Cut My Wrist And Black My Eyes., chapter 20
Billie Joe kept to his word, he left Natalie alone. It had been a week, Billie Joe focused on writing some more songs for a 2nd album and everything was perfect.
He just wondered how long it would be until something else fucked up. It was a Friday morning Tre woke up next to Natalie in her bed, he'd stayed over that night he was really happy with her, and he knew that some of his friends were expecting him to dump her, but he actually loved her.
Her eyes fluttered open and looked into tre's blue ones. "Hey baby,"
"Morning gorgeous," he smiled wrapping his arms around her. She smiled back at him and stared at him lovingly. She looked at him and studied his face realizing why she loved him so much, Billie was completely out of her mind, she didn't want him.
"Tre I love you so much, you know that right?" she questioned stroking a side of his face affectionately.
"Yes I do know that, who wouldn't love me!" he laughed.
"I mean it Tre, I love you, don't leave me please, no matter what happens please don't leave me," she begged with a look of scare in her eyes.
"I wont, has something happened babe?" he wondered frowning with concern.
She wondered whether to tell him about what happened between her and Billie, that's what people who love each other do right?...don't keep secrets.
Deciding not to tell him she shook her head. "No babe, I just love you and I don't wanna lose you, you mean so much to me."
"You'll never lose, but if you cheat then you could do," he joked with a little laugh.
Her heart skipped a beat but she just smiled with guilt, they just hugged smiling.
It was a December morning, Christmas was coming up in a week and Natalie woke up feeling sick, fresh air and water wasn't working. Yet another week had gone by and she was still feeling ill. She and tre were in the kitchen making dinner.
"Oh god tre, be right back, I'm gonna puke," she rushfully spoke as she ran into the bathroom passing Billie Joe on her way. He watched her run and followed after looking concerned. As quick as possibly she released all the bad stuff inside her body. Billie walked into the bathroom. "Holy shit, let me get you some water," he muttered.
She chucked out another bucket and coughed after she was done. He helpfully got her a glass of water which she drank quickly, after she swallowed the liquid down she looked at him. "I just don't know what's wrong with me."
Tre came in and looked at his poorly girlfriend. "Awe babe, come on, this has been going on long enough, I'm taking you to the hospital."
She looked hesitant. "I hate doctors," she grumbled looking into his eyes.
"You really should go Nat, anything could be wrong with you," Billie spoke.
She looked at him and then at Tre rolling her eyes. "Come on then," she sighed.
Tre slipped an arm around her waist. "Can we borrow your car, Bill?"
Billie took his keys out of his jacket and handed them to Tre. "Yeah, sure... I hope you feel better Nat...you guys make sure you give me a call to tell me what's happened," he spoke kindly. Tre smiled and nodded.
They all walked out of the bathroom and Billie watched as they took off in his car.
Olivia came to the door. "Where are they going in your car?"
"Nat's ill, he's took her to the hospital," he replied turning around. She followed after him. "You know Mike isn't here, Tre and Nat are out, you wanna do anything fun?" she spoke smiling seductively and looking at him with those lovely eyes of hers.
He wasn't really in the mood. "Um...not right now babe,"
She licked her lips and nodded. "Oh okay,"
"I'm sorry, its just I'm still kinda tired and you know," he apologized sincerely.
"Sure whatever, I'm going to take a bath anyways," she spoke excusing herself walking towards the bathroom.
Great! He felt like an even bigger asshole now, he'd turned down sex from his girlfriend and most probably pissed her off.
At the hospital Tre had signed Natalie in and they were waiting patiently to be seen. They both sat down on the metal chairs and cuddled each other.
"You'll be fine babe," he assured her kissing the top of her head.
"I hope so, I've had enough, I mean it's like every morning now," she whined.
"Awe my poor baby," he cooed holding her a little tighter. She tutted and smiled at how sweet tre was being and held onto him. Mike came back home from his stay at Kerry's and saw Billie Joe slumped on the couch looking a little pissed off.
"What's up this time bill?" he asked taking a seat next to his best friend.
"I think I've pissed via off," he mumbled watching the uninteresting program on the TV.
Mike sighed. "What'd you do?" he questioned wondering what the problem was.
He faced towards his friend and sighed hesitantly spilling the beans of his problem.
"I turned her down, she wanted to, you know. I think I pissed her off, you should of seen the look on her face."
"Why did you turn her down?"
"I'm not in the mood, I mean Nat's just gone off to hospital and I'm tired too," he replied.
"Nat's in hospital," he spoke frowning a little. "Damn I've missed a lot since I've been at Kerry's these weeks, haven't I?" he added.
"She keeps puking all the time, it's been going on for quite a while so Tre's taken her to the hospital," he spoke explaining the situation to his best friend.
Mike swallowed a lump. "I hope she'll be alright."
Back at the hospital they were still waiting, Natalie began to get impatient.
"Fucking hell, would they just hurry up," she cursed under her breath.
"What was that babe....you wanna fuck me? Later okay," he spoke loudly as all the other patients looked towards they're direction. She looked up at him with a shocked expression.
"Miss Natalie Skelton please, room E5," a young blonde nurse spoke looking to see who Natalie was. They both turned they're attention to the nurse, Tre helped his girlfriend up and they walked into the room E5.
He just wondered how long it would be until something else fucked up. It was a Friday morning Tre woke up next to Natalie in her bed, he'd stayed over that night he was really happy with her, and he knew that some of his friends were expecting him to dump her, but he actually loved her.
Her eyes fluttered open and looked into tre's blue ones. "Hey baby,"
"Morning gorgeous," he smiled wrapping his arms around her. She smiled back at him and stared at him lovingly. She looked at him and studied his face realizing why she loved him so much, Billie was completely out of her mind, she didn't want him.
"Tre I love you so much, you know that right?" she questioned stroking a side of his face affectionately.
"Yes I do know that, who wouldn't love me!" he laughed.
"I mean it Tre, I love you, don't leave me please, no matter what happens please don't leave me," she begged with a look of scare in her eyes.
"I wont, has something happened babe?" he wondered frowning with concern.
She wondered whether to tell him about what happened between her and Billie, that's what people who love each other do right?...don't keep secrets.
Deciding not to tell him she shook her head. "No babe, I just love you and I don't wanna lose you, you mean so much to me."
"You'll never lose, but if you cheat then you could do," he joked with a little laugh.
Her heart skipped a beat but she just smiled with guilt, they just hugged smiling.
It was a December morning, Christmas was coming up in a week and Natalie woke up feeling sick, fresh air and water wasn't working. Yet another week had gone by and she was still feeling ill. She and tre were in the kitchen making dinner.
"Oh god tre, be right back, I'm gonna puke," she rushfully spoke as she ran into the bathroom passing Billie Joe on her way. He watched her run and followed after looking concerned. As quick as possibly she released all the bad stuff inside her body. Billie walked into the bathroom. "Holy shit, let me get you some water," he muttered.
She chucked out another bucket and coughed after she was done. He helpfully got her a glass of water which she drank quickly, after she swallowed the liquid down she looked at him. "I just don't know what's wrong with me."
Tre came in and looked at his poorly girlfriend. "Awe babe, come on, this has been going on long enough, I'm taking you to the hospital."
She looked hesitant. "I hate doctors," she grumbled looking into his eyes.
"You really should go Nat, anything could be wrong with you," Billie spoke.
She looked at him and then at Tre rolling her eyes. "Come on then," she sighed.
Tre slipped an arm around her waist. "Can we borrow your car, Bill?"
Billie took his keys out of his jacket and handed them to Tre. "Yeah, sure... I hope you feel better Nat...you guys make sure you give me a call to tell me what's happened," he spoke kindly. Tre smiled and nodded.
They all walked out of the bathroom and Billie watched as they took off in his car.
Olivia came to the door. "Where are they going in your car?"
"Nat's ill, he's took her to the hospital," he replied turning around. She followed after him. "You know Mike isn't here, Tre and Nat are out, you wanna do anything fun?" she spoke smiling seductively and looking at him with those lovely eyes of hers.
He wasn't really in the mood. "Um...not right now babe,"
She licked her lips and nodded. "Oh okay,"
"I'm sorry, its just I'm still kinda tired and you know," he apologized sincerely.
"Sure whatever, I'm going to take a bath anyways," she spoke excusing herself walking towards the bathroom.
Great! He felt like an even bigger asshole now, he'd turned down sex from his girlfriend and most probably pissed her off.
At the hospital Tre had signed Natalie in and they were waiting patiently to be seen. They both sat down on the metal chairs and cuddled each other.
"You'll be fine babe," he assured her kissing the top of her head.
"I hope so, I've had enough, I mean it's like every morning now," she whined.
"Awe my poor baby," he cooed holding her a little tighter. She tutted and smiled at how sweet tre was being and held onto him. Mike came back home from his stay at Kerry's and saw Billie Joe slumped on the couch looking a little pissed off.
"What's up this time bill?" he asked taking a seat next to his best friend.
"I think I've pissed via off," he mumbled watching the uninteresting program on the TV.
Mike sighed. "What'd you do?" he questioned wondering what the problem was.
He faced towards his friend and sighed hesitantly spilling the beans of his problem.
"I turned her down, she wanted to, you know. I think I pissed her off, you should of seen the look on her face."
"Why did you turn her down?"
"I'm not in the mood, I mean Nat's just gone off to hospital and I'm tired too," he replied.
"Nat's in hospital," he spoke frowning a little. "Damn I've missed a lot since I've been at Kerry's these weeks, haven't I?" he added.
"She keeps puking all the time, it's been going on for quite a while so Tre's taken her to the hospital," he spoke explaining the situation to his best friend.
Mike swallowed a lump. "I hope she'll be alright."
Back at the hospital they were still waiting, Natalie began to get impatient.
"Fucking hell, would they just hurry up," she cursed under her breath.
"What was that babe....you wanna fuck me? Later okay," he spoke loudly as all the other patients looked towards they're direction. She looked up at him with a shocked expression.
"Miss Natalie Skelton please, room E5," a young blonde nurse spoke looking to see who Natalie was. They both turned they're attention to the nurse, Tre helped his girlfriend up and they walked into the room E5.
