Hopes And Dreams, chapter 1
She just sat there and cried, she couldn't take it anymore. She wished her life would get better, that someday she'd wake up, and everything would be perfect. But it wouldn't, she knew it, everything was just getting worse. If only her mother was there, she would cheer her up and tell her everything would get better, and she would believe her. But she will never be here, so she can't.
That night she cried her self to sleep again, as her mascara bled and stained her cheeks. She dreamed that night, that everything that went on in her life was normal. She dreamt her father was calm and happy, like he used to be, he wasn't filled with anger, hatred, and rage, he wasn't coming home late at night piss drunk and screaming and beating her. She dreamt that she wasn't alone as she roamed the halls of her school, that she was laughing and talking with people, that she had friends, that people weren't making fun of her and pushing her into lockers, that people didn't snicker as they passed her just because she was a punk. That night, she slept with a smile on her face, which rarely happened. Until her alarm clock went off, and she awoke for another day of crap in the school she hated. She thought it would be like every other day, but today would change her life forever...
She jumped in the shower and let the hot water wash off the blood on her face, and the stain marks of mascara and her eyeliner. After that she picked out her clothes for the day, a red and black stripped shirt, black capris with a studded belt, red and black socks, and her skull necklace. She then brushed her short brown hair and did her make-up. When she went downstairs she found her father, asleep on the couch with empty bottles of Vodka everywhere. She walked silently not to wake him, it would just be worse to get yelled at when he had a massive hangover. She made herself a peice of toast, brushed her teeth, and grabbed her bag and went off to school.
She didn't take the bus because people would jut make fun of her. So she walked, and she took the long way to, she didn't care if she was late, she wanted to spend the least time at school as possible. When she got to school no one was out there so she knew she was late, again. As she entered her class room her teacher Mr.Rafiki bellowed
"Late again I see Lilly, you'll just have to go for detention again at lunch Miss.Cooper, now sit down and copy the stuff on the board." She let out a groan but obeyed, she went to her seat at the back of the classroom that was the farthest away from all the other desks. Just then, three boys walked in, the tallest had blonde and brown hair, blue eyes, and was dressed as a punk, the other two boys were also dressed a like, the other boy had bright green eyes, dark brown hair, an was kinda short. The last boy had blue eyes, green spikey hair, and was medium height. Mr.Rafiki spoke up and said
"These boys are new students, they will be joinging our homeroom for the rest of the year. Their names are Mike, *he pointed to the tallest one*, Billie Joe *points to the shortest*, and Tre *I'll asume u know which one his is by now lol*." He then told them to go to the back of the class room. They all came over and sat around her. Mike sat on he left, Tre on her right, and Billie behind her. Great she thought, more people to make fun of me.
That night she cried her self to sleep again, as her mascara bled and stained her cheeks. She dreamed that night, that everything that went on in her life was normal. She dreamt her father was calm and happy, like he used to be, he wasn't filled with anger, hatred, and rage, he wasn't coming home late at night piss drunk and screaming and beating her. She dreamt that she wasn't alone as she roamed the halls of her school, that she was laughing and talking with people, that she had friends, that people weren't making fun of her and pushing her into lockers, that people didn't snicker as they passed her just because she was a punk. That night, she slept with a smile on her face, which rarely happened. Until her alarm clock went off, and she awoke for another day of crap in the school she hated. She thought it would be like every other day, but today would change her life forever...
She jumped in the shower and let the hot water wash off the blood on her face, and the stain marks of mascara and her eyeliner. After that she picked out her clothes for the day, a red and black stripped shirt, black capris with a studded belt, red and black socks, and her skull necklace. She then brushed her short brown hair and did her make-up. When she went downstairs she found her father, asleep on the couch with empty bottles of Vodka everywhere. She walked silently not to wake him, it would just be worse to get yelled at when he had a massive hangover. She made herself a peice of toast, brushed her teeth, and grabbed her bag and went off to school.
She didn't take the bus because people would jut make fun of her. So she walked, and she took the long way to, she didn't care if she was late, she wanted to spend the least time at school as possible. When she got to school no one was out there so she knew she was late, again. As she entered her class room her teacher Mr.Rafiki bellowed
"Late again I see Lilly, you'll just have to go for detention again at lunch Miss.Cooper, now sit down and copy the stuff on the board." She let out a groan but obeyed, she went to her seat at the back of the classroom that was the farthest away from all the other desks. Just then, three boys walked in, the tallest had blonde and brown hair, blue eyes, and was dressed as a punk, the other two boys were also dressed a like, the other boy had bright green eyes, dark brown hair, an was kinda short. The last boy had blue eyes, green spikey hair, and was medium height. Mr.Rafiki spoke up and said
"These boys are new students, they will be joinging our homeroom for the rest of the year. Their names are Mike, *he pointed to the tallest one*, Billie Joe *points to the shortest*, and Tre *I'll asume u know which one his is by now lol*." He then told them to go to the back of the class room. They all came over and sat around her. Mike sat on he left, Tre on her right, and Billie behind her. Great she thought, more people to make fun of me.
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