There Goes His Minnesota Girl, chapter 6
I could not believe it. I dropped my phone. How could this happen. I was worried about this. I put my hand over my mouth, I felt sick. Carla made me sit down.
"Billie I think your having a panic attack." She picked up my phone.
"Whats up. WHAT. How could you. Your..." Carla looked at me. She spoke to me and asked me questions but once again I felt like we were back when we were kids. Me not speaking, trying to say something but you can not find the words.
She smiled at me.
"Theres some people out there that are dying for a little baby." I found the courage to smile.
We met up with Adie and sat down ina cafe.
"Adie theres just onething, I don't have much experience with kids." She took my hand.
"Well I do and I'm sure you will be great." We kissed forgetting Carla was there. She coffed to remind us and we broke apart.
"So when you gonna tell mom." We looked at each other. I picked up my cell phone and dialled moms number.
"Hi mom, it's Billie, just saying I did something stupid." I stopped to catch my breath.
"Ok Billie. Can it be anyworse then the time you put food couloring in the fish tank." I giggled to myself.
"Mom how are babys made." This was the only way.
"Sex Billie. Now what is it."
"So thats how it happened. Well anyways." Mom screamed down the phone at me.
It made me so upset when she was really enoyed.
"Mom I didnt meen to." I was now crying like a baby. Baby grr everything reminds me of babys.
"I'm disappointed at you." She hung up. I felt so empty now. She said she wasnt mad just dissapointed and thats worse. Anger will pass but you can never stopped being dissapointed at someone or something.
I looked over at Adrienne who was crying.
"Billie you go home in a week." I fell uncontius it was all to much.
"Billie I think your having a panic attack." She picked up my phone.
"Whats up. WHAT. How could you. Your..." Carla looked at me. She spoke to me and asked me questions but once again I felt like we were back when we were kids. Me not speaking, trying to say something but you can not find the words.
She smiled at me.
"Theres some people out there that are dying for a little baby." I found the courage to smile.
We met up with Adie and sat down ina cafe.
"Adie theres just onething, I don't have much experience with kids." She took my hand.
"Well I do and I'm sure you will be great." We kissed forgetting Carla was there. She coffed to remind us and we broke apart.
"So when you gonna tell mom." We looked at each other. I picked up my cell phone and dialled moms number.
"Hi mom, it's Billie, just saying I did something stupid." I stopped to catch my breath.
"Ok Billie. Can it be anyworse then the time you put food couloring in the fish tank." I giggled to myself.
"Mom how are babys made." This was the only way.
"Sex Billie. Now what is it."
"So thats how it happened. Well anyways." Mom screamed down the phone at me.
It made me so upset when she was really enoyed.
"Mom I didnt meen to." I was now crying like a baby. Baby grr everything reminds me of babys.
"I'm disappointed at you." She hung up. I felt so empty now. She said she wasnt mad just dissapointed and thats worse. Anger will pass but you can never stopped being dissapointed at someone or something.
I looked over at Adrienne who was crying.
"Billie you go home in a week." I fell uncontius it was all to much.
