," I said, near tears. I looked up. I never would have guessed it but he looked about near tears also. But I was still angry. 'I can't believe he likes me this much, ' I thought to myself. "Billie let the fuck go," I said as I burst into tears. I felt embarrassed but I couldn't care less. I laid my head up against his shoulder and just cried. He gently patted my back. I pulled away and quickly turned around. My head was throbbing and my heart was beating very fast. I walked a few steps before I fell to the ground. 'Great! More to be embarrassed about," I thought before I tried to move. My back hurt and I tried to move but I couldn't. I reached my hand up and Billie picked me up. I was still pretty wasted but I didn't care.
"Hey are you two okay," a voice called. I turned around and there stood the damn bastard who caused all this, Tre. Billie started to walk towards him, ready to beat the shit out of him. I held him back even though I could care less what happened to him now. Billie knew and thanks to Tre, he also thought I flirted first.
"Yeah Tre. We're fine, but we are leaving. Get in the van before we leave you," Billie said as he slid into the driver's seat. I'm sure he wouldn't care if we left him. Then again neither would I. I sat in the way back and Tre sat in the middle. It was a silent ride home.
****Back at my house****
All three of us stumbled into the house. Tre didn't have enough energy to even make it upstairs so he crashed onto the couch. I wobbled up the stairs and crashed onto my bed. Billie came up without a word and lay down on the other side of the bed and went to sleep. I crawled across the bed and whispered into his ear, "Don't forget to get up early so you can catch your plane at 11 o clock." I turned around and crawled to the other side. I only know he mumbled something that I didn't catch and then he fell asleep. I rolled over and after a few tears fell from my eyes I went to sleep.
****Early the next morning****
I woke up and checked the clock. 9:30 am! I jumped out of bed and rushed to get a few things in an overnight bag. I brushed my hair back and brushed my teeth. I threw on some shorts and a tank top and ran downstairs. Everyone was already dressed and ready to leave. At least they didn't leave me.
"Alright let's go," Mike cried as he pushed us all out the front door. We all sat in our usual spots. As usual the guys put their arms around our waist. When Billie tried to put his arm around my waist, I turned my head to look out the window. It was killing to be rude to him but I was way pissed off. He just moved his arm up to my shoulders and I looked at him. I gave him the most evil glare I could muster. He moved his arm away from him completely. Mike looked at Billie from the mirror. Billie shrugged his shoulders. I thought about making up with him after I saw his sad face. 'I'll wait until we get on the plane and then maybe I'll make up with him, ' I thought. I smiled to myself. 'That's exactly what I'll do. '
****On the plane****
Although we had an early flight I noticed that Billie Joe and I were the only ones awake. 'Okay now or never, ' I thought as I looked at Billie who was just looking out the plane window. I felt like I had been so mean to him. Well I had been but he didn't trust me so it wasn't hurting as much. Brittany and Mike was one seat behind us and they were asleep. Maggie and Tre was one seat ahead of us and they were also asleep. I tapped Billie's shoulder. He turned around. He had a tear stained face. I really felt bad. I bit my lip because I wasn't sure if I should do this. 'Will he pull away or don't even let me get close to his face, ' I thought as I thought of all the horrible things he could do to hurt me as much as I hurt him. I pulled Billie in towards me. We got caught up in the moment and began to kiss, each kiss, more passionate then the last. I pulled away and gasped for breath. Billie looked at me.
"What's wrong? What did I do," he asked me as he gave me a pouty face that I couldn't resist. I giggled and kissed his cheek.
"Nothing," I replied.
"Well why did you pull away from me then?"
"Well I think if kiss you any longer I'm might have the urge to rip off your clothes and have hot and heavy animal sex with you right here," I said as I was smiling. I was partially joking. He unbuckled his seatbelt and stood up. I looked at him confused.
"Let's go," He said as he motioned to the plane's restroom. I looked surprised and shook my head. He sat back down. He looked a bit annoyed that I just denied him sex. I went in to kiss him and he turned his head away from me. I sat back and thought a moment.
"Billie maybe when the plane lands in Ohio we can get a hotel and umm see where things lead," I reasoned. I felt stupid. 'How the hell did I just deny Billie Joe Armstrong sex, ' I thought angrily at myself. He looked up and with a half smile, nodded. 'Well at least he isn't mad at me anymore, ' I thought somewhat happier. I laid back my seat enough for me to get comfortable. I closed my eyes for what seemed like a minute but when I awoke to Billie shaking my arm, we were in Ohio. We walked off the plane and looked around. The airport was huge! We girls wanted to go shopping but being that we were there with the guys of Green Day, we had to quickly get out of the airport before people noticed who they were. I led everyone quickly through the crowd without causing a huge scene. I pushed all three guys into a waiting taxi before Maggie, Brittany and I jumped in with them. It was a tiny cab so I sat up front on Billie's lap.
"Where are we staying," Maggie asked Tre excitedly. Billie turned back and shook his head at Tre.
"It's a surprise," Billie said as he looked at the guys. I was somewhat annoyed with his answer but I didn't say anything. I just waited to see where we heading. Mike whispered into the cabbies ear and away the car sped. Billie covered my eyes the entire time as Maggie and Brittany got theirs covered too. The taxi suddenly came to a stop. I pulled Billie's hands off my eyes to revel where we were staying. My mouth dropped open and Brittany and Maggie's eyes popped wide open.
"The fucking Venetian?!?!?! Are you fucking kidding," all three of us cried out. We were amazed that we would be staying at the world famous Venetian. I jumped out the front seat and saw Brit and Maggie do the same. We stood in front of the hotel. It was huge! We shot into the lobby and checked it out. Gold and red everywhere. It was so beautiful. We took the stairs because we didn't want to wait in the elevator. We were on the 5th floor before we realized that we had no idea what floor we were on. We raced back down again and when we got to the bottom we were amazingly not out of breath.
"Billie what floor are we on," I asked him in a hurry. He smiled.
"The 8th floor," He said as he watched me run up the stairs. The three of us got to the 8th floor before we realized we didn't have a key. I was out of breath.
"Let's wait for them to come," I said. I leaned against the wall. I was so tired. The elevator doors slid open and there stood Billie, Mike, and Tre. They laughed at us once they saw how out of breath we were. Tre and Maggie had a room as did Mike and Brittany and Billie and I. We walked into our own rooms. I heard a scream come from the rooms next door. I laughed as I heard Maggie start crying. She's the emotional one.
"Yay," I cried at Billie. He laughed because I sounded pretty preppy. He walked towards me and I backed up. He started to chase me around the room. I dodged him quickly as he kept coming for me. I started to run backwards. Then I tripped and fell over the bed. I tried to climb away. Billie lay on top of me, pinning me down.
"I don't know if you remember, but you owe me from the plane this morning," He whispered quietly into my ear. I nodded and with a devilish grin, he started to take off his jacket.
"Billie that's not going to work this time," I said angrily and pulled away. He held onto me. "Billie let go," I said, near tears. I looked up. I never would have guessed it but he looked about near tears also. But I was still angry. 'I can't believe he likes me this much, ' I thought to myself. "Billie let the fuck go," I said as I burst into tears. I felt embarrassed but I couldn't care less. I laid my head up against his shoulder and just cried. He gently patted my back. I pulled away and quickly turned around. My head was throbbing and my heart was beating very fast. I walked a few steps before I fell to the ground. 'Great! More to be embarrassed about," I thought before I tried to move. My back hurt and I tried to move but I couldn't. I reached my hand up and Billie picked me up. I was still pretty wasted but I didn't care.
"Hey are you two okay," a voice called. I turned around and there stood the damn bastard who caused all this, Tre. Billie started to walk towards him, ready to beat the shit out of him. I held him back even though I could care less what happened to him now. Billie knew and thanks to Tre, he also thought I flirted first.
"Yeah Tre. We're fine, but we are leaving. Get in the van before we leave you," Billie said as he slid into the driver's seat. I'm sure he wouldn't care if we left him. Then again neither would I. I sat in the way back and Tre sat in the middle. It was a silent ride home.
****Back at my house****
All three of us stumbled into the house. Tre didn't have enough energy to even make it upstairs so he crashed onto the couch. I wobbled up the stairs and crashed onto my bed. Billie came up without a word and lay down on the other side of the bed and went to sleep. I crawled across the bed and whispered into his ear, "Don't forget to get up early so you can catch your plane at 11 o clock." I turned around and crawled to the other side. I only know he mumbled something that I didn't catch and then he fell asleep. I rolled over and after a few tears fell from my eyes I went to sleep.
****Early the next morning****
I woke up and checked the clock. 9:30 am! I jumped out of bed and rushed to get a few things in an overnight bag. I brushed my hair back and brushed my teeth. I threw on some shorts and a tank top and ran downstairs. Everyone was already dressed and ready to leave. At least they didn't leave me.
"Alright let's go," Mike cried as he pushed us all out the front door. We all sat in our usual spots. As usual the guys put their arms around our waist. When Billie tried to put his arm around my waist, I turned my head to look out the window. It was killing to be rude to him but I was way pissed off. He just moved his arm up to my shoulders and I looked at him. I gave him the most evil glare I could muster. He moved his arm away from him completely. Mike looked at Billie from the mirror. Billie shrugged his shoulders. I thought about making up with him after I saw his sad face. 'I'll wait until we get on the plane and then maybe I'll make up with him, ' I thought. I smiled to myself. 'That's exactly what I'll do. '
****On the plane****
Although we had an early flight I noticed that Billie Joe and I were the only ones awake. 'Okay now or never, ' I thought as I looked at Billie who was just looking out the plane window. I felt like I had been so mean to him. Well I had been but he didn't trust me so it wasn't hurting as much. Brittany and Mike was one seat behind us and they were asleep. Maggie and Tre was one seat ahead of us and they were also asleep. I tapped Billie's shoulder. He turned around. He had a tear stained face. I really felt bad. I bit my lip because I wasn't sure if I should do this. 'Will he pull away or don't even let me get close to his face, ' I thought as I thought of all the horrible things he could do to hurt me as much as I hurt him. I pulled Billie in towards me. We got caught up in the moment and began to kiss, each kiss, more passionate then the last. I pulled away and gasped for breath. Billie looked at me.
"What's wrong? What did I do," he asked me as he gave me a pouty face that I couldn't resist. I giggled and kissed his cheek.
"Nothing," I replied.
"Well why did you pull away from me then?"
"Well I think if kiss you any longer I'm might have the urge to rip off your clothes and have hot and heavy animal sex with you right here," I said as I was smiling. I was partially joking. He unbuckled his seatbelt and stood up. I looked at him confused.
"Let's go," He said as he motioned to the plane's restroom. I looked surprised and shook my head. He sat back down. He looked a bit annoyed that I just denied him sex. I went in to kiss him and he turned his head away from me. I sat back and thought a moment.
"Billie maybe when the plane lands in Ohio we can get a hotel and umm see where things lead," I reasoned. I felt stupid. 'How the hell did I just deny Billie Joe Armstrong sex, ' I thought angrily at myself. He looked up and with a half smile, nodded. 'Well at least he isn't mad at me anymore, ' I thought somewhat happier. I laid back my seat enough for me to get comfortable. I closed my eyes for what seemed like a minute but when I awoke to Billie shaking my arm, we were in Ohio. We walked off the plane and looked around. The airport was huge! We girls wanted to go shopping but being that we were there with the guys of Green Day, we had to quickly get out of the airport before people noticed who they were. I led everyone quickly through the crowd without causing a huge scene. I pushed all three guys into a waiting taxi before Maggie, Brittany and I jumped in with them. It was a tiny cab so I sat up front on Billie's lap.
"Where are we staying," Maggie asked Tre excitedly. Billie turned back and shook his head at Tre.
"It's a surprise," Billie said as he looked at the guys. I was somewhat annoyed with his answer but I didn't say anything. I just waited to see where we heading. Mike whispered into the cabbies ear and away the car sped. Billie covered my eyes the entire time as Maggie and Brittany got theirs covered too. The taxi suddenly came to a stop. I pulled Billie's hands off my eyes to revel where we were staying. My mouth dropped open and Brittany and Maggie's eyes popped wide open.
"The fucking Venetian?!?!?! Are you fucking kidding," all three of us cried out. We were amazed that we would be staying at the world famous Venetian. I jumped out the front seat and saw Brit and Maggie do the same. We stood in front of the hotel. It was huge! We shot into the lobby and checked it out. Gold and red everywhere. It was so beautiful. We took the stairs because we didn't want to wait in the elevator. We were on the 5th floor before we realized that we had no idea what floor we were on. We raced back down again and when we got to the bottom we were amazingly not out of breath.
"Billie what floor are we on," I asked him in a hurry. He smiled.
"The 8th floor," He said as he watched me run up the stairs. The three of us got to the 8th floor before we realized we didn't have a key. I was out of breath.
"Let's wait for them to come," I said. I leaned against the wall. I was so tired. The elevator doors slid open and there stood Billie, Mike, and Tre. They laughed at us once they saw how out of breath we were. Tre and Maggie had a room as did Mike and Brittany and Billie and I. We walked into our own rooms. I heard a scream come from the rooms next door. I laughed as I heard Maggie start crying. She's the emotional one.
"Yay," I cried at Billie. He laughed because I sounded pretty preppy. He walked towards me and I backed up. He started to chase me around the room. I dodged him quickly as he kept coming for me. I started to run backwards. Then I tripped and fell over the bed. I tried to climb away. Billie lay on top of me, pinning me down.
"I don't know if you remember, but you owe me from the plane this morning," He whispered quietly into my ear. I nodded and with a devilish grin, he started to take off his jacket.
