Cut My Wrist And Black My Eyes., chapter 21
A male doctor with brown eyes looked right at Natalie and thought she was gorgeous. He smiled. "I take it you're Natalie,"
Tre started to get jealous at how the doctor was looking at her. "Well I'm not going to be Natalie am I, fuckwad?" he spoke cheesed off.
Natalie sighed. "Please forgive my boyfriend, he's just very eager to see what's wrong with me,"
The doctor nodded understanding and patted onto the hospital bed. "Take a seat then," She smiled and jumped up on the bed as the doctor began to ask her questions. "So what is it that appears to be wrong miss?" he began ready to write down the details of her problem.
Tre held her hand as she told him. "Well I just can't stop being sick, its most regular in mornings or when I'm around food,"
"Lay down for me, I'll check you out," he spoke getting ready to see what was wrong. Although in the back of his mind he already had an idea what was making her sick. She laid down on the cold hospital bed and sighed as he squished her stomach lightly.
"Does that hurt?"
She shook her head. "Nope,"
He sighed. "Okay, you can get up, have you taken a pregnancy test yet?" Tre looked at Natalie with wide blue eyes. Fucking hell, he wasn't ready for that yet!
She shook her head and looked towards Tre, 'Oh God, I can't be pregnant,' she thought. "No I haven't," she spoke a little stutterey.
The doctor took out a pregnancy test from his medical draw and handed it to Natalie.
"Go use the toilet around the corner, go with her if you like sir, but come back to me so I know the result, okay," he spoke watching her swallow back a lump nodding.
Tre took hold of his girlfriend's hand and walked with her. "Shit... I knew we should have been careful," he spoke, thinking about the times they'd had unprotected sex, little did he know, she'd been on the pill those times. If she was pregnant, the baby would be Billie Joe's.
Natalie was so scared; she was hoping she wouldn't be pregnant. They came up to the toilets. Tre went inside with her, watching as she took the test. Hugging they both waited for a while until they looked at the result, she looked at Tre and smiled.
"If it turns out I am pregnant, we'll raise this baby together, right?"
He nodded picking up the test. "It's positive, you're pregnant babe," She let a few tears drop and just cried uncontrollably holding onto Tre. She was really shocked and felt she was too young to become a mother; she wanted to believe it might have been her boyfriend's baby. Her gut was telling her it was Billie's though.
Tre took a deep sigh and smiled. "Well, I'm gonna be a dad... listen honey you go tell the doctor alright, I'm gonna call Billie and let him know what's happened, okay?"
She nodded wiping her eyes and opened the door; tre turned her around and kissed her. "I love you, don't you dare think I don't,"
She smiled. "I love you too Tre, I just hope we can do this together," While she went to go tell the doctor the news tre went outside and called Billie on his cell phone.
After a few rings Billie picked up. "Hey Tre, how is everything?"
"She's pregnant Billie," he replied simply.
Billie swallowed back a lump. 'Oh fucking shit, I didn't use protection, oh fuck,' he thought. "Oh," was all the punk rocker managed to mumble.
"A part of me feels happy, you know, but it feels too soon to be a dad," Tre told his friend.
Billie sighed. "Oh, well at least she's not gonna die,"
Tre laughed at that. "Look Nat's coming, I'm going to bring her home, see you soon buddy," Tre and Natalie spent an hour together in the café and just talked about things and telling each other how much they loved one another.
Billie swallowed back a lump and closed his cell; he went into the bedroom and just thought about things, 'What if the baby is mine?' and 'What if it comes out with green eyes'
Olivia walked in the room just in a towel; she had two hours until work. Billie looked up and forced a smile.
He'd betrayed her, he was supposed to look after and make sure know one could hurt her and he'd done it himself, he felt such a bastard, she couldn't know about Natalie it would break her; Tre would kill him!
She smiled and dropped the towel. He grinned taking in the sight of her beautiful body. "I'm in the mood now babe,"
She tutted. "Too bad I'm not!"
He lay on the bed and began to unzip his pants. "I want to fuck!"
Her reply to that was "Well I don't!"
Shrugging he walked over to the door zipping his pants back up. "Fine, fuck you then,"
Olivia sighed. "Wait... "
He chuckled. "I always get my own way,"
She smirked and pushed him onto the bed. "I can't help it; you're just so fucking hot, I can't resist you,"
He smiled as she began to unbutton his shirt kissing every patch of bare skin. His hands wandered, feeling everywhere on her naked body.
"Mmm... I love you," he muttered as she got down to his lower half, she pulled down his pants and began kissing his belly getting lower.
Billie smirked and stopped her for a second. She looked up at him and quirked an eyebrow. "What?"
"Who has two thumbs, speaks French and likes blowjobs?...Moi!"
She giggled. "Are you hinting something?"
He licked his lips and kissed her ear whispering. "Maybe,"
She giggled again and slipped his boxers down while he lay back pleasurably as she began to do the pleasurable activity. Mike knocked on the door and walked in on them again!
"Mike for Christ sake!" he yelled at his best friend as Olivia threw herself off of him covering herself up and watching Billie pull up his boxers.
"Shit, I did it again... sorry but thought you might want to know that Tre and Nat are back,"
"Ohh... thanks buddy," he muttered walking off of the bed. He turned towards Olivia and looked at her apologetically. "Babe, I'm sorry," and he left the room.
He needed to talk to Natalie. Olivia just shook her head. "I don't fucking know what's up with him lately,"
Mike sighed sympathetically looking at her. "I'll talk to him for you,"
"Thanks Mike," she smiled a little waiting for mike to leave the room so she could get changed.
Tre and Natalie walked into the house holding hands. Billie walked downstairs and he looked at Natalie they both shared the same look of shock.
"You want a drink babe?" asked Tre looking at his girlfriend with sincere eyes.
She nodded sitting down on the couch. Billie came and sat next to her watching as tre left the room.
Natalie looked at him and swallowed a lump back in her throat. "Well... ," Billie trailed off.
She sighed. "Well what?"
"Don't play dumb, you know what, is it going to be mine or what?" he asked in a small voice. Before she could answer Olivia walked in dressed ready for work.
"So how are you, Nat?" she asked looking at Billie with an evil eye, she was still pissed at him for just up and leaving the room; she then turned a smile towards Natalie.
"Pregnant," she spoke solemnly catching Billie Joe looking at her.
"Really...aww...so is that good or bad?" she asked interestedly.
"I guess good because me and Tre are gonna be parents but, I don't know if I'm ready for it, being a mother, you know," she replied. Tre came back in and handed Natalie her drink and settled himself down next to her wrapping an arm around her shoulder.
"You'll be a great mother, well, I'll have to talk to you some other time, I'm gonna head off to work,"
Billie quirked an eyebrow at his girlfriend. "You have like an hour and half, why are you going this early?"
"I don't know, nothing else to do ,I guess. See ya," she spoke walking over to the door grabbing her coat on the way. Billie got up and went after her.
When he turned her around he saw she was crying. "Aw, babe, what's up?"
"Are we happy?" she blubbered looking into his eyes.
He frowned, great he'd done it, he'd hurt her. "Baby, of course we are,"
"You never seem to want me anymore... it's like you don't care," she cried slipping her black denim jacket on. "Shall we just end it Billie? You don't seem to be happy,"
His mouth formed a circle. He didn't wanna break up with her!
"No fucking way, I love you," he spoke truthfully kissing her cheek. "Come on; let's go out for dinner before you go to work,"
A little smile formed on her face as she nodded. "Okay,"
Tre started to get jealous at how the doctor was looking at her. "Well I'm not going to be Natalie am I, fuckwad?" he spoke cheesed off.
Natalie sighed. "Please forgive my boyfriend, he's just very eager to see what's wrong with me,"
The doctor nodded understanding and patted onto the hospital bed. "Take a seat then," She smiled and jumped up on the bed as the doctor began to ask her questions. "So what is it that appears to be wrong miss?" he began ready to write down the details of her problem.
Tre held her hand as she told him. "Well I just can't stop being sick, its most regular in mornings or when I'm around food,"
"Lay down for me, I'll check you out," he spoke getting ready to see what was wrong. Although in the back of his mind he already had an idea what was making her sick. She laid down on the cold hospital bed and sighed as he squished her stomach lightly.
"Does that hurt?"
She shook her head. "Nope,"
He sighed. "Okay, you can get up, have you taken a pregnancy test yet?" Tre looked at Natalie with wide blue eyes. Fucking hell, he wasn't ready for that yet!
She shook her head and looked towards Tre, 'Oh God, I can't be pregnant,' she thought. "No I haven't," she spoke a little stutterey.
The doctor took out a pregnancy test from his medical draw and handed it to Natalie.
"Go use the toilet around the corner, go with her if you like sir, but come back to me so I know the result, okay," he spoke watching her swallow back a lump nodding.
Tre took hold of his girlfriend's hand and walked with her. "Shit... I knew we should have been careful," he spoke, thinking about the times they'd had unprotected sex, little did he know, she'd been on the pill those times. If she was pregnant, the baby would be Billie Joe's.
Natalie was so scared; she was hoping she wouldn't be pregnant. They came up to the toilets. Tre went inside with her, watching as she took the test. Hugging they both waited for a while until they looked at the result, she looked at Tre and smiled.
"If it turns out I am pregnant, we'll raise this baby together, right?"
He nodded picking up the test. "It's positive, you're pregnant babe," She let a few tears drop and just cried uncontrollably holding onto Tre. She was really shocked and felt she was too young to become a mother; she wanted to believe it might have been her boyfriend's baby. Her gut was telling her it was Billie's though.
Tre took a deep sigh and smiled. "Well, I'm gonna be a dad... listen honey you go tell the doctor alright, I'm gonna call Billie and let him know what's happened, okay?"
She nodded wiping her eyes and opened the door; tre turned her around and kissed her. "I love you, don't you dare think I don't,"
She smiled. "I love you too Tre, I just hope we can do this together," While she went to go tell the doctor the news tre went outside and called Billie on his cell phone.
After a few rings Billie picked up. "Hey Tre, how is everything?"
"She's pregnant Billie," he replied simply.
Billie swallowed back a lump. 'Oh fucking shit, I didn't use protection, oh fuck,' he thought. "Oh," was all the punk rocker managed to mumble.
"A part of me feels happy, you know, but it feels too soon to be a dad," Tre told his friend.
Billie sighed. "Oh, well at least she's not gonna die,"
Tre laughed at that. "Look Nat's coming, I'm going to bring her home, see you soon buddy," Tre and Natalie spent an hour together in the café and just talked about things and telling each other how much they loved one another.
Billie swallowed back a lump and closed his cell; he went into the bedroom and just thought about things, 'What if the baby is mine?' and 'What if it comes out with green eyes'
Olivia walked in the room just in a towel; she had two hours until work. Billie looked up and forced a smile.
He'd betrayed her, he was supposed to look after and make sure know one could hurt her and he'd done it himself, he felt such a bastard, she couldn't know about Natalie it would break her; Tre would kill him!
She smiled and dropped the towel. He grinned taking in the sight of her beautiful body. "I'm in the mood now babe,"
She tutted. "Too bad I'm not!"
He lay on the bed and began to unzip his pants. "I want to fuck!"
Her reply to that was "Well I don't!"
Shrugging he walked over to the door zipping his pants back up. "Fine, fuck you then,"
Olivia sighed. "Wait... "
He chuckled. "I always get my own way,"
She smirked and pushed him onto the bed. "I can't help it; you're just so fucking hot, I can't resist you,"
He smiled as she began to unbutton his shirt kissing every patch of bare skin. His hands wandered, feeling everywhere on her naked body.
"Mmm... I love you," he muttered as she got down to his lower half, she pulled down his pants and began kissing his belly getting lower.
Billie smirked and stopped her for a second. She looked up at him and quirked an eyebrow. "What?"
"Who has two thumbs, speaks French and likes blowjobs?...Moi!"
She giggled. "Are you hinting something?"
He licked his lips and kissed her ear whispering. "Maybe,"
She giggled again and slipped his boxers down while he lay back pleasurably as she began to do the pleasurable activity. Mike knocked on the door and walked in on them again!
"Mike for Christ sake!" he yelled at his best friend as Olivia threw herself off of him covering herself up and watching Billie pull up his boxers.
"Shit, I did it again... sorry but thought you might want to know that Tre and Nat are back,"
"Ohh... thanks buddy," he muttered walking off of the bed. He turned towards Olivia and looked at her apologetically. "Babe, I'm sorry," and he left the room.
He needed to talk to Natalie. Olivia just shook her head. "I don't fucking know what's up with him lately,"
Mike sighed sympathetically looking at her. "I'll talk to him for you,"
"Thanks Mike," she smiled a little waiting for mike to leave the room so she could get changed.
Tre and Natalie walked into the house holding hands. Billie walked downstairs and he looked at Natalie they both shared the same look of shock.
"You want a drink babe?" asked Tre looking at his girlfriend with sincere eyes.
She nodded sitting down on the couch. Billie came and sat next to her watching as tre left the room.
Natalie looked at him and swallowed a lump back in her throat. "Well... ," Billie trailed off.
She sighed. "Well what?"
"Don't play dumb, you know what, is it going to be mine or what?" he asked in a small voice. Before she could answer Olivia walked in dressed ready for work.
"So how are you, Nat?" she asked looking at Billie with an evil eye, she was still pissed at him for just up and leaving the room; she then turned a smile towards Natalie.
"Pregnant," she spoke solemnly catching Billie Joe looking at her.
"Really...aww...so is that good or bad?" she asked interestedly.
"I guess good because me and Tre are gonna be parents but, I don't know if I'm ready for it, being a mother, you know," she replied. Tre came back in and handed Natalie her drink and settled himself down next to her wrapping an arm around her shoulder.
"You'll be a great mother, well, I'll have to talk to you some other time, I'm gonna head off to work,"
Billie quirked an eyebrow at his girlfriend. "You have like an hour and half, why are you going this early?"
"I don't know, nothing else to do ,I guess. See ya," she spoke walking over to the door grabbing her coat on the way. Billie got up and went after her.
When he turned her around he saw she was crying. "Aw, babe, what's up?"
"Are we happy?" she blubbered looking into his eyes.
He frowned, great he'd done it, he'd hurt her. "Baby, of course we are,"
"You never seem to want me anymore... it's like you don't care," she cried slipping her black denim jacket on. "Shall we just end it Billie? You don't seem to be happy,"
His mouth formed a circle. He didn't wanna break up with her!
"No fucking way, I love you," he spoke truthfully kissing her cheek. "Come on; let's go out for dinner before you go to work,"
A little smile formed on her face as she nodded. "Okay,"
