I Wanna Be the One Who Takes the Pain, chapter 7
"So you guys want to go out for lunch?" Billie Joe asked.
"Yah, I'm freaking hungry as hell," Tre piped.
"Yah same here, I haven't eaten at all today, what time are we leaving for Las Vegas?" you asked.
"An hour at the most, so I think we should just go fast food," Billie Joe answered.
"Sounds good, well I'm going to go take my stuff out to the bus," you left for your room to get your stuff.
*Tre's point of view*
"I should get my stuff and take it out as well see you guys down stairs, I'll let everyone know we are going to go fast fooding for lunch," Ian left for his room.
"So I guess I owe you three months of beer."
"Yah I guess, well no, I mean um, I think we should just call off the bet it was a stupid bet anyways."
"Uh ok, wait you're calling off a chance to get three months of free booze? Are you feeling okay? Fever maybe?" Mike went over to Tre and felt his forehead, "hmmm a bit warm I say most definatly coming down with something."
"Fuck off Mike, it was a stupid bet okay? It was fucking stupid," Tre said with aggitation.
"Why are you being so touchy about it? You won."
"Jess is a, Jess is a umm a uh," Tre stammered.
"Tre loves her," Billie Joe piped in.
"What?!" Mike exclaimed.
"No I don't," Tre denied.
"Yes you do," Billie argued.
"No I don't, we just-" Tre shot back.
"HA! So I won the bet," Mike yelled.
"What bet?"
"The one were Tre said he could sex you up and... I mean what bet?" Mike blurted.
"He bet what?" you looked at Tre in confusion.
'Oh god, oh god what do I do!' Tre thought, "Nothing Jess nothing, joking around is all" Tre laughed trying to convince you.
"Um ok then," you coarsely said shifting your eyes between the three of them, "so are you guys ready for lunch?"
"Yah, yah we'll be right down you can go a head I think Ian is down there waiting" Tre rushed you out side so he could talk to his band mates alone.
"Well you owe be three months worth of-"
"Mike shut the hell up, I don't want her to know about this, it could fuck up the tour or worse just drop the whole thing ok, I don't love her we just fucked I won you owe me and that is that so your gonna pay up to it" Tre spoke.
"I thought it was off?" Mike asked.
"Well I changed my mind okay? Jess can not know, I don't want her getting all pissy towards us."
"You know we wouldn't tell her," Mike said.
"Good."
*Jess's point of view*
You stormed back to your room, should've know it was rude to ease drop but you wanted to know what they were talking about. You couldn't believe it honestly, or maybe you could.
'How could I be so fucking stupid! I actually thought Tre liked me in anyway maybe even love me but no he is just another dumb-fuck asshole who got in my pants, I fucking hate him that dickwaud son of a bitch!' you angrily threw open your hotel room door and then slammed it shut again.
'I hate, god I hate everything I honestly do, guys are just, fuck I don't understand them, their goals are to make you feel like shit. Here I am back to where I was before crying on the floor again, at least they help you be able to write a good boy ass bashing song'.
You got up off the floor and looked around the room for a pen and paper as you found one and wrote down, 'here I am back to where I was before crying on the floor again'. Your door opened and Evan popped his head in and saw you writing with tear stains down your face.
"Jess? You okay?"
"I'm fine Evan, just some drama."
"Still upset about John?"
"Fuck no."
"Then why the tears huh?"
"Let me finish this okay?"
"Okay, well aren't you coming to lunch?"
"No."
"Ok I wont either."
"Go Evan."
"No I'll stay."
You both were quiet as you scribbled down line after line for your new song. You sat the paper and pen down on the bed, and sighed
"So can I read, or are you going to tell me why you're upset?" Evan asked.
"I think I need Katie to come on tour with us," you said avoiding answering.
"Sure," was all Evan said wanting to get back on track of the situation.
"I can't stand being with you all, too much testosterone," you said yet again avoiding things.
"It never bothered you before."
"Well that was before some assholes made a bet-" you began.
"You know about the bet then?' Evan questioned.
"You knew about the bet?!" you asked rising up.
"Yah I was there when they made it," Evan said bluntly.
"WHAT! WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME?" you yelled pushing him as you got off the bed.
"I was going to but I thought it would be better for you to find out I thought they would slip up you know Ian and Matt can never keep anything quiet, even if there lives depended on it," he said quickly before you interrupted him.
"Matt and Ian knew too!"
"Yah they, wait what bet are you talking about?" Evan questioned.
"The one Tre made that he could get me in for a screw," you spat.
"What! That fucking asshole I'm going to kick his fucking ass so hard," Evan went storming for the door but you stopped him.
"Evan, what bet were you talking about?" you asked.
"Umm, if I tell you don't kill them."
"Okay, I promise I wont kill who?"
"Matt and Ian, they made a bet that you would sleep with Tre, for $500."
"Stupid bastards, don't they have anything else to do with their lives for fucks sake I'm gonna beat-"
"You said you wouldn't kill them," Evan interrupted.
"I know and I wont I will just inflict a lot of pain."
"Okay but make sure they can still play their interments," Evan grinned.
"Oh they will still be able to hold their cocks don't worry," you snickered.
"Well that's not what I meant, but same difference."
You both laughed at the previous comment, as there was a knock at the door.
"I'll get it go order us food I'm hungry and I'm lazy," Evan walk over to the door.
"Making demands from me in my own room what a jerk," you huffed.
"Exactly your room you order."
"Fine," you marched over to the bed and pulled out the room service menu, as Evan answered the door and you listened to hear who it was.
"I think you should go," you heard Evan say to the mystery person.
"Why?" they asked.
"Because you're not welcome here okay? That's why."
"Says who?" they asked.
"Says both Jessica and I, now leave."
"I'm her boyfriend of course I'm wanted here what is your problem?" Tre pushed passed Evan and into the room.
"I tried to get rid of him sorry" Evan apologized.
"That's okay Evan, he doesn't know I know maybe he should," you said.
"Know what?" Tre asked.
"About your little bet" you retorted.
"What?... oh" Tre's head fell looking down to the floor "I'm sorry I didn't, I have no excuse, it was a stupid bet and I regret it, I'm sorry."
"Oh you're fucking sorry zipadidooda for you. You should be sorry for yourself, you're a prick you know I don't know why'd you be so low, such an ass. Yah I was stupid enough to think you cared at all but I am dumb at times. So now you leave okay?" you pushed Tre out the door.
"Wait Jess, please I want to let you know I didn't mean anything by it I didn't know you. I meant I was sorry cause I do care, I really-"
"I honestly don't want to hear it okay? So save your breath, energy and excuses for someone who will care to listen like a Green Day teenie groupie," you interrupted him again.
"Listen to me I-"
"No! You listen to me, I am sick of assholes like you thinking you can have your way with anyone you want," you continued.
"Will you just let me say one more thing?" he pleaded.
"What?" you said rather annoyed.
"I'm sorry," he said simply.
"You already said that" you breathed.
"I know but I wanted to do this too" Tre quickly grabbed your face with his hands and kissed you with every passionate piece of mind he had, and you kissed him back.
"Fuck no! Tre no!" you pushed him away and out the door slamming it in his face. "I can't fucking believe he would do that."
"I can, wow!"
"What?"
"Well if you saw the kiss instead of received it, well receiving it would make it more obvious, but your right you are dumb at times, well relationship wise," Evan laughed, "Tre loves you awww."
"Are you telling me you're taking his side, believing all that after what he did?" you questioned.
"Yes I am, there isn't no fooling a kiss like that I think it could have given me a boner it was-"
"Okay Evan stop," you ordered.
"Okay, well I think you should open your door back up that's all I'm saying, I've changed my mind I'm heading out for luncha" and with that Evan left the room, leaving you alone to think about everything you didn't want to think about.
"Yah, I'm freaking hungry as hell," Tre piped.
"Yah same here, I haven't eaten at all today, what time are we leaving for Las Vegas?" you asked.
"An hour at the most, so I think we should just go fast food," Billie Joe answered.
"Sounds good, well I'm going to go take my stuff out to the bus," you left for your room to get your stuff.
*Tre's point of view*
"I should get my stuff and take it out as well see you guys down stairs, I'll let everyone know we are going to go fast fooding for lunch," Ian left for his room.
"So I guess I owe you three months of beer."
"Yah I guess, well no, I mean um, I think we should just call off the bet it was a stupid bet anyways."
"Uh ok, wait you're calling off a chance to get three months of free booze? Are you feeling okay? Fever maybe?" Mike went over to Tre and felt his forehead, "hmmm a bit warm I say most definatly coming down with something."
"Fuck off Mike, it was a stupid bet okay? It was fucking stupid," Tre said with aggitation.
"Why are you being so touchy about it? You won."
"Jess is a, Jess is a umm a uh," Tre stammered.
"Tre loves her," Billie Joe piped in.
"What?!" Mike exclaimed.
"No I don't," Tre denied.
"Yes you do," Billie argued.
"No I don't, we just-" Tre shot back.
"HA! So I won the bet," Mike yelled.
"What bet?"
"The one were Tre said he could sex you up and... I mean what bet?" Mike blurted.
"He bet what?" you looked at Tre in confusion.
'Oh god, oh god what do I do!' Tre thought, "Nothing Jess nothing, joking around is all" Tre laughed trying to convince you.
"Um ok then," you coarsely said shifting your eyes between the three of them, "so are you guys ready for lunch?"
"Yah, yah we'll be right down you can go a head I think Ian is down there waiting" Tre rushed you out side so he could talk to his band mates alone.
"Well you owe be three months worth of-"
"Mike shut the hell up, I don't want her to know about this, it could fuck up the tour or worse just drop the whole thing ok, I don't love her we just fucked I won you owe me and that is that so your gonna pay up to it" Tre spoke.
"I thought it was off?" Mike asked.
"Well I changed my mind okay? Jess can not know, I don't want her getting all pissy towards us."
"You know we wouldn't tell her," Mike said.
"Good."
*Jess's point of view*
You stormed back to your room, should've know it was rude to ease drop but you wanted to know what they were talking about. You couldn't believe it honestly, or maybe you could.
'How could I be so fucking stupid! I actually thought Tre liked me in anyway maybe even love me but no he is just another dumb-fuck asshole who got in my pants, I fucking hate him that dickwaud son of a bitch!' you angrily threw open your hotel room door and then slammed it shut again.
'I hate, god I hate everything I honestly do, guys are just, fuck I don't understand them, their goals are to make you feel like shit. Here I am back to where I was before crying on the floor again, at least they help you be able to write a good boy ass bashing song'.
You got up off the floor and looked around the room for a pen and paper as you found one and wrote down, 'here I am back to where I was before crying on the floor again'. Your door opened and Evan popped his head in and saw you writing with tear stains down your face.
"Jess? You okay?"
"I'm fine Evan, just some drama."
"Still upset about John?"
"Fuck no."
"Then why the tears huh?"
"Let me finish this okay?"
"Okay, well aren't you coming to lunch?"
"No."
"Ok I wont either."
"Go Evan."
"No I'll stay."
You both were quiet as you scribbled down line after line for your new song. You sat the paper and pen down on the bed, and sighed
"So can I read, or are you going to tell me why you're upset?" Evan asked.
"I think I need Katie to come on tour with us," you said avoiding answering.
"Sure," was all Evan said wanting to get back on track of the situation.
"I can't stand being with you all, too much testosterone," you said yet again avoiding things.
"It never bothered you before."
"Well that was before some assholes made a bet-" you began.
"You know about the bet then?' Evan questioned.
"You knew about the bet?!" you asked rising up.
"Yah I was there when they made it," Evan said bluntly.
"WHAT! WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME?" you yelled pushing him as you got off the bed.
"I was going to but I thought it would be better for you to find out I thought they would slip up you know Ian and Matt can never keep anything quiet, even if there lives depended on it," he said quickly before you interrupted him.
"Matt and Ian knew too!"
"Yah they, wait what bet are you talking about?" Evan questioned.
"The one Tre made that he could get me in for a screw," you spat.
"What! That fucking asshole I'm going to kick his fucking ass so hard," Evan went storming for the door but you stopped him.
"Evan, what bet were you talking about?" you asked.
"Umm, if I tell you don't kill them."
"Okay, I promise I wont kill who?"
"Matt and Ian, they made a bet that you would sleep with Tre, for $500."
"Stupid bastards, don't they have anything else to do with their lives for fucks sake I'm gonna beat-"
"You said you wouldn't kill them," Evan interrupted.
"I know and I wont I will just inflict a lot of pain."
"Okay but make sure they can still play their interments," Evan grinned.
"Oh they will still be able to hold their cocks don't worry," you snickered.
"Well that's not what I meant, but same difference."
You both laughed at the previous comment, as there was a knock at the door.
"I'll get it go order us food I'm hungry and I'm lazy," Evan walk over to the door.
"Making demands from me in my own room what a jerk," you huffed.
"Exactly your room you order."
"Fine," you marched over to the bed and pulled out the room service menu, as Evan answered the door and you listened to hear who it was.
"I think you should go," you heard Evan say to the mystery person.
"Why?" they asked.
"Because you're not welcome here okay? That's why."
"Says who?" they asked.
"Says both Jessica and I, now leave."
"I'm her boyfriend of course I'm wanted here what is your problem?" Tre pushed passed Evan and into the room.
"I tried to get rid of him sorry" Evan apologized.
"That's okay Evan, he doesn't know I know maybe he should," you said.
"Know what?" Tre asked.
"About your little bet" you retorted.
"What?... oh" Tre's head fell looking down to the floor "I'm sorry I didn't, I have no excuse, it was a stupid bet and I regret it, I'm sorry."
"Oh you're fucking sorry zipadidooda for you. You should be sorry for yourself, you're a prick you know I don't know why'd you be so low, such an ass. Yah I was stupid enough to think you cared at all but I am dumb at times. So now you leave okay?" you pushed Tre out the door.
"Wait Jess, please I want to let you know I didn't mean anything by it I didn't know you. I meant I was sorry cause I do care, I really-"
"I honestly don't want to hear it okay? So save your breath, energy and excuses for someone who will care to listen like a Green Day teenie groupie," you interrupted him again.
"Listen to me I-"
"No! You listen to me, I am sick of assholes like you thinking you can have your way with anyone you want," you continued.
"Will you just let me say one more thing?" he pleaded.
"What?" you said rather annoyed.
"I'm sorry," he said simply.
"You already said that" you breathed.
"I know but I wanted to do this too" Tre quickly grabbed your face with his hands and kissed you with every passionate piece of mind he had, and you kissed him back.
"Fuck no! Tre no!" you pushed him away and out the door slamming it in his face. "I can't fucking believe he would do that."
"I can, wow!"
"What?"
"Well if you saw the kiss instead of received it, well receiving it would make it more obvious, but your right you are dumb at times, well relationship wise," Evan laughed, "Tre loves you awww."
"Are you telling me you're taking his side, believing all that after what he did?" you questioned.
"Yes I am, there isn't no fooling a kiss like that I think it could have given me a boner it was-"
"Okay Evan stop," you ordered.
"Okay, well I think you should open your door back up that's all I'm saying, I've changed my mind I'm heading out for luncha" and with that Evan left the room, leaving you alone to think about everything you didn't want to think about.
