If you carry on this way...., chapter 1
Roxy was awoken in the deep hours of the night. Her heart stopped dead in her tracks when she heard her parents downstairs having their own personal fight and not caring who heard them. Probably about Roxy as usual how her mom calls her a problem child while her dad always defended her as the twinkle in his eye the reason he wakes in the morning. 'Why can't this bitch figure out Im not who she wants me to be.' It brought her darky, sapphire eyes to a eyeful of sorrow filled tears. Her mom yelled perfectly crystal clear- "I knew when i was pregnant with Michelle and Roxy I should got an abortion she wasn't even supposed to be here there was only supposed to be one perfect child not one fucked up one as a bonus!" The houses' silence grew.
"Hey Baby, you okay?" her brother Ryan asked her.
"Why can't mom just except me for who I am? Why does she want me to change s-soo b-b-bad?" She said, trying to calm herself down, wiping the tears from her eyes.
He laughed. He wished he knew the answer. His perfect coffee colored eyes met her teary blue ones. She laughed. "What?!" he said really confused. At three in the morning most teenage guys brains are shut down. He was worried about his baby sister.
"look Do you want to go downstairs and see if one of them is alive will that make you feel better?" she nodded. Ryan grabbed her hand and lead her down the stairs to find her parents on the couch. Ryan being the 19-year-old he is couldn't resist but play a prank on his parents. He grabbed cold water in a glass a tossed it on them both parents awoke in an instant.
"Very funny Ryan get upstairs before I swat you." Ryan ran and Roxy asked her father some questions. "Dad, are you gonna leave?" He looked at his daughter as if she was on something. "no darling dont let anyone even mommy let you think that" That reassured her she was okay.
After her house got quiet she looked at her twin sister Michelle. She was passed out. She walked to her side of the room and kissed her on the cheek, "See you later sissy" Roxy took her long sleeve shirt off to reveal small cuts and burns all over her arms. They were stinging lately. Some still warm and dripping blood.
She found a black tank top with lime green graffiti all over it saying different band names. She slipped on a tight pair of black pants a studded belt and her black converse along with a pair of elbow length pink armwarmers and snuck out the window. Of course it got hard for her seeing as how she lived on the second story. She jumped to the ground and started running, she got to the street and started running it got her thinking---'What would happen if I never went back? Would I Survive?' all of a sudden she heard the screeching car tires of a car right in front of her. She banged the slammed her hands on the hood of the car. "watch it!" she hissed. The Guy in the car opened the door and came out and stood before her.
"Are you Ok? Im sorry, I didn't see you!" His big hazel eyes immediatley caught her eye. "Um, yea no problem. It was an accident no worries, k?" she looked right at him, she couldnt escape images of her marrying this guy she had known for literally almost killing her?
"Are you okay? what were you running from?" He asked. Roxy played back her moms bitchy comments.
"Just....just a memory." she said. "By the way whats your name?" she asked.
"Oh! sorry, My names....Billie Joe." He said.
"Is that your real name?" She asked.
"Yea it is, why does it sound like a joke." he asked. a bit offended.
"No, It took you a long time to answer and you got me all suspicious."
"It made you sound like you thought i was kidding, so do you want a ride, um......I didn't catch your name"
"Sure, Oh my names Roxy."
***Billies P.O.V***
I love that name. Roxy. Its beautiful. Who am I kidding she is beautiful. I can't believe I almost ran her over. Mike and Trè must think I am retarted for talktin to someone I barely knew. I don't Care I don't want her to go, I might not see her again. I don't ant her to be a memory
***End Of Billies P.O.V***
"Is the offer for that ride still avalible?" Roxy asked him, pretty sure he'd say no.
"Yea...where do you wanna go?" he asked.
"Anywhere from here, Flee the scene" he laughed. He said
"okay." trying to act cool. He probably she thought he was a dork but still, He was willing to take a risk for her.
"Hey Baby, you okay?" her brother Ryan asked her.
"Why can't mom just except me for who I am? Why does she want me to change s-soo b-b-bad?" She said, trying to calm herself down, wiping the tears from her eyes.
He laughed. He wished he knew the answer. His perfect coffee colored eyes met her teary blue ones. She laughed. "What?!" he said really confused. At three in the morning most teenage guys brains are shut down. He was worried about his baby sister.
"look Do you want to go downstairs and see if one of them is alive will that make you feel better?" she nodded. Ryan grabbed her hand and lead her down the stairs to find her parents on the couch. Ryan being the 19-year-old he is couldn't resist but play a prank on his parents. He grabbed cold water in a glass a tossed it on them both parents awoke in an instant.
"Very funny Ryan get upstairs before I swat you." Ryan ran and Roxy asked her father some questions. "Dad, are you gonna leave?" He looked at his daughter as if she was on something. "no darling dont let anyone even mommy let you think that" That reassured her she was okay.
After her house got quiet she looked at her twin sister Michelle. She was passed out. She walked to her side of the room and kissed her on the cheek, "See you later sissy" Roxy took her long sleeve shirt off to reveal small cuts and burns all over her arms. They were stinging lately. Some still warm and dripping blood.
She found a black tank top with lime green graffiti all over it saying different band names. She slipped on a tight pair of black pants a studded belt and her black converse along with a pair of elbow length pink armwarmers and snuck out the window. Of course it got hard for her seeing as how she lived on the second story. She jumped to the ground and started running, she got to the street and started running it got her thinking---'What would happen if I never went back? Would I Survive?' all of a sudden she heard the screeching car tires of a car right in front of her. She banged the slammed her hands on the hood of the car. "watch it!" she hissed. The Guy in the car opened the door and came out and stood before her.
"Are you Ok? Im sorry, I didn't see you!" His big hazel eyes immediatley caught her eye. "Um, yea no problem. It was an accident no worries, k?" she looked right at him, she couldnt escape images of her marrying this guy she had known for literally almost killing her?
"Are you okay? what were you running from?" He asked. Roxy played back her moms bitchy comments.
"Just....just a memory." she said. "By the way whats your name?" she asked.
"Oh! sorry, My names....Billie Joe." He said.
"Is that your real name?" She asked.
"Yea it is, why does it sound like a joke." he asked. a bit offended.
"No, It took you a long time to answer and you got me all suspicious."
"It made you sound like you thought i was kidding, so do you want a ride, um......I didn't catch your name"
"Sure, Oh my names Roxy."
***Billies P.O.V***
I love that name. Roxy. Its beautiful. Who am I kidding she is beautiful. I can't believe I almost ran her over. Mike and Trè must think I am retarted for talktin to someone I barely knew. I don't Care I don't want her to go, I might not see her again. I don't ant her to be a memory
***End Of Billies P.O.V***
"Is the offer for that ride still avalible?" Roxy asked him, pretty sure he'd say no.
"Yea...where do you wanna go?" he asked.
"Anywhere from here, Flee the scene" he laughed. He said
"okay." trying to act cool. He probably she thought he was a dork but still, He was willing to take a risk for her.
