That feeling inside., chapter 1

"What the hell?!" muttered Robyn. She had just woke up from someone pulling back her blanket onto the floor.
"Rise and shine!" said a cheery voice.
"No thanks" said Robyn, pulling her pillow over her head.
"Get up now, Missy, or you'll be late for school"
"I don't care" said Robyn.
"What's that?"
"Nothing nothing.."
"Get up now, or I'll drag you out of bed and all the way to school in your PJ's".
"Grrr... Okay, okay I'm getting up now.." said Robyn as she rolled out of bed and into the bathroom.
She washed her face and cleaned her teeth, then went back into her bedroom and got dressed into her ripped jeans and converses with a plain black t-shirt.
"Don't forget to take that essay for history!" Robyn's mom shouted up the stairs.
"Yeah okay.."
Robyn brushed her jet black hair and put some eyeliner on. She looked in the mirror and sighed, she hated school and she always had. She only had one small group of friends, because she didn't fit in with anyone else. Not that she didn't like her friends, she loved her friends and they were great. It's just that theyre the outcasts, the 'Weirdos', And the 'freaks' who listen to 'stupid music', thats what the other students said about them. But punk rock isnt stupid, its the best music ever invented in Robyns opinion and Hip-hop and RnB was a load of rubbish to her.
Robyn grabbed her school bag and picked up her essay and stuffed it into it. Then she ran down the stairs and shouted a hurried "Bye mom, see you later!" and stepped out into the chilly breeze of mid September.
She started down the steps and down the drive way and turned left. Robyn didn't live that far away from school, so she walked there. She walked with one of her best friends, Trè, who she had known her whole life. He was a wacky, goofy sort of guy and he was always up for a laugh. But there was a sensetive side, too. So Robyn could tell him anything, even girl stuff, and he'd be okay with it. Trè only lived round the corner from her, so all she had to do was walk down to the end of her street and turn left and walk up the road a bit, and there was Trè's house.
Some people thought that Trè and Robyn were a couple, as they were always with each other and they had so much in common, but even if they did have those sort of feelings for each other, Robyn would never go out with him because they had known each other too long!
Robyn walked up the steps to Trè's house, The door flung open a few seconds later and there stood Trè's mom.
"Oh hey Robyn, Trè's just upstairs, he won't be a sec".
"Okay"
Trè's mom walked away from the door and shouted up the stairs, "Trè! Hurry up 'cos Robyns here!"
Robyn heard an "I'm coming!" from upstairs.
Trè jumped down the stairs two at a time and kissed him mom on the cheek
"See you mom!"
"Bye hunny"
Trè walked out of the door and him and Robyn hopped down the steps.
"You done your essay?" asked Robyn.
"Oh Crap! No, I forgot!"
"Oh my god You are so in deep trouble now!"
"I know.. Ah well I'm used to it ain't i?"
Robyn laughed.
They chatted about random things they had done over the weekend all the way to school.
When they walked through the school gates, they went straight to form room, they were a little early, so they waited outside. Gerard and Mikey were already there, Gerard had Mikey in a Head lock and Mikey was Struggling against him.
"Hey Gerard, Leave mikey boy alone Will you?" Chuckled Trè as we walked towards them.
Gerard Ruffled Mikeys hair And let go of him.
"Hey Trè, Robyn" Said Mikey and Gerard.
"Hiya Mikey Boy! Gerard!" greeted Trè.
"Hi Mikey, Gerard" Said Robyn, smiling.
"So What you do on the weekend?" asked Trè.
"Oh, nothing much... But on Saturday I was woken up by this idiot blowing a foghorn down my ear!" exclaimed Mikey, pointing to Gerard.
Everyone laughed. Gerard was famous for winding Mikey up, and Mikey was famous for trying to pull one over Gerard, but he always Failed. Gerard was too good for Mikey.
A couple of minutes later, Mike, Dawn and morgan arrived and slowly the rest of their class showed up for form.
They stood there reminiscing about Gerards pranks on Mikey, when the bell rang, and their form tutor showed up and let them all in.
"Okay everybody, just sit down quickly so I can take the register, because i've got some letters to hand out.
Everyone sat down in a seat, and there was a low murmer of talk going around the class.
"Everybody Quiet!"
The talk died down but there was still some whispers to be heard.
"JAY BAILEY!"
The boy named Jay whipped around from the person behind him whom he was talking to.
"If you want a detention your going the best way about! Shut that trap and listen!"
He turned round properly and didn't utter a single word.
"Thank you".
She took the register quickly and then went around the class and handed out a letter to each of them.
"These are a reminder of the school rules, and banned items... Because some of you still don't seem to follow them!" she said, looking at certain pupils, who shifted in there chair and looked at the floor.
They all read through the letter and then the bell rang. It was time for lesson one.
"Hey Trè, we've got history!" said Robyn.
"Aww, crap. I hate this lesson, whats the point of learning about stuff that happened hundreds of years ago... It's so pointless!"
"Yeah I know. It's so boring", Dawn chimed in.
Robyn Trè and Dawn all traipsed off to their history while Mike, Morgan Gerard and Mikey went to their lesson.
The history lesson went rather well, Robyn got a B+ for her Essay, and her history teacher said she was going to phone home telling her mother about how much she had improved. Which was good for Robyn to hear, as it was very rare that Robyn got praised for school work.
Trè, on the other hand, was told that his parents would be phoned and told that he didn't even bother doing his essay.
Trè didn't look the slightest bit bothered.
The rest of the day went rather fast, and soon it was lunch time.
Trè, Robyn, Dawn and Mike walked to the canteen and got their food, and went to sit with the rest of the group.
Mikey pulled a sandwich out of his bag and took a big bite out of it, he chewed for a couple of seconds. Then he stopped. A look of horror spread over his face and he spat the contents of his mouth out onto his hand. Several onlookers looked away in disgust. Mikey started coughing and gulped down some orange juice. There had been a rubber frog in his sandwich.
"Gerard I am SO going to kill you!" he said, poking the rubber frog with his finger.
The rest of the group roared with laughter.
Mikey rubbed the rubber frog into Gerards face and gerard said "Hey! Stop, stop, Cut it out man!"
And he laughed and the others joined in with the laughter.
"That was like So funny Gerard, way to go man!" said Mike.
"Yeah I guess it was funny, but I wish i'd knew what the frog thing was! I nearly got sick, I didn't have a clue what it was man!" said Mikey
They all settled down and started eating., until Morgan said "Hey, whos he?".
They all looked at the direction she was looking at... It was a lost looking boy, who had dark spiky hair, and he was wearing black ripped jeans, tatty converses and a dark blue shirt with 'Rock on! ' written on it.
"Hey, he looks cool", said Gerard.
"Hey dude! Wanna come sit with us?" Shouted Trè, to the boy.
The boy looked over to Trè, he serveyed him, and his eyes drifted over the others, then snapped back to Trè.
"Yeah okay".
Trè and Mike shifted up, so the boy could sit in the middle of them.
He sat down and put his tray on the table, and dropped his rucksack to the floor.
"Hey". He said.
"Hey", said Mikey, "I'm Mikey, this Is My brother Gerard. Gerard said "Hey" and the boy nodded.
"And this is Dawn, Mike, Trè, Morgan and Robyn", said Mikey pointing to each of them in turn.
"Hey smiled at all of them and they all waved and smiled back.
"So, whats your name?" said Gerard.
"Billie Joe".
"Cool".
"You new here?" asked Morgan.
"Yeah, i've just started today".
"Well, you stick with us and you'll be fine", said Trè.
"Okay, thanks"
Then Them and Bille Joe talked endlessly about what music they liked, and Robyn and the others found out that they had a lot in common.
"So whats your next lesson?" asked Dawn.
"Er...", he said, as he took out his timetable and looked at it closely, "Maths with... Mr. Checkett".
"Oh, bummer", said Mike.
"Thats my lesson, your with me!" said Robyn.
Bille Joe smiled, "Cool".
"I'm just going to the toilet, i'll be back in a minute" said Robyn, picking up her bag and standing up.
"Hey I'll come too" said Dawn.
"Okay".
They walked out the canteen and into the girls bathroom.
Robyn went to the toilet, and Dawn stood in the mirror and fixed her hair.
"So, Robyn, what do you think of Bille joe?" asked Dawn, still looking in the mirror
"He seems really nice. He's cool".
"No, I mean, do you like him?".
"Yeah, but in what way do you mean?", Robyn frowned.
"As in, do you think he's hot?"
Robyn he'sitated before she answered, when she thought about it, he was really good looking, he had the most georgous green eyes! And he was really cool, and they were already best buds and they had only known each other for just under an hour.
"Hello?" said Dawn
"Oh erm.. Well, I dunno."
"Oh my god! You like him!"
"Shut up! No I don't!" Said Robyn going red, She flushed the toilet and walked out of the cubicle, and walked towards the mirror.
"Yes you do! You've gone red and everything!"
"Well, I think I can see why girls would like him."
Dawn raised her eyebrows.
"Well I suppose he is hot...".
"See!"
"Well, we do have a lot in common, and we get along so well!"
"See, you're made for each other!"
"But all that could mean we should only be good friends!" said Robyn. She couldn't believe herself, Within minutes she had realised she had the hots for Bille Joe.
"Well, i'll find out one way or another, what he thinks of you." said Dawn, smiling.
"Oh, don't let him know I like him!" moaned Robyn.
"Don't worry! I'm one of your oldest friends, I would never do that!".
"Thanks, Dawn" Said Robyn.
"No problem! What are friends for!"
The two of them walked back int othe canteen, Morgan had gone. It was just the guys at the table, it looked like they were all huddled together talking.
When Bille Joe saw Robyn and Dawn enter he stopped talking and went bright Red.
All the guys looked round and acted casual.
Robyn didn't notice this, as she was scanning the hall for Morgan, who she soon found was queuing back up in the dinner line.
They went and sat back down, and then Morgan came over to the table, with another drink.
The bell rang, it was time for next lesson.
Robyn's stomach squirmed, it was her And Billie Joe on their own next lesson.
They all stood up and walked out of the canteen.
"Hey see you guys later!" said Robyn t othe others
"Bye!" they all sohuted back to Robyn and Bille Joe.
Robyn and Bille Joe trekked up the stairs to maths.
Meanwhile, Trè, Mike, Gerard and Mikey were telling Morgan and Dawn about what Bille Joe had said about Robyn.
"He said she's cool, and they have a lot in common, and he likes her!" said Mikey.
"What he likes her likes her?" asked Dawn, "As in he fancies her?".
"Hell yeah!" said Gerard.
"Oh my god! Well, Don't let Bille Joe know, but she thinks he's hot too!" whispered Dawn excitedly.
"Yes!" said Trè punching the air. I think theyre such a good couple!"
The others agreed.
Bille Joe and Robyn reached the top fo the stairs, and walked down the corridor to their classroom, their class was just going inside. They joined the back fo the line and went in and Robyn sat down, Billie Joe got called to the front by the teacher, Robyn couldn't hear wha they were saying, but she supposed that Mr. Checkett was asking him questions about his arrival.
"Right class, settle down, settle down..."
Everyone stopped talking and their attention was drawn to Bille Joe.
"This is Billie Joe, and he has just started here today, so I want you all to give him a friendly welcome to him, It's not easy being new to a place and not knowing anybody".
Everyone murmered a "Hi" and Bille Joe just nodded to all of them.
"Right, if you would like to sit in the seat at the back by robyn..."
Billie Joe walked towards the seat and grinned at Robyn.
Robyn felt her heart miss a beat, as he smiled at her, he looked so georgous!
She smiled back, and Bille Joe sat down next to her and pulled out a pen and pencil.
That lesson was all partner work, which meant that Bille Joe and Robyn got to work together, so they got even more time to get to know each other.
Robyn and Bille Joe finished the work in a flash.
Gosh, thought Robyn, he's so smart too!
They had a couple of minutes to talk as they had finished all the work set. They just told each other jokes and each time he cracked that smile, Robyn felt her insides flip.
The bell rang, and it was the end of the day, finally.
They walked down the steps, and They saw Trè.
"Hey Billie where do you live? Trè asked.
"On Wrexston Street", he said.
"Oh cool! Thats round the corner from me and Robyn!"
"I live at number 122" he said.
"So that means I can call for you, then me and you can walk to Trè's house in the mornings".
"Cool!".
"Well lets get going, I gotta get home... See if my History teacher called my mom". Said Trè.
Robyn laughed. As they walked home they told Bille Joe about what had happened with Trè's essay.
"Well.. See you two tomorrow!" said Trè, stopping at the end of his drive way.
"Bye Trè!" said Bille and Robyn.
They carried on walking up the road.
Bille Joe brought up the subject of converses, and they chatted non-stop about all different converses they wanted or owned.
"I want to get some red ones, 'cos i've got this cool Red shirt, and the Red converses would totally set the outfit off", Robyn told Bille Joe.
"I used to have some red ones, But they got too tatty, like these ones", he said pointing to the ones he was wearing.
"Cool, well this is my house..." said Robyn stopping at the end of her driveway.
"Well.."
They stared at each other for a few moments, Robyn stared into those crystal-like eyes of the greenest Green.
Bille leaned forwards to her face and Robyn felt the warmth of his lips on hers as she closed her eyes.
When they pulled away, Billie Joe grinned and Robyn felt that oh so famous feeling inside of her, like some one was flipping her insides with a spatula.
She smiled and he walked backwards away from her, and then he walked down the road.
She stood there for a few minsuted, watching him walk down the road, until he turned the corner.
As she walked up her drive way and into her house, she couldn't believe what had just happened.