Tears Fade Away, but Scars Stay the Same, chapter 5
*Still Billie's POV*
I just sat there, trying not to think about that again. But I can't! She's there, with no pants! And I can't stop thinking about girls now! Damnit!
*Esther's POV*
Billie stood up and walked away.
"I have to go to the bathroom..I'll be right back" He said. I watched him walk off, getting some ideas that I liked ( :D )
"So, anything to do today?" I asked Mike as I started chewing on a straw
"I don't know, maybe we can get Adrienne and see of she wants to do anything."
"Okay, I'll get dressed" I started walking upstairs, as I passes the bathroom I head
"Uhhh....ahhh....ohhh..." And a long sigh. I smiled and tried to picture him in there. I liked this mental image. I decided to ruin this, I knocked on the door.
"Hey B.J.?" I asked with a wide smile.
"Uh..yeah?" He said, with that 'uh..' being orgasmic.
"Um, we are gonna go to Adrienne's in a few to see if she wants to do anything, okay?" asked,
"Um..yeah..." He answered, sounding anxious.
"And, Billie?"
"yeah?"
"What's taking so long, might I ask?" I smiled as I heard him mutter 'shit'
"Umm...." I smiled and laughed a little.
"Well, you need to get your hand off your cock soon. I need to get something" I said. I could see him turn red. I got some clothes and waited outside the door for a few more minutes, I could hear him trying to hurry, no speaking to himself. I heard him try to keep quiet as his climax went up and down. After a few seconds I heard him cleaning himself up. He unlocked the door to see me there
"Hi Billie" I said
"Um...how long were you out here?"
"Long enough" I said walking past him.
"And what's sp important that you made me hurry up anyhow?"
"Girl stuff" I said as I held a pad up to his face. He smiled and left.
The next few days were a drag, we were all just waiting for Wednesday, and thank fuck when it finally came. My alarm went off at 6:30
"LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!" I heard Mike yell.
"Michael! It's 6:30 am!" My aunt yelled
"Sorry!"
I giggled. I sat up and heard Mike get to the bathroom first, so I sat there until I saw him go back to his room. When he finally did I pushed the blankets off and crawled, carefully, out of the bed.
"Ready for summer?" Mike asked as he ran out if his room in search of a shirt
"I guess...I sure get to start it off great. Depressed and cramped." He smiled at me as he found a shirt on the floor of the hallway. I walked into the bathroom and got changed, jeans and a black t-shirt. I stared at myself for a while and got an idea. I should make everyone scream.
I walked downstairs at 7:15, we had 15 minutes before we met up with Billie Joe.
"Holy Shit!" Mike yelled, my aunt slapped him
"Wow, what's the occasion?" She asked.
"Just wanna send eveeryone off with this memory" I said
I had put on a knee length skirt, a pink one. And I had on a pink tanktop. I actually put on eyeliner the way it's supposed to go on, and eyeshadow. My put my hair up in a ponytail and I guess it worked, I scared my cousin.
"Ready to go?" I heard Billie ask. I turned to him
"Wow..." He said as he examinded me, top to bottom to chest.
"Yeah, lets go" Mike said. He ran off.
Billie and I walked together to school, when we got there, even the teachers stared. I laughed at everyone's faces, it was like, a kodak moment.
It was now 2:59, everyone was counting down the seconds till 3:00, Mike leading them.
"You people are so stupid, the bell goes off at 3:01"
"3,2,1!"
Nothing happened
"Told ya" I said
"Shut up" Some one replied
"Whatever, ass."
"Didn't I just say shut up"
"Yeah, but I don't have to listen." He gave me this weird look and the bell rang. Mike sprinted all the way home screaming
"NO MORE SCHOOL!!! I GET WAFFLES FOR LUNCH!!" Billie and I stared at him as he ran up the street.
"A true individual" I said giggling as Billie laughed.
"Sure as hell ain't normal..." Billie said. We walked back to the house, we were talking and I was enjoying this all until I saw Adrienne walking up.
"Hey guys" She said. Don't get me wrong, I liked Adrienne as a friend, but I liked Billie too. And I wanted to be the one who got the guy for a change.
"Hey" Billie said, smiling.
"Hi..." I said quietly. I was thinking maybe I should talk to Adrienne about Billie Joe. It'd be the smart thing to do...
"So, I figured I'd come down and walk back with you, since Mike is too busy raving about waffles" She smiled.
"Yeah,. he ran home yelling about them" Billie said.
"I heard" She said.
"I'm gonna go...now...bye.." I said, walking away from Billie and Adrienne.
I walked home, alone. I saw Myla getting out of the car to go inside, just getting back from her dad's house. Mike was inside, making waffles. I went upstairs and got changed and went into the kitchen
"What is with the waffles?" I asked Mike
"They're good. And now I can eat them whenever I want, cause there's no school lunch system to stop me" He smiled while putting some on a plate "Want some?"
I shook my head.
"Adrienne got you guys, didn't she?" He smiled slyly
"Yeah...her and Billie are walking home I guess...I just left..."
'Wow, that'll solve the problem" He said sarcastically. I left the room and st outside on the steps, after a few minutes I saw Adrienne and Billie walk by.
"Esther, can you tell Mike I'll be at Adrienne's?" Billie hollard, I nodded regetfully as I watched them walk over to her house with his hand wrapped around hers.
2 days of sumer passed and Billie was over once in a while. He was out alot, and so was Adrienne but they weren't going out. That's what he said, they were just trying to get to know each other.
I woke up after a nap at around 6 o'clock, at 7 Billie, Mike, Adrienne and I were going to a skatepark for the hell of it, none of us could skate, but we didn't want to be inside.
At 7 Mike and I walked over to Adrienne's to find Billie and her waiting to leave.
"Ready?" I asked.
"Yeah. come on" Billie said.
Mike was leading us down the sidewalk, as we came up to the park.
"Holy shit..he is not here..." I said
"Who?" Adrienne asked
"Some as from school, I hate him. He hates me...end of story."
"What's his name?"
"Jack."
"Oh"
So, yeah that was him. I tried to ignore him, basically because Mike and Billie said to. I had been in a few fights before, and they didn't like it.
"Hey, did you all know that Esther is Latin for 'gay person'? He aksed. I looked at him like he was stupid
"That was so stupid, there proves you are dumber than Mike's waffle he ate today" A crowd was around us by now, doing that stupid "Oooooooo!" Thing after each comeback
"You would now, you have the same IQ as it!"
"Oh shut up you asswipe, go to hell!"
"You can!"
"I've been there and I like it!" I screamed. Mike was behind me, telling me to back down. Was he crazy, no way in fuck was I.
"Just shut up, no one likes you" He said
"And what about us?" Billie asked
"You just feel sorry for her because she's an orphan!" He yelled, I stared at him and I felt tears, I didn't cry thoughj
"That was just low!" Mike yelled
"Shut the hel--" I cut Billie off and I tried to go after him, only, Mike's reflexes were to quick and he cuaght my arm.
"Ooo! The bitch wants to coem after me!"
"Damn right! I sure as hell won't rape you!" I yelled.
"You probably already tried to get her" He pointed to Adrienne
"YOu are so stupid! Fall in a ditch, please!"
"You can!"
"You'd make the world better if you'd shut up and drop dead!" I screamed
"You can for me"
"I'm gonna hurt you so bad..."
"Really? you wanna a peice of this?"
"No, all of it.." I said.
"You can't handle it"
"At least I can keep my grades above a 20!"
"At least I have parents!"
Now that was a low blow.
I even saw strangers jaws drop
I tore out of Mike's grip and jumped on Jack. I started punching his face until he pushed me off, he stood up and jammed a skateboard into my side and I screamed.
"Fuckass.." I said, I pulled him down by the ankle and slammed my foot down on his crotch. My side started throbbing and I was crying by now. No one has the right to say that, no one deserves to hear that.
Jack stood back up and punched me square in the jaw. I threw his glasses off his face and broke them before a good smack on the face and a good punch in the eye. He'd have a nice bruise there. I already felt mine forming on my face.
We were rolling around in the ground for a while before security actually saw us and pulled me off of him. Mike took me by one arm and Billie had the other
"I will kill you...you son of a bitch!" I kicked him again and he fell to the ground. I was pushed out by Billie and Mike as Adrienne followed. We were on the sidewalk
"Holy hell...Esther..." Mike said after 20 minutes.
"I know...oh my God...my side..." I grabbed my side and winced in pain as even more tears fell down. I hung my head forward as the world started spinning. I had no idea why. My body was burning, it had been for a while. I felt sick. My head started throbbing, I put my hand there to, only to be scared.
I just sat there, trying not to think about that again. But I can't! She's there, with no pants! And I can't stop thinking about girls now! Damnit!
*Esther's POV*
Billie stood up and walked away.
"I have to go to the bathroom..I'll be right back" He said. I watched him walk off, getting some ideas that I liked ( :D )
"So, anything to do today?" I asked Mike as I started chewing on a straw
"I don't know, maybe we can get Adrienne and see of she wants to do anything."
"Okay, I'll get dressed" I started walking upstairs, as I passes the bathroom I head
"Uhhh....ahhh....ohhh..." And a long sigh. I smiled and tried to picture him in there. I liked this mental image. I decided to ruin this, I knocked on the door.
"Hey B.J.?" I asked with a wide smile.
"Uh..yeah?" He said, with that 'uh..' being orgasmic.
"Um, we are gonna go to Adrienne's in a few to see if she wants to do anything, okay?" asked,
"Um..yeah..." He answered, sounding anxious.
"And, Billie?"
"yeah?"
"What's taking so long, might I ask?" I smiled as I heard him mutter 'shit'
"Umm...." I smiled and laughed a little.
"Well, you need to get your hand off your cock soon. I need to get something" I said. I could see him turn red. I got some clothes and waited outside the door for a few more minutes, I could hear him trying to hurry, no speaking to himself. I heard him try to keep quiet as his climax went up and down. After a few seconds I heard him cleaning himself up. He unlocked the door to see me there
"Hi Billie" I said
"Um...how long were you out here?"
"Long enough" I said walking past him.
"And what's sp important that you made me hurry up anyhow?"
"Girl stuff" I said as I held a pad up to his face. He smiled and left.
The next few days were a drag, we were all just waiting for Wednesday, and thank fuck when it finally came. My alarm went off at 6:30
"LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!" I heard Mike yell.
"Michael! It's 6:30 am!" My aunt yelled
"Sorry!"
I giggled. I sat up and heard Mike get to the bathroom first, so I sat there until I saw him go back to his room. When he finally did I pushed the blankets off and crawled, carefully, out of the bed.
"Ready for summer?" Mike asked as he ran out if his room in search of a shirt
"I guess...I sure get to start it off great. Depressed and cramped." He smiled at me as he found a shirt on the floor of the hallway. I walked into the bathroom and got changed, jeans and a black t-shirt. I stared at myself for a while and got an idea. I should make everyone scream.
I walked downstairs at 7:15, we had 15 minutes before we met up with Billie Joe.
"Holy Shit!" Mike yelled, my aunt slapped him
"Wow, what's the occasion?" She asked.
"Just wanna send eveeryone off with this memory" I said
I had put on a knee length skirt, a pink one. And I had on a pink tanktop. I actually put on eyeliner the way it's supposed to go on, and eyeshadow. My put my hair up in a ponytail and I guess it worked, I scared my cousin.
"Ready to go?" I heard Billie ask. I turned to him
"Wow..." He said as he examinded me, top to bottom to chest.
"Yeah, lets go" Mike said. He ran off.
Billie and I walked together to school, when we got there, even the teachers stared. I laughed at everyone's faces, it was like, a kodak moment.
It was now 2:59, everyone was counting down the seconds till 3:00, Mike leading them.
"You people are so stupid, the bell goes off at 3:01"
"3,2,1!"
Nothing happened
"Told ya" I said
"Shut up" Some one replied
"Whatever, ass."
"Didn't I just say shut up"
"Yeah, but I don't have to listen." He gave me this weird look and the bell rang. Mike sprinted all the way home screaming
"NO MORE SCHOOL!!! I GET WAFFLES FOR LUNCH!!" Billie and I stared at him as he ran up the street.
"A true individual" I said giggling as Billie laughed.
"Sure as hell ain't normal..." Billie said. We walked back to the house, we were talking and I was enjoying this all until I saw Adrienne walking up.
"Hey guys" She said. Don't get me wrong, I liked Adrienne as a friend, but I liked Billie too. And I wanted to be the one who got the guy for a change.
"Hey" Billie said, smiling.
"Hi..." I said quietly. I was thinking maybe I should talk to Adrienne about Billie Joe. It'd be the smart thing to do...
"So, I figured I'd come down and walk back with you, since Mike is too busy raving about waffles" She smiled.
"Yeah,. he ran home yelling about them" Billie said.
"I heard" She said.
"I'm gonna go...now...bye.." I said, walking away from Billie and Adrienne.
I walked home, alone. I saw Myla getting out of the car to go inside, just getting back from her dad's house. Mike was inside, making waffles. I went upstairs and got changed and went into the kitchen
"What is with the waffles?" I asked Mike
"They're good. And now I can eat them whenever I want, cause there's no school lunch system to stop me" He smiled while putting some on a plate "Want some?"
I shook my head.
"Adrienne got you guys, didn't she?" He smiled slyly
"Yeah...her and Billie are walking home I guess...I just left..."
'Wow, that'll solve the problem" He said sarcastically. I left the room and st outside on the steps, after a few minutes I saw Adrienne and Billie walk by.
"Esther, can you tell Mike I'll be at Adrienne's?" Billie hollard, I nodded regetfully as I watched them walk over to her house with his hand wrapped around hers.
2 days of sumer passed and Billie was over once in a while. He was out alot, and so was Adrienne but they weren't going out. That's what he said, they were just trying to get to know each other.
I woke up after a nap at around 6 o'clock, at 7 Billie, Mike, Adrienne and I were going to a skatepark for the hell of it, none of us could skate, but we didn't want to be inside.
At 7 Mike and I walked over to Adrienne's to find Billie and her waiting to leave.
"Ready?" I asked.
"Yeah. come on" Billie said.
Mike was leading us down the sidewalk, as we came up to the park.
"Holy shit..he is not here..." I said
"Who?" Adrienne asked
"Some as from school, I hate him. He hates me...end of story."
"What's his name?"
"Jack."
"Oh"
So, yeah that was him. I tried to ignore him, basically because Mike and Billie said to. I had been in a few fights before, and they didn't like it.
"Hey, did you all know that Esther is Latin for 'gay person'? He aksed. I looked at him like he was stupid
"That was so stupid, there proves you are dumber than Mike's waffle he ate today" A crowd was around us by now, doing that stupid "Oooooooo!" Thing after each comeback
"You would now, you have the same IQ as it!"
"Oh shut up you asswipe, go to hell!"
"You can!"
"I've been there and I like it!" I screamed. Mike was behind me, telling me to back down. Was he crazy, no way in fuck was I.
"Just shut up, no one likes you" He said
"And what about us?" Billie asked
"You just feel sorry for her because she's an orphan!" He yelled, I stared at him and I felt tears, I didn't cry thoughj
"That was just low!" Mike yelled
"Shut the hel--" I cut Billie off and I tried to go after him, only, Mike's reflexes were to quick and he cuaght my arm.
"Ooo! The bitch wants to coem after me!"
"Damn right! I sure as hell won't rape you!" I yelled.
"You probably already tried to get her" He pointed to Adrienne
"YOu are so stupid! Fall in a ditch, please!"
"You can!"
"You'd make the world better if you'd shut up and drop dead!" I screamed
"You can for me"
"I'm gonna hurt you so bad..."
"Really? you wanna a peice of this?"
"No, all of it.." I said.
"You can't handle it"
"At least I can keep my grades above a 20!"
"At least I have parents!"
Now that was a low blow.
I even saw strangers jaws drop
I tore out of Mike's grip and jumped on Jack. I started punching his face until he pushed me off, he stood up and jammed a skateboard into my side and I screamed.
"Fuckass.." I said, I pulled him down by the ankle and slammed my foot down on his crotch. My side started throbbing and I was crying by now. No one has the right to say that, no one deserves to hear that.
Jack stood back up and punched me square in the jaw. I threw his glasses off his face and broke them before a good smack on the face and a good punch in the eye. He'd have a nice bruise there. I already felt mine forming on my face.
We were rolling around in the ground for a while before security actually saw us and pulled me off of him. Mike took me by one arm and Billie had the other
"I will kill you...you son of a bitch!" I kicked him again and he fell to the ground. I was pushed out by Billie and Mike as Adrienne followed. We were on the sidewalk
"Holy hell...Esther..." Mike said after 20 minutes.
"I know...oh my God...my side..." I grabbed my side and winced in pain as even more tears fell down. I hung my head forward as the world started spinning. I had no idea why. My body was burning, it had been for a while. I felt sick. My head started throbbing, I put my hand there to, only to be scared.
