Cut My Wrist And Black My Eyes., chapter 19
He sighed and ran a hand through his black hair. "Are you telling me you don't remember? You really do know how to break a heart Nat,"
She looked at him apologetically as he sat down on the bed. "I'm sorry, I guess I just had too much to drink... I'm so sorry," she muttered as a tear came down her face.
Standing up off the bed he found his black pants and pulled them on. "I should have known, I'm sorry too,"
He was so pleased with himself. He'd gotton away with it; he thought he'd do it again sometime.
She was still confused. How could she do something like that to Tre? She wouldn't of.
Gathering her clothes together and putting them back on; she turned to Billie and walked out. He was dressed too so he followed after, he came up right behind her and whispered into her ear. "I know this is no consolation, but last night was great,"
Swallowing back a lump she turned to him. "Don't tell anyone please,"
"I won't, I promise," he spoke giving her a half smile.
She gave him a smile back. "Thanks and... could you take me home please?"
Giving her a thumb up sign they both walked down the stairs to see the place in a huge mess. It reminded Billie Joe of his party, when he lost his virginity to Natalie.
She smirked. "You're thinking about your party when you were 15 aren't you?"
He laughed. "How'd you guess?"
She shrugged her shoulders. "Dunno, you can just tell,"
They both went to the car and they drove home in silence. Well that was until Billie broke the silence with an awkward question. "Did you enjoy last night then?"
"Oh, the party, yeah it was great," she spoke avoiding what he was really talking about. He looked at her with shifty eyes.
"You know what I'm talking about; did you enjoy it in the bedroom last night?"
Her stomach dropped. She was overwhelmed with guilt and confusion.
She thought about it, still trying to remember. All she seemed to remember was Billie coming on top of her. She looked at him, she couldn't really remember what happened but she didn't want to hurt his feelings again so she lied. "Well, I shouldn't really be saying this, but yeah it was great,"
Smiling he parked up outside her house. "Really?"
He didn't even look guilty, wasn't he thinking about his girlfriend Olivia?
Natalie sighed. "Really,"
She undid her seatbelt and looked at him again swallowing a lump in her throat before opening the car door.
He placed a hand on her right arm and leaned in to kiss her, she didn't know what to do, she just let him kiss her and then left the car.
He watched her go to unlock her door. "Hey Nat, do you want me to send tre round?"
She shook her head. "Nahh not right now,"
"Alright, seeya babe," he spoke driving off as she opened up her door.
As she got into her house she closed the door and sank down crying. She swore she would never touch alcohol again.
Billie Joe arrived back at his home. He walked in and saw tre on the couch with a hot water bottle. "Hey Tre,"
Sitting up straight Tre looked towards Billie. "Hey, finally not on my own, how'd the party go?" he asked.
He sat down next to his friend. "Mmm...Yeah it was good, Nat went home with a hangover, you should go see her later," he spoke as if nothing had happened.
Chucking tre looked at Billie. "Did she get shit faced then?"
"Well from what I saw of her, yeah, I drove her home this morning,"
Tre smiled. "I'll call her and go see her later on; I take it she isn't going to school today,"
Billie smirked. "I shouldn't think so, how's via?"
"Still sleeping," came tre's reply.
He watched as Tre headed off to his bedroom to get ready probably to see Natalie.
Billie Joe got up off the couch and went up the stairs to see Olivia. She was sleeping so peacefully, she was beautiful. Moving a piece of hair out of her eye he placed a kiss on her cheek which caused her to stir awake.
When her brown eyes opened she was staring right into Billie's green ones.
Smiling she stretched up her arms and pulled him into the bed with her.
"Hey,"
He laid down beside her and smiled. "Hey beautiful,"
They both hugged and shared a kiss, she looked so in love with him, if only she knew what a two faced bastard he was.
"So how was the party honey?" she asked still holding onto him.
"It was alright, are you working tonight?"
Nodding she smiled. "Yup and I can't fucking wait,"
He frowned looking down at her. "Dork,"
She pushed him away. "Shut it or you'll be sorry you little fucker,"
Climbing on top of her he stared at her playfully. "Oh yeah? Well I'll show you how sorry I am," he spoke closing his mouth over hers and using his hands to remove her clothes. She smiled wrapping her arms around him.
Back at Natalie's she was showering and freshening herself up trying to forget about what happened between her and Billie.
When she got out the shower she heard the ring tone from her cell phone.
Picking it up, she glanced at the name. It was Tre.
She was feeling so guilty. She swallowed back a lump and answered it.
"Hey honey,"
He laughed a little. "Hey you little drunk, are you alright?"
She sighed. "Um... yeah I'm okay thanks, are you gonna come round today?"
"Yeah sure I will babe, that's why I'm calling, when you want me to come?" he asked smiling waiting for her reply.
"I tell you what I'll come round to yours now, I could do with some fresh air," she replied with a smile.
They both agreed that she was going round to his. She got herself ready and began her way to tre's.
At tre's house Billie Joe came downstairs with Olivia. Tre looked up at the pair from off the couch and smiled. "Nats on her way round,"
Billie smiled and had a thought of the night before. He shook his head. "Is she walking?"
Nodding Tre got up and walked over to the kitchen. Olivia put her hand on Billies shoulder. "Go get her, the way you described her she was in a bad way,"
He kissed her cheek and went to pick her up.
He started up his car and drove off out the street. As he drove half way down her street he saw her walking and smiled parking up the car. She saw his car park up and walked over to it watching as he winded down the window.
"Get in gorgeous, I've been sent to pick you up,"
She looked at him for a moment, his green eyes dazzled at her; she smiled and got into the passenger seat.
"So who sent you?" she smiled pulling on her seatbelt.
He laughed. "Everyone, they were like 'you can't just leave her to walk she's in a bad way',"
She laughed with him and looked into his green eyes. He looked back into hers and smiled placing a hand on a side of her face. "You're so pretty,"
She rested her hand on top of his and looked at him studying his features.
He seemed to be happy with her. Maybe not love. But lust.
And she was getting that feeling too. Something snapped inside of her. She took hold of Billie's hand and kissed his fingers looking up at his green eyes.
He looked confused, he wasn't expecting her to be like this, he was expecting 'fuck off Billie you ass' but hey he wasn't complaining no more expense on E.
He didn't really want to use that on her again anyway, he felt bad about that.
She unclipped her seatbelt still looking lost in his eyes and moved in to share a kiss with him, his hands slipped around her and he kissed her back.
After a couple of minutes Natalie snapped back into reality and she pulled back.
He was aroused and in the mood. He looked at her with a grin. "You wanna go somewhere?"
She sighed. "I'd love to, but I cant, we can't... sorry,"
"Its alright I understand, it's just that I feel so attracted to you, and I shouldn't, but I can't help the way I feel," he replied.
She smiled. "Come on lets go to yours,"
He smiled back at her. On his drive back home he was thinking things through his head, why was he so desperate to sleep with Natalie? Why couldn't he just be happy with Olivia? Well he was happy with her but with Natalie around he felt as if she was his and tre couldn't have her.
And he knew that was wrong. He came up with a result in his head, he wouldn't come onto Natalie anymore but if she came to him well he wouldn't be able to say no.
But he'd just keep his focus and the next album he wanted to do and his girlfriend Olivia and he'd let Natalie and tre get on with their relationship. Although Tre probably wouldn't keep her for long, he could be a right ass when he wanted to be.
She looked at him apologetically as he sat down on the bed. "I'm sorry, I guess I just had too much to drink... I'm so sorry," she muttered as a tear came down her face.
Standing up off the bed he found his black pants and pulled them on. "I should have known, I'm sorry too,"
He was so pleased with himself. He'd gotton away with it; he thought he'd do it again sometime.
She was still confused. How could she do something like that to Tre? She wouldn't of.
Gathering her clothes together and putting them back on; she turned to Billie and walked out. He was dressed too so he followed after, he came up right behind her and whispered into her ear. "I know this is no consolation, but last night was great,"
Swallowing back a lump she turned to him. "Don't tell anyone please,"
"I won't, I promise," he spoke giving her a half smile.
She gave him a smile back. "Thanks and... could you take me home please?"
Giving her a thumb up sign they both walked down the stairs to see the place in a huge mess. It reminded Billie Joe of his party, when he lost his virginity to Natalie.
She smirked. "You're thinking about your party when you were 15 aren't you?"
He laughed. "How'd you guess?"
She shrugged her shoulders. "Dunno, you can just tell,"
They both went to the car and they drove home in silence. Well that was until Billie broke the silence with an awkward question. "Did you enjoy last night then?"
"Oh, the party, yeah it was great," she spoke avoiding what he was really talking about. He looked at her with shifty eyes.
"You know what I'm talking about; did you enjoy it in the bedroom last night?"
Her stomach dropped. She was overwhelmed with guilt and confusion.
She thought about it, still trying to remember. All she seemed to remember was Billie coming on top of her. She looked at him, she couldn't really remember what happened but she didn't want to hurt his feelings again so she lied. "Well, I shouldn't really be saying this, but yeah it was great,"
Smiling he parked up outside her house. "Really?"
He didn't even look guilty, wasn't he thinking about his girlfriend Olivia?
Natalie sighed. "Really,"
She undid her seatbelt and looked at him again swallowing a lump in her throat before opening the car door.
He placed a hand on her right arm and leaned in to kiss her, she didn't know what to do, she just let him kiss her and then left the car.
He watched her go to unlock her door. "Hey Nat, do you want me to send tre round?"
She shook her head. "Nahh not right now,"
"Alright, seeya babe," he spoke driving off as she opened up her door.
As she got into her house she closed the door and sank down crying. She swore she would never touch alcohol again.
Billie Joe arrived back at his home. He walked in and saw tre on the couch with a hot water bottle. "Hey Tre,"
Sitting up straight Tre looked towards Billie. "Hey, finally not on my own, how'd the party go?" he asked.
He sat down next to his friend. "Mmm...Yeah it was good, Nat went home with a hangover, you should go see her later," he spoke as if nothing had happened.
Chucking tre looked at Billie. "Did she get shit faced then?"
"Well from what I saw of her, yeah, I drove her home this morning,"
Tre smiled. "I'll call her and go see her later on; I take it she isn't going to school today,"
Billie smirked. "I shouldn't think so, how's via?"
"Still sleeping," came tre's reply.
He watched as Tre headed off to his bedroom to get ready probably to see Natalie.
Billie Joe got up off the couch and went up the stairs to see Olivia. She was sleeping so peacefully, she was beautiful. Moving a piece of hair out of her eye he placed a kiss on her cheek which caused her to stir awake.
When her brown eyes opened she was staring right into Billie's green ones.
Smiling she stretched up her arms and pulled him into the bed with her.
"Hey,"
He laid down beside her and smiled. "Hey beautiful,"
They both hugged and shared a kiss, she looked so in love with him, if only she knew what a two faced bastard he was.
"So how was the party honey?" she asked still holding onto him.
"It was alright, are you working tonight?"
Nodding she smiled. "Yup and I can't fucking wait,"
He frowned looking down at her. "Dork,"
She pushed him away. "Shut it or you'll be sorry you little fucker,"
Climbing on top of her he stared at her playfully. "Oh yeah? Well I'll show you how sorry I am," he spoke closing his mouth over hers and using his hands to remove her clothes. She smiled wrapping her arms around him.
Back at Natalie's she was showering and freshening herself up trying to forget about what happened between her and Billie.
When she got out the shower she heard the ring tone from her cell phone.
Picking it up, she glanced at the name. It was Tre.
She was feeling so guilty. She swallowed back a lump and answered it.
"Hey honey,"
He laughed a little. "Hey you little drunk, are you alright?"
She sighed. "Um... yeah I'm okay thanks, are you gonna come round today?"
"Yeah sure I will babe, that's why I'm calling, when you want me to come?" he asked smiling waiting for her reply.
"I tell you what I'll come round to yours now, I could do with some fresh air," she replied with a smile.
They both agreed that she was going round to his. She got herself ready and began her way to tre's.
At tre's house Billie Joe came downstairs with Olivia. Tre looked up at the pair from off the couch and smiled. "Nats on her way round,"
Billie smiled and had a thought of the night before. He shook his head. "Is she walking?"
Nodding Tre got up and walked over to the kitchen. Olivia put her hand on Billies shoulder. "Go get her, the way you described her she was in a bad way,"
He kissed her cheek and went to pick her up.
He started up his car and drove off out the street. As he drove half way down her street he saw her walking and smiled parking up the car. She saw his car park up and walked over to it watching as he winded down the window.
"Get in gorgeous, I've been sent to pick you up,"
She looked at him for a moment, his green eyes dazzled at her; she smiled and got into the passenger seat.
"So who sent you?" she smiled pulling on her seatbelt.
He laughed. "Everyone, they were like 'you can't just leave her to walk she's in a bad way',"
She laughed with him and looked into his green eyes. He looked back into hers and smiled placing a hand on a side of her face. "You're so pretty,"
She rested her hand on top of his and looked at him studying his features.
He seemed to be happy with her. Maybe not love. But lust.
And she was getting that feeling too. Something snapped inside of her. She took hold of Billie's hand and kissed his fingers looking up at his green eyes.
He looked confused, he wasn't expecting her to be like this, he was expecting 'fuck off Billie you ass' but hey he wasn't complaining no more expense on E.
He didn't really want to use that on her again anyway, he felt bad about that.
She unclipped her seatbelt still looking lost in his eyes and moved in to share a kiss with him, his hands slipped around her and he kissed her back.
After a couple of minutes Natalie snapped back into reality and she pulled back.
He was aroused and in the mood. He looked at her with a grin. "You wanna go somewhere?"
She sighed. "I'd love to, but I cant, we can't... sorry,"
"Its alright I understand, it's just that I feel so attracted to you, and I shouldn't, but I can't help the way I feel," he replied.
She smiled. "Come on lets go to yours,"
He smiled back at her. On his drive back home he was thinking things through his head, why was he so desperate to sleep with Natalie? Why couldn't he just be happy with Olivia? Well he was happy with her but with Natalie around he felt as if she was his and tre couldn't have her.
And he knew that was wrong. He came up with a result in his head, he wouldn't come onto Natalie anymore but if she came to him well he wouldn't be able to say no.
But he'd just keep his focus and the next album he wanted to do and his girlfriend Olivia and he'd let Natalie and tre get on with their relationship. Although Tre probably wouldn't keep her for long, he could be a right ass when he wanted to be.
