Puberty Took A Turn For The Worse, chapter 1
"What the hell is this?" Mike asked Billie as they both sat on the lumpy couch. Billie shrugged and grunted as he was flicking through the channels. He rested the remote on the couch and they watched some music channels. Mike sighed and rested his head on his arm. School had been so boring for the both of them today and there was nothing to do. Mike eyes started to close until he heard a piano being played beautifully. He looked at the television and it was some pop song but it sounded ok. Mike sat up and listened and Billie did the same. It was really sad and the lyrics sort of put a light on the boy's gloomy day. Mike rested back on his arm and listened to the piano. Billie listened to the lyrics and he felt like a dagger had stabbed him in the heart. He was so overwhelmed by the sadness of the song. It bought back memories of his dad and he felt like he was gonna cry. He didn't want to cry. He hated to cry in front of Mike, it made him feel weak and that Mike had to make him feel safe. The problem was Billie couldn't hold back these tears. He sniffed and Mike looked over at him. Mike looked at Billie and saw the single tear roll down his soft, pale cheek. Mike shifted and wrapped his arm around Billie's shoulder.
"I'm alright Mike seriously." Billie said kind of angrily moving forward so Mike couldn't put his arm around him.
"I was just being supportive." Mike said.
"Yeah well just... don't ok." Billie said was he wiped his tears away.
"Alright" Mike said as he sat back against the hard couch. He moved his knee over so that it touched Billie's. Billie smiled to himself and bit his bottom lip. He sat back on the couch and focused on the television. Mike wasn't sure what to do. He didn't want Billie to snap at him again so he just sat there.
*Billie*
If only you knew Mikey. If only you knew this burning secret in the pit of my gut that has been haunting me since that day you kissed me. I know it was only a joke under the mistletoe but to me it was more. Much more. I love the way you worked that kiss and it was so spur of the moment. It only lasted a few seconds but I can still taste the sugar on your lips. What I wouldn't give to taste a new kind of taste on your soft velvety lips.
I moved my arm down from my face and I brushed arms with Mike. This is just stupid. Every time I come into the smallest contact with Mike. I feel like making out with him until my lips fall off. He knows I'm bi and he is ok with that but I don't want him to hate me because he's straight. I would rather have him like me and not know my gay lust for him than lose him forever. I returned to watching the music channels with Mike who was really quiet. He sighed and then turned to me.
"This is boring. Wanna do something else?" Mike asked me. Yeah I wanna do something but I don't think you'll like the idea. I looked into his blue crystals he likes to call eyes.
"Whatever." I said after a long pause which was probably about 2 minutes. I've gotta be more careful about how I think of him if I'm gonna keep this a secret. Mike stood up and I stood up and I followed him out the door. I walked out in my skinny legged black washed jeans, my white and black stripped t shirt and all black converse. We walked down to the 7-11 and all the local kids were standing outside most were our friends and some were our rivals. I looked at the front entrance and my other best friend Madison was standing at the side with some of her other friends and her boyfriend Tom. Tom was a bit of a dick to me but he was good to Madison and that's all I cared about. Madison is a beautiful girl and I don't know why she hangs around with the likes of me and Mike. She has short spiky red hair, big chocolate brown eyes and from a friends point of view I would say she has a great figure. Tom on the other hand is an Emo boy without the "Emo"tions. Ha ha. That was good. Madison wipes the soda of her cherry coloured lips and smiled at me. She crossed the parking lot with her white and green converse hitting the floor as she took long strides with all the preppy boys howling at her. She was wearing her normal tartan bondage skirt, torn fishnet tights and a black corsets top and Tom's black denim jacket.
"Alright Maddie. Now you're done with your boy you're gonna fuck the bi boy." One of the preps Randy yelled with all his friends laughing. She turns around and screamed "Randy. Don't you all your retarded little gobshites you call friends have to go to the brothel so you can hear some money. Get your corsets on girls." Maddie smiled with her arms crossed across her chest.
"You're a slut." Randy called out.
"That's why you're working at the brothel. You're the slut!" Maddie screamed.
"Hi Maddie." I said as I stood at her side. Mike walked over to our friends. She looked at me and smiled. We walked over to our friends again. Tom walked over to Maddie and flipped his Emo out of his face and kissed her passionately. He grabbed her ass and sat her on the side of the shop. I heard Maddie moan it was hard not to cos they were standing right next to me. He started to kiss down her neck living small lovebites and every now and then looking at me to make sure I knew what he was doing. Yeah, Hi, Tom I have the hots for Mike not Maddie you dick.
I walked away from the happy couple and stood in a circle with my friends. David, my other friend was smoking his cigarette like a horny porn star, moaning.
"What are you doing?" I asked tilting my head to the side. He was breathing in and out the smoke and he was moaning. He was a good looking guy and I had a tiny thing for him and he knew it.
"Doesn't this turn you on baby?" David asked before he rolled his eyes back and threw his head back. He moaned with the smoke still in his mouth. All the girls laughed and Mike and the boys looked disturbed. I laughed and decided to go along with it.
"Oh yeah David *hmm* you do things to me that I can't *moans* explain *moans!*" I screamed. David laughs and I laughed with him.
I sat on the wall on my own for a while. I looked down at all my friends and I thought about how they all have someone. I see Maddie and Tom hold each other and all I want is well... that. I want someone to hold and someone that loves me but things never really go the way I want them to. But then my thoughts were rudely interrupted by Emma.
"Billie. There's something you have to see." Emma said as she came out from behind the fence. I followed her away from the front of the 7-11 to the back and she pointed at our graffiti wall that we had permission to graffiti. I widened my emerald green eyes at the sight before me.
"Oh shit... " I said.
"I'm alright Mike seriously." Billie said kind of angrily moving forward so Mike couldn't put his arm around him.
"I was just being supportive." Mike said.
"Yeah well just... don't ok." Billie said was he wiped his tears away.
"Alright" Mike said as he sat back against the hard couch. He moved his knee over so that it touched Billie's. Billie smiled to himself and bit his bottom lip. He sat back on the couch and focused on the television. Mike wasn't sure what to do. He didn't want Billie to snap at him again so he just sat there.
*Billie*
If only you knew Mikey. If only you knew this burning secret in the pit of my gut that has been haunting me since that day you kissed me. I know it was only a joke under the mistletoe but to me it was more. Much more. I love the way you worked that kiss and it was so spur of the moment. It only lasted a few seconds but I can still taste the sugar on your lips. What I wouldn't give to taste a new kind of taste on your soft velvety lips.
I moved my arm down from my face and I brushed arms with Mike. This is just stupid. Every time I come into the smallest contact with Mike. I feel like making out with him until my lips fall off. He knows I'm bi and he is ok with that but I don't want him to hate me because he's straight. I would rather have him like me and not know my gay lust for him than lose him forever. I returned to watching the music channels with Mike who was really quiet. He sighed and then turned to me.
"This is boring. Wanna do something else?" Mike asked me. Yeah I wanna do something but I don't think you'll like the idea. I looked into his blue crystals he likes to call eyes.
"Whatever." I said after a long pause which was probably about 2 minutes. I've gotta be more careful about how I think of him if I'm gonna keep this a secret. Mike stood up and I stood up and I followed him out the door. I walked out in my skinny legged black washed jeans, my white and black stripped t shirt and all black converse. We walked down to the 7-11 and all the local kids were standing outside most were our friends and some were our rivals. I looked at the front entrance and my other best friend Madison was standing at the side with some of her other friends and her boyfriend Tom. Tom was a bit of a dick to me but he was good to Madison and that's all I cared about. Madison is a beautiful girl and I don't know why she hangs around with the likes of me and Mike. She has short spiky red hair, big chocolate brown eyes and from a friends point of view I would say she has a great figure. Tom on the other hand is an Emo boy without the "Emo"tions. Ha ha. That was good. Madison wipes the soda of her cherry coloured lips and smiled at me. She crossed the parking lot with her white and green converse hitting the floor as she took long strides with all the preppy boys howling at her. She was wearing her normal tartan bondage skirt, torn fishnet tights and a black corsets top and Tom's black denim jacket.
"Alright Maddie. Now you're done with your boy you're gonna fuck the bi boy." One of the preps Randy yelled with all his friends laughing. She turns around and screamed "Randy. Don't you all your retarded little gobshites you call friends have to go to the brothel so you can hear some money. Get your corsets on girls." Maddie smiled with her arms crossed across her chest.
"You're a slut." Randy called out.
"That's why you're working at the brothel. You're the slut!" Maddie screamed.
"Hi Maddie." I said as I stood at her side. Mike walked over to our friends. She looked at me and smiled. We walked over to our friends again. Tom walked over to Maddie and flipped his Emo out of his face and kissed her passionately. He grabbed her ass and sat her on the side of the shop. I heard Maddie moan it was hard not to cos they were standing right next to me. He started to kiss down her neck living small lovebites and every now and then looking at me to make sure I knew what he was doing. Yeah, Hi, Tom I have the hots for Mike not Maddie you dick.
I walked away from the happy couple and stood in a circle with my friends. David, my other friend was smoking his cigarette like a horny porn star, moaning.
"What are you doing?" I asked tilting my head to the side. He was breathing in and out the smoke and he was moaning. He was a good looking guy and I had a tiny thing for him and he knew it.
"Doesn't this turn you on baby?" David asked before he rolled his eyes back and threw his head back. He moaned with the smoke still in his mouth. All the girls laughed and Mike and the boys looked disturbed. I laughed and decided to go along with it.
"Oh yeah David *hmm* you do things to me that I can't *moans* explain *moans!*" I screamed. David laughs and I laughed with him.
I sat on the wall on my own for a while. I looked down at all my friends and I thought about how they all have someone. I see Maddie and Tom hold each other and all I want is well... that. I want someone to hold and someone that loves me but things never really go the way I want them to. But then my thoughts were rudely interrupted by Emma.
"Billie. There's something you have to see." Emma said as she came out from behind the fence. I followed her away from the front of the 7-11 to the back and she pointed at our graffiti wall that we had permission to graffiti. I widened my emerald green eyes at the sight before me.
"Oh shit... " I said.
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