80 bucks, chapter 2
After getting their stuff on the Adeline records storage room the bus stopped at the Armstrong house at 4.20 AM, yes it really took them so long to get back home. They stopped few times. They got really drunk and everyone was little sad how this American Idiot era has came to it's end. The tour was over, and it was time for them to head back home, to start living their 'normal' lives. They were going to start to work on the new record early 2006.
Billie took the door key out of his pocket. His eyes watered, he pondered a second if he should open the door or close it and run away. He felt so bad. There was this lump in his chest he couldn't breathe--
Suddenly the door opened, there she was, standing right in front of him in her pyjamas. She rubbed her eyes and looked half asleep, her hair was a mess, everything on her was perfect.
Billie just crabbed Adrienne on his arms and she yawned "welcome home baby"
She felt so warm and fuzzy, she smelled so good. Billie hold her tightly, they stood there about 5 mins, not speaking. They didn't need words.
"Are you sleeping there?" Billie smirked.
"I'm just so tired, went to bed just few hours ago, I've been pretty tired lately."
'I'm here now, so you can ease up a bit."
"I know baby, I love you."
It felt like someone stabbed Billie in the chest. Should he tell it right away, or later, maybe never?
"I love you too, let's go inside."
Next morning Billie woke up really late, Adrienne was already up and he was taking kids at school.
When she came home she started to kiss Billies neck passionately, Billie turned his head away--
"It's been so long since we--" Adrienne said.
"I know, I'm just so tired right now, this has nothing to do with you baby you're gorgeous and sexy and I want you, but I'm just tired right now, ok?"
"Yeah. You seem a bit distant, whats wrong?"
"I just said I AM TIRED, what part of that you didn't understand?"
"Ok then, I'll leave to Adeline.."
She slammed the door and left.
"Fuck" Billie kicked the wall. "Ouch, what the hell is wrong with me, I should just tell her."
When Adrienne later got back from the Adeline records office the kids with her, she didn't look any happier, the kids were happy though, their father was back home.
"Daddy" they both yelled and ran to Billie. Billie took them both to his arms and hugged them tight.
"Aaah. So nice to see you two"
"Nice to see you too daddy, you wanna come to see what I did to my bedroom wall while you were away?" Joey asked-
"Sure."
Billie Joe and the boys went to upstairs.
Adrienne sat on the chair and started to dig through her purse, there it was.
A pregnancy test.
She went to the bathroom, locked the door, and took the test.
"knock, knock, are you there 80, I got to pee."
Oh god, it was Billie.
"Wait a sec." She looked at the stick and there were two bold purple line on it.
She started to cry..
Was she happy or sad, she sure was pretty nervous. Billie and her had a talk how they don't want to have more kids. Or Adrienne wanted, but Billie said he was too old to be a dad again. Yeah 33, so fucking old, yeah right.
Adrienne was on pills. But things happen.
"How the hell can this be?"
She decided to tell Billie Joe later, when the kids were in bed.
She put the pregnancy test on the toilet trash can, opened the door and let Billie in.
"What the hell took you so long, Jakob was using the bathroom upstairs. I nearly peed on my pants."
"Yeah right what ever" Adrienne walked to the kitchen, clearly shocked.
Billie made a decision how he would tell Adrienne all after the kids went to bed.
Adrienne would probably kick him out, he prepared and already packed his backbag.
"I guess I'm sleeping somewhere else this night" he said to himself.
He walked to downstairs, he looked Adrienne, probably for the last time she looked him back this lovingly look in her eyes. She was cleaning the table after the dinner, they boys were already up, getting ready for bed.
She smiled and said "I have something to tell you later."
"Ok, I have something to tell to you too" Billie looked down. Maybe Adrienne knew. Maybe she wanted to tell him that she knew that Billie slept with another woman. Why didn't she look angry?
Why didn't she say anything yet, why later?
At 10 PM. They were both sitting on the sofa watching TV.
"Adrienne." Billie took her hands to his own.
"On the last night we were on tour, something happened, I met this woman and.." He started to sob.
"Oh god, tell me you didn't?" Adrienne screamed-
"We..we went to her apartment, and we... we slept together. I'm so sorry Adrienne, I was just so fucking drunk and high, and I was missing you. You must believe I really do love you and it was the worst mistake I've ever done."
"What? Let go of me!" Adrienne stood up "I can't.. I can't even say anything..Why?"
"For all these years when you have been on tour or in the studio, I've taken care of our kids, I've loved you and trusted you, I gave you my everything!! HOW THE HELL CAN YOU DO THIS BILLIE? HOW THE HELL CAN YOU DO THIS TO US, TO OUR FAMILY, TO ME??" She yelled and sobbed.
"Get out, go to hell Billie! You know what I was going to tell you Billie? Huh?
I'm fucking pregnant, yeah, how do you deal with that? Now get out!!"
"Pregnant, you're pregnant, didn't we agree that we don't get any more kids?"
"Is that all you got to say? GET OUT OF MY HOUSE!"
Billie took his backbag, opened the door, looked Adrienne probably for the last time and closed the door behind him. She didn't even try to understand, maybe she was just too shocked, maybe she needed some time, Billie thought. Billie called Mike and they agreed that he could sleep at Mike's place.
Billie took the door key out of his pocket. His eyes watered, he pondered a second if he should open the door or close it and run away. He felt so bad. There was this lump in his chest he couldn't breathe--
Suddenly the door opened, there she was, standing right in front of him in her pyjamas. She rubbed her eyes and looked half asleep, her hair was a mess, everything on her was perfect.
Billie just crabbed Adrienne on his arms and she yawned "welcome home baby"
She felt so warm and fuzzy, she smelled so good. Billie hold her tightly, they stood there about 5 mins, not speaking. They didn't need words.
"Are you sleeping there?" Billie smirked.
"I'm just so tired, went to bed just few hours ago, I've been pretty tired lately."
'I'm here now, so you can ease up a bit."
"I know baby, I love you."
It felt like someone stabbed Billie in the chest. Should he tell it right away, or later, maybe never?
"I love you too, let's go inside."
Next morning Billie woke up really late, Adrienne was already up and he was taking kids at school.
When she came home she started to kiss Billies neck passionately, Billie turned his head away--
"It's been so long since we--" Adrienne said.
"I know, I'm just so tired right now, this has nothing to do with you baby you're gorgeous and sexy and I want you, but I'm just tired right now, ok?"
"Yeah. You seem a bit distant, whats wrong?"
"I just said I AM TIRED, what part of that you didn't understand?"
"Ok then, I'll leave to Adeline.."
She slammed the door and left.
"Fuck" Billie kicked the wall. "Ouch, what the hell is wrong with me, I should just tell her."
When Adrienne later got back from the Adeline records office the kids with her, she didn't look any happier, the kids were happy though, their father was back home.
"Daddy" they both yelled and ran to Billie. Billie took them both to his arms and hugged them tight.
"Aaah. So nice to see you two"
"Nice to see you too daddy, you wanna come to see what I did to my bedroom wall while you were away?" Joey asked-
"Sure."
Billie Joe and the boys went to upstairs.
Adrienne sat on the chair and started to dig through her purse, there it was.
A pregnancy test.
She went to the bathroom, locked the door, and took the test.
"knock, knock, are you there 80, I got to pee."
Oh god, it was Billie.
"Wait a sec." She looked at the stick and there were two bold purple line on it.
She started to cry..
Was she happy or sad, she sure was pretty nervous. Billie and her had a talk how they don't want to have more kids. Or Adrienne wanted, but Billie said he was too old to be a dad again. Yeah 33, so fucking old, yeah right.
Adrienne was on pills. But things happen.
"How the hell can this be?"
She decided to tell Billie Joe later, when the kids were in bed.
She put the pregnancy test on the toilet trash can, opened the door and let Billie in.
"What the hell took you so long, Jakob was using the bathroom upstairs. I nearly peed on my pants."
"Yeah right what ever" Adrienne walked to the kitchen, clearly shocked.
Billie made a decision how he would tell Adrienne all after the kids went to bed.
Adrienne would probably kick him out, he prepared and already packed his backbag.
"I guess I'm sleeping somewhere else this night" he said to himself.
He walked to downstairs, he looked Adrienne, probably for the last time she looked him back this lovingly look in her eyes. She was cleaning the table after the dinner, they boys were already up, getting ready for bed.
She smiled and said "I have something to tell you later."
"Ok, I have something to tell to you too" Billie looked down. Maybe Adrienne knew. Maybe she wanted to tell him that she knew that Billie slept with another woman. Why didn't she look angry?
Why didn't she say anything yet, why later?
At 10 PM. They were both sitting on the sofa watching TV.
"Adrienne." Billie took her hands to his own.
"On the last night we were on tour, something happened, I met this woman and.." He started to sob.
"Oh god, tell me you didn't?" Adrienne screamed-
"We..we went to her apartment, and we... we slept together. I'm so sorry Adrienne, I was just so fucking drunk and high, and I was missing you. You must believe I really do love you and it was the worst mistake I've ever done."
"What? Let go of me!" Adrienne stood up "I can't.. I can't even say anything..Why?"
"For all these years when you have been on tour or in the studio, I've taken care of our kids, I've loved you and trusted you, I gave you my everything!! HOW THE HELL CAN YOU DO THIS BILLIE? HOW THE HELL CAN YOU DO THIS TO US, TO OUR FAMILY, TO ME??" She yelled and sobbed.
"Get out, go to hell Billie! You know what I was going to tell you Billie? Huh?
I'm fucking pregnant, yeah, how do you deal with that? Now get out!!"
"Pregnant, you're pregnant, didn't we agree that we don't get any more kids?"
"Is that all you got to say? GET OUT OF MY HOUSE!"
Billie took his backbag, opened the door, looked Adrienne probably for the last time and closed the door behind him. She didn't even try to understand, maybe she was just too shocked, maybe she needed some time, Billie thought. Billie called Mike and they agreed that he could sleep at Mike's place.
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