Words I might have ate, chapter 1

Sitting back stage at Gilman Street Evan sighed as she looked down into her cup of water and swirled it around. She should be used to this by now, she thought. Her brother Mike was always bringing her with him to "keep an eye on her" at Gilman, but somehow he would always wander off with a random girl and leave her backstage with nothing to do for the next, Evan looked down at her watch, thirty minutes. "It's not like I don't like the shows, but just sitting back here is boring. And where is Tre?" Evan thought to herself.

"Hey man, are you pumped for tonight?" Tre said patting Billie Joe on the back.
"Yeah, it's going to be great. Look how many people are here tonight!" Billie Joe said smiling.
"Yeah, and they are all here to see you guys." David the stage manager said walking up. " Are you guys ready to go? You've got half and hour to do any last minute things."
"We're pretty much ready, I guess I'll go and make sure my guitar's in tune, I'll see you guys in a little while." Billie Joe said.
"Okay, later BJ." Tre said as Billie Joe headed off.
Evan looked up as she heard the door open. "Oh no, not him." She thought as she locked eyes with ones that made her feel like she was going to melt right down into the floor. No, she couldn't think like that. She was with Tre, melting into anyone else's eyes was wrong, but god how she wished she could just... stop it. Evan smiled and looked back down at her cup that she was spinning on the floor.
"Hey Ev's." Billie Joe said as he walked in, man did she have a sexy smile.
"Hey Billie Joe." Evan replied quietly still spinning her cup.
"Making up your own game?" Billie Joe said smiling as he walked over to his guitar case.
"I guess you could all it that." Evan replied smiling again, gosh why was she smiling so much?
Billie Joe sighed as he sat down in a chair in the opposite corner from her. Setting his guitar in his lap he sneaked a peak at her. Her hazel brown hair was partially falling in her face. He quickly looked down at his guitar when she looked up at him.
Evan looked back down, oh god did he just see me look at him. Slowly she looked back up. He was tuning his guitar now. He looked sexy when he was concentrating. "Snap out of it, you can't have him. You have Tre, besides he probably doesn't like you anyway. Shit!" Evan thought as she looked down when she realized he had noticed her watching him.
Billie Joe set his guitar down on a stand and started to walk over to the couch Evan was sitting by. "Oh no, is he walking over here? He is. He saw me. Shit." Evan thought nervously as she thumped the cup sitting in front of her. This time instead of rolling in a circle her cup rolled and stopped at Billie Joe's feet. Evan felt her cheeks flush as he leaned down to pick it up. He walked over to the couch and handed her cup back to her as he sat down.
"You know, I know a game you can play by spinning a cup." Billie Joe said leaning forward.
"Oh, and what would that be?" Evan asked smiling.
"Spin the cup." Billie Joe said smiling back.
"You mean like spin the bottle?" Evan said.
"Yeah." Billie Joe replied.
"That game is for nerds who can't get any action on their own." Evan said laughing.
"Well am I a nerd?" Billie Joe asked frowning.
Evan stopped laughing, " No." she replied.
"Then will you play with me?" He said looking into her emerald green eyes.
"There's only two of us, would it really be a game?" Evan said as she felt her stomach tighten.
"I guess not." Billie Joe said looking down, feeling defeated.
Evan got up from the floor and sat down beside Billie Joe on the couch.
"It may not be a game, but it could be a secret." She whispered in his ear.
Billie Joe smiled as he looked up and nodded. "Okay."
The thought of Tre crossed Evan's mind a split second before Billie's lips met hers, but then nothing mattered. Besides this was only a one-time thing, right? Her heart jumped a little when she felt Billie Joe's tongue against hers. Why did this feels so right, but it was so wrong? Billie Joe wondered.
Evan smiled as Billie Joe wrapped his arms around her and pulled her into his lap. Tre never kissed this good. As their kiss deepened they didn't even notice the door open and close quickly. Evan ran her fingers through Billie Joe's hair and pulled him closer. Something in the back of her mind was telling her to stop but she just couldn't bring herself to do it. Then they both heard voices outside and broke apart. Evan hopped over to the other side of the couch as the door started to open.
"Secret?" Evan whispered to Billie Joe.
"Secret." Billie Joe nodded.
"Hey Billie Joe, Hey babe." Tre said walking in.
"Hey." Evan and Billie Joe both said.
"Lose something baby?" Evan said noticing Tre looking around the room.
"Um, yeah. My drum sticks. Have you seen them?" Tre replied looking up at her.
"Last place I saw them was in the van. I'll go see if they're in there. Okay?" Evan said.
"Okay, thanks babe." Tre said as Evan stood up to leave.
Searching her pockets for the keys on the way to the door Evan stopped. Where did she put them? Then she remembered. Billie Joe watched as Evan got to the door and turned around and walked right back to Tre. Tre smiled as Evan pushed her hands into his pockets in search of the keys he already knew were there. Evan smiled as she pulled them out and walked back to the door. Turning around before she opened it she looked at Tre, "Smooth." She said sarcastically. Tre smiled, "You know it."

"Man, she's so awesome dude." Tre said sitting down next to Billie Joe who had just lit up a joint.
"Yeah, she is." Billie Joe replied handing it to Tre.
"I mean I almost feel bad about hooking up with Sammi." Tre said taking a hit then handing it back to Billie Joe.
"What? Who the hell is Sammi?" Billie Joe said taking a hit.
"She's this chick I met last week. Dude she's so hot. And she wants me bad and she shows it." Tre said taking the joint from Billie Joe.
"Dude, what the fuck Tre? You've been with Ev's for almost a year and a half and all of a sudden this other chick comes along out of nowhere and you're totally screwing Ev's over? That's fucked up man. And what do you mean she wants you bad? Of course she does you're in a rock band and you're taken. You know Evan would do fucking anything for you how could you do that to her man? " Billie Joe said as he watched Tre suck in the smoke.
"Chill out man. All we did was hook up. It's not like you wouldn't have done it if you were in that position. And Evan's great and all but she's just so boring. She never wants to do anything fun or dangerous. But Sammi, Sammi's hot and dangerous and I mean she's all over me." Tre said smiling as he past the joint back to Billie Joe.
"I don't care if you just hooked up Tre. That's... That's... man you cheated on Ev's! And this Sammi sounds like a whore. Man, and if I was in your position I wouldn't have cheated on my super hot awesome girlfriend that everyone wants and would do anything for me that I've been with for a year and a half! What kind of dangerous fun stuff doesn't Evan do? Every time I'm around and you ask her to do something she says yes. Dude, it's your life, but I'm just telling you that's fucked up." Billie Joe said taking a hit.