This has got to be the hardest thing ive ever done...this week, chapter 1
I sat in my room on my bed, staring at the ceiling. Nothing else...just looking at the stars on the ceiling of my room...I painted them last year...one for each time I cut....there were exactly 60 stars on the ceiling. 'Damn' I thought to myself...'I had a problem.' But she saved me...she was there when no one else was. Ill explain later...let me introduce myself, My name is Anne im 16 and i live in shitworld (Arizona). Ok back to the story, Marie...I miss her..I loved her..I never told my parents about us....they dont know...they wont understand. I never had the guts to tell them....im bisexual. My brother knows..my cousin knows,my aunt and uncle know,my friends know...my parents wont, everyones sworn to secrecy. Marie..she was so beautiful, we were together for at least two years...until that slut bitch whore Casey came to our school...I never went...only when i wanted to I went to school. I wish I hadent gone that day.
Wednesday November 16, 2005
"Hey baby" She said to me before she kissed me...our last one..forever.
"Hey" I said quietly..I had got into a fight with my mother about my grades...they sucked.
"Oh yeah um Anne have you met Casey? Shes new...she moved here from New York"
"So shes a Yankee fan then huh?"
"Yeah you gotta problem"
"Yes I do your hanging off my girlfriend like a cheep piece of jewlery! And I think the Arizona Diamondbacks are way better...Fuck you you whore." Ive always had a big mouth..not afraid to speak my mind.
"Your girlfriend?Marie I thought you said you were single?"
"Well umm yeah see I am..sorry Anne."
"Dont you fucking talk to me...ever. again. Remember this..She wont love you the way I did...NO ONE EVER WILL!!" I screamed as I started to run out the gates.
I thought to myself 'To think she said shed never hurt me.' I didnt know where I would go..All my friends were at school. I might as well fucking drop out. I said to myself..out loud by mistake. "Excuse me..whatd you say.." I turned around and saw the principal..She saw me running..I had a history of ditching.
"I SAID I MIGHT AS WELL FUCKING DROP OUT!"
"OK Ms.Hart calm down I saw what happened and I dont care if you drop out its your choice ill file the paperwork and get your grandfather to sighn it."
"My grandparents were my legal guardians considering I thought my life would go easier and plus...they were filthy fuckin rich.
I walked over to my cousins house I knew he would be home..he lost his job. So I stayed there until school was sposed to be over. The school called home...Im in deep shit now.
Wednesday November 16, 2005
"Hey baby" She said to me before she kissed me...our last one..forever.
"Hey" I said quietly..I had got into a fight with my mother about my grades...they sucked.
"Oh yeah um Anne have you met Casey? Shes new...she moved here from New York"
"So shes a Yankee fan then huh?"
"Yeah you gotta problem"
"Yes I do your hanging off my girlfriend like a cheep piece of jewlery! And I think the Arizona Diamondbacks are way better...Fuck you you whore." Ive always had a big mouth..not afraid to speak my mind.
"Your girlfriend?Marie I thought you said you were single?"
"Well umm yeah see I am..sorry Anne."
"Dont you fucking talk to me...ever. again. Remember this..She wont love you the way I did...NO ONE EVER WILL!!" I screamed as I started to run out the gates.
I thought to myself 'To think she said shed never hurt me.' I didnt know where I would go..All my friends were at school. I might as well fucking drop out. I said to myself..out loud by mistake. "Excuse me..whatd you say.." I turned around and saw the principal..She saw me running..I had a history of ditching.
"I SAID I MIGHT AS WELL FUCKING DROP OUT!"
"OK Ms.Hart calm down I saw what happened and I dont care if you drop out its your choice ill file the paperwork and get your grandfather to sighn it."
"My grandparents were my legal guardians considering I thought my life would go easier and plus...they were filthy fuckin rich.
I walked over to my cousins house I knew he would be home..he lost his job. So I stayed there until school was sposed to be over. The school called home...Im in deep shit now.
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