Will you notice me yet?, chapter 1
She watched him from afar. She could never be good enough for someone like him. Mike Dirnt, the most beautiful person she had ever met didn't even know she existed.
She sighed and took out her note book, it was grade 6, but she was smart enough to go to grade seven all the teachers told her, but she would never move up a grade if it ment she wasn't going to be in his class. Even if he didn't talk to her or know her name there was still a chance he would start one day, if only he would notice her.
"Miss Chambers, please pay attention." She snapped back into reality. Math was always difficult to stay awake threw, she knew everything and could easily learn in ten minutes and she had already listened for the first twenty minutes.
After math the teacher switched desks, which ment she didn't feel like teaching at the moment. She noticed that Mike was being placed by the window, he used to be across from her and it was the perfect veiw. But luck had to make it difficult, she was placed in the back of the class across from a really large boy named renolds, he failed grade six atleast 2 times, well that's what everyone said. He was blocking her veiw from Mike and it made her angry, if she could just move slightly to the left. CRASH! The chair leaned to far and she fell right on her head, it was the most embarrassing thing that's ever happened. Everyone laughed, except Mike who was staring out the window. She didn't know if it was a bad or good thing that he didn't see her fall.
Every single day went the same, it was nearing the end of grade six and Mike still hadn't noticed her. All of her friends had become so grown up looking with breasts and the model bodies, while she had no perfections all she had was a boyish figure and short brown hair to add to the male look. She hated it. Maybe that was why Mike didn't lnotice her in that way, or any other guys.
The last day of school came very quickly, the time for everyone to say good bye even though they knew very well that they would be back next year. All of the girls cried and hugged, except her, she rolled her eyes at how stupid it was to cry infront of people and make themselves look like a fool.
She sat on the swings with her friend Cassandra, everyone called her Cassy except her. They usually did before walking home, or in her case her mother picked her up from school because it was to far to walk across the highway.
It had been a half hour and the two had finally gotten bored of swinging and screaming stupid things and walked to the grey bars were and sat at the top. She had felt really crappy for awhile but just shrugged it off. Cassandra left her after awhile so she made her way to the parking lot where her mom was waiting.
In the bathroom as soon as she got home she was confronted with the most terrible news, she had gotten her period. That explained the gross feeling she had all day, she thanked god she was wearing black pants that day.
She hadn't told her mom, only her sister. But after like three days she had to tell her, they were running low of "stuff". Her mom didn't make a big deal of it, which she was happy for. It took awhile to get used to it, but eventually she did.
It was around 12ish, she wasn't used to getting up so late but she had stayed up until five o'clock in the morning on the computer. That was her alone time, to just think. The phone rang.
'Hello."
"Hey Jenn, I was wondering you wanted to go to the beach with Jenna, Tara, Denise and me?"
"Um, I'm sorry who is this?" Jenn asked (by now I think you know her name is Jenn... I didn't say it before cause I was lazy. ) she ran her hadn threw her hair and let out a silent sigh.
"It's Katie."
"Oh okay I'll come. When do you want me to go to your house? '"
"Whenever."
"Okay." she hung up the phone and got ready. Her bathing suit was ugly, but it went with her ugly body so she packed it, and got all her other clothes ready since they where probably sleeping over to and left a note for her mom. She wouldn't care.
She walked over to Katie's there she was waiting for her. "Hi. So when are we going?"
"Tomorrow, I thought I told you. Is that okay?"
"Perfect." they walked inside, Denise, Jenna, and Tara were sitting on the bed playing and old version of the donkey kong video game.
Jenn had known Denise, Jenna and Katie a long time, but Tara she had only met three times and they didn't really talk. Denise had long brown hair and perfectly tanned skin, Jenna was a bit chuby but was still pretty and katie brownish gold hair and was always upset because she apperently had an ugly figure, which Jenn laughed at, cause it wasn't as bad as hers. Tara was blonde and had that preppy look just like the rest but had a punkish edge to it.
That night Katie Tara and Denise slept under the bed while her and Jenna got the top. A very different way to sleep, she thought to herself when she woke up and looked towards the large mirror beside the bed, as she had always done when she was there, she always seemed to feel better about herself when she was there looking in her friends mirror.
That night was wildly hilarious, her and Tara had gotten to know each other better and had become good friends in such little time. They had also done her eyebrows and now they were thin and had some shap to them, finally something to like about her.
Soon she would become beautiful she thought to herself as she lifted the covers and hoped out of bed, stumbling on peoples feet. She looked under the bed, Tara, Katie and Denise sleeping under the bed.
A few hours later everyone stopped worrying about how they looked they where on their way to the beach, since her mom only gave her ten dollars, things money wise wasn't looking up, she couldn't buy anything expensive from any of the stores near there.
At the beach she had become burnt and it was the only time she had every gotten her skin burnt to the point it pealed. It was great fun, Katie bought her a shirt that said "choke my chicken' on it, after that Tara informed her that it ment a hand job but it didn't matter, it took so long to get the shirt. The first shirt had ripped cause the material was bad and she got a size to small, so they went back and got a different one. At the end of the day she looked back and smiled as Katie's dad droped them off.
Once she got home she ran up to her room and jumped on her bed. Listening to the music playing in her head and slowly went to sleep, even though it was only 3:45 AM.
She sighed and took out her note book, it was grade 6, but she was smart enough to go to grade seven all the teachers told her, but she would never move up a grade if it ment she wasn't going to be in his class. Even if he didn't talk to her or know her name there was still a chance he would start one day, if only he would notice her.
"Miss Chambers, please pay attention." She snapped back into reality. Math was always difficult to stay awake threw, she knew everything and could easily learn in ten minutes and she had already listened for the first twenty minutes.
After math the teacher switched desks, which ment she didn't feel like teaching at the moment. She noticed that Mike was being placed by the window, he used to be across from her and it was the perfect veiw. But luck had to make it difficult, she was placed in the back of the class across from a really large boy named renolds, he failed grade six atleast 2 times, well that's what everyone said. He was blocking her veiw from Mike and it made her angry, if she could just move slightly to the left. CRASH! The chair leaned to far and she fell right on her head, it was the most embarrassing thing that's ever happened. Everyone laughed, except Mike who was staring out the window. She didn't know if it was a bad or good thing that he didn't see her fall.
Every single day went the same, it was nearing the end of grade six and Mike still hadn't noticed her. All of her friends had become so grown up looking with breasts and the model bodies, while she had no perfections all she had was a boyish figure and short brown hair to add to the male look. She hated it. Maybe that was why Mike didn't lnotice her in that way, or any other guys.
The last day of school came very quickly, the time for everyone to say good bye even though they knew very well that they would be back next year. All of the girls cried and hugged, except her, she rolled her eyes at how stupid it was to cry infront of people and make themselves look like a fool.
She sat on the swings with her friend Cassandra, everyone called her Cassy except her. They usually did before walking home, or in her case her mother picked her up from school because it was to far to walk across the highway.
It had been a half hour and the two had finally gotten bored of swinging and screaming stupid things and walked to the grey bars were and sat at the top. She had felt really crappy for awhile but just shrugged it off. Cassandra left her after awhile so she made her way to the parking lot where her mom was waiting.
In the bathroom as soon as she got home she was confronted with the most terrible news, she had gotten her period. That explained the gross feeling she had all day, she thanked god she was wearing black pants that day.
She hadn't told her mom, only her sister. But after like three days she had to tell her, they were running low of "stuff". Her mom didn't make a big deal of it, which she was happy for. It took awhile to get used to it, but eventually she did.
It was around 12ish, she wasn't used to getting up so late but she had stayed up until five o'clock in the morning on the computer. That was her alone time, to just think. The phone rang.
'Hello."
"Hey Jenn, I was wondering you wanted to go to the beach with Jenna, Tara, Denise and me?"
"Um, I'm sorry who is this?" Jenn asked (by now I think you know her name is Jenn... I didn't say it before cause I was lazy. ) she ran her hadn threw her hair and let out a silent sigh.
"It's Katie."
"Oh okay I'll come. When do you want me to go to your house? '"
"Whenever."
"Okay." she hung up the phone and got ready. Her bathing suit was ugly, but it went with her ugly body so she packed it, and got all her other clothes ready since they where probably sleeping over to and left a note for her mom. She wouldn't care.
She walked over to Katie's there she was waiting for her. "Hi. So when are we going?"
"Tomorrow, I thought I told you. Is that okay?"
"Perfect." they walked inside, Denise, Jenna, and Tara were sitting on the bed playing and old version of the donkey kong video game.
Jenn had known Denise, Jenna and Katie a long time, but Tara she had only met three times and they didn't really talk. Denise had long brown hair and perfectly tanned skin, Jenna was a bit chuby but was still pretty and katie brownish gold hair and was always upset because she apperently had an ugly figure, which Jenn laughed at, cause it wasn't as bad as hers. Tara was blonde and had that preppy look just like the rest but had a punkish edge to it.
That night Katie Tara and Denise slept under the bed while her and Jenna got the top. A very different way to sleep, she thought to herself when she woke up and looked towards the large mirror beside the bed, as she had always done when she was there, she always seemed to feel better about herself when she was there looking in her friends mirror.
That night was wildly hilarious, her and Tara had gotten to know each other better and had become good friends in such little time. They had also done her eyebrows and now they were thin and had some shap to them, finally something to like about her.
Soon she would become beautiful she thought to herself as she lifted the covers and hoped out of bed, stumbling on peoples feet. She looked under the bed, Tara, Katie and Denise sleeping under the bed.
A few hours later everyone stopped worrying about how they looked they where on their way to the beach, since her mom only gave her ten dollars, things money wise wasn't looking up, she couldn't buy anything expensive from any of the stores near there.
At the beach she had become burnt and it was the only time she had every gotten her skin burnt to the point it pealed. It was great fun, Katie bought her a shirt that said "choke my chicken' on it, after that Tara informed her that it ment a hand job but it didn't matter, it took so long to get the shirt. The first shirt had ripped cause the material was bad and she got a size to small, so they went back and got a different one. At the end of the day she looked back and smiled as Katie's dad droped them off.
Once she got home she ran up to her room and jumped on her bed. Listening to the music playing in her head and slowly went to sleep, even though it was only 3:45 AM.
