How Could This Happen To Me?, chapter 1
I open my eyes, I try to see but I'm blinded by the white lights
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight.
What the hell? Where am I?
What's going on?
Jesus what's with the light?
Man, I'm scared.
Mike? Tre? Adie?
What's going on?
And I can't stand the pain and I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
Oww this hurts. Somebody help me please.
I don't know what's going on.
Who is that?
Who's touching me? Oww that hurts.
Stop it please, Somebody help me. What's going on?
Where am I?
How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes, Got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life, I just want to scream
How could this happen to me?
Why me? Why does this pain have to happen to me?
OK yeah I admit I was a bastard for cheating on Adrienne...
With Mike of all people but I'm sorry.
I don't know where I am or what to do.
I can't remember anything. I've been lying here for a while and I keep getting more and more tired. Maybe I could just close my eyes for a minute.
But are they already closed?
I can't see shit. What's going on? Please help me.
Somebody find me please. I'm trying to scream and shout and yell but nothing is coming out.
Why me?
Everybody's screaming, I try to make a sound but no one hears me.
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
Who is that? Mike?
"Mr. Armstrong can you hear me?" I try to shout back but nothing comes out.
"Billie! Oh my god Billie."
Mike! It is you. What's going on? Why can't I see or talk or even fucking move?
I'm getting real sleepy and that light is getting brighter.
I can't hold on any longer. I just need to sleep.
I want to start this over again.
So I try to pull onto a time when nothing mattered and I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done.
No I can't...
This has to be a bad dream. Maybe I will wake up and be nice and warm in bed with Adie... What about Mike?
God I love them both so much.
I wish I could go back to when I was with both of them before Adie found out and before things went bad.
But I can't turn back time. If only I could.
And something tells me that this isn't a bad dream.
Fuck no.
How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes, Got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I'm fading away, I'm sick of this life
I just want to scream
How could this happen to me?
Please stop the pain.
Please?
I just want to see them one last time.
Adie, Mike, Tre, Joey and Jakob. Oh god. Joey and Jakob.
They can't grow up without a father. I did and it was hell.
"He's stopped breathing!"
Oww the pain is getting worse and that annoying light is getting brighter.
I swear if I make it through this, I'm going to break every god damn light in our god damn house.
I just want to let them know that I love them one last time please?
Oh no... I'm getting real sleepy now.
"C'mon Mr. Armstrong... Breath"
I've made my mistakes, Got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I'm fading away, I'm sick of this life
I just want to scream
How could this happen to me?
I'm sorry for cheating on Adie. I'm sorry for everything I've ever done but please just let me say goodbye.
Please?
"Billie please! I love you, I love you so much, Please wake up"
Its Mike. I just want to tell him that I love him too.
But its too late.
I can't hear the voices.
I can't see the light.
I can't feel the pain.
I'm just going to close my eyes now.
"I'm sorry... We've lost him."
Billie Joe Armstrong
Killed by a drunk driver.
1972 - 2007
Loved by everyone.
NEVER EVER DRINK AND DRIVE.
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight.
What the hell? Where am I?
What's going on?
Jesus what's with the light?
Man, I'm scared.
Mike? Tre? Adie?
What's going on?
And I can't stand the pain and I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
Oww this hurts. Somebody help me please.
I don't know what's going on.
Who is that?
Who's touching me? Oww that hurts.
Stop it please, Somebody help me. What's going on?
Where am I?
How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes, Got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life, I just want to scream
How could this happen to me?
Why me? Why does this pain have to happen to me?
OK yeah I admit I was a bastard for cheating on Adrienne...
With Mike of all people but I'm sorry.
I don't know where I am or what to do.
I can't remember anything. I've been lying here for a while and I keep getting more and more tired. Maybe I could just close my eyes for a minute.
But are they already closed?
I can't see shit. What's going on? Please help me.
Somebody find me please. I'm trying to scream and shout and yell but nothing is coming out.
Why me?
Everybody's screaming, I try to make a sound but no one hears me.
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
Who is that? Mike?
"Mr. Armstrong can you hear me?" I try to shout back but nothing comes out.
"Billie! Oh my god Billie."
Mike! It is you. What's going on? Why can't I see or talk or even fucking move?
I'm getting real sleepy and that light is getting brighter.
I can't hold on any longer. I just need to sleep.
I want to start this over again.
So I try to pull onto a time when nothing mattered and I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done.
No I can't...
This has to be a bad dream. Maybe I will wake up and be nice and warm in bed with Adie... What about Mike?
God I love them both so much.
I wish I could go back to when I was with both of them before Adie found out and before things went bad.
But I can't turn back time. If only I could.
And something tells me that this isn't a bad dream.
Fuck no.
How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes, Got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I'm fading away, I'm sick of this life
I just want to scream
How could this happen to me?
Please stop the pain.
Please?
I just want to see them one last time.
Adie, Mike, Tre, Joey and Jakob. Oh god. Joey and Jakob.
They can't grow up without a father. I did and it was hell.
"He's stopped breathing!"
Oww the pain is getting worse and that annoying light is getting brighter.
I swear if I make it through this, I'm going to break every god damn light in our god damn house.
I just want to let them know that I love them one last time please?
Oh no... I'm getting real sleepy now.
"C'mon Mr. Armstrong... Breath"
I've made my mistakes, Got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I'm fading away, I'm sick of this life
I just want to scream
How could this happen to me?
I'm sorry for cheating on Adie. I'm sorry for everything I've ever done but please just let me say goodbye.
Please?
"Billie please! I love you, I love you so much, Please wake up"
Its Mike. I just want to tell him that I love him too.
But its too late.
I can't hear the voices.
I can't see the light.
I can't feel the pain.
I'm just going to close my eyes now.
"I'm sorry... We've lost him."
Billie Joe Armstrong
Killed by a drunk driver.
1972 - 2007
Loved by everyone.
NEVER EVER DRINK AND DRIVE.
