Redundant, chapter 1
Years are too short to mention now but, the longest year was when you dissapeard. You would always cheer me up. I would look into your eyes and laugh.
"Billie lets name her Sara", I said looking into my babies eyes. "Ma'am we have something to tell you", I knew it was bad news."Your baby has Canons Syndrome and cannot manage to live". It has been years since that day but, the baby still hasn't left my heart. It had been at least two months when we were at the hospital getting a check up and an innocent giggle escaped her small body. I had burst into tears with Billie and could not bear it.
"Nadina she will make it don't cry" I had remebered Billie saying oh so many times. My name is Nadina Parker and my baby has died.
I will go back and tell you my story but, you have to hear the devil's to hear mine.
I grew up on the streets and never did go to school yet, I was very smart. I never knew my parents but, I was always known as "The Devil's Child". When Billie came along my life got brighter and the path got clearer. My mother ran away when I was little and I always remember one thing she said. "You little girl are silently dissapearing into a crowd of rejects". Those words tore me apart.
"Are you okay there little girl", was Billie's first words. He ended up taking me home. He was 9 and I was 5. But I managed. When Sara was born something new came in my eyes,Someone who loved me. Billie had really loved me because when that baby was born he said 1,000 times that he loved me. But now he is married with two kids. And one dead. Now I have healed a bit and live in an apartment complex. I see Billie around a lot but, I don't talk to him because I don't want Adrienne to hate me.
"Billie lets name her Sara", I said looking into my babies eyes. "Ma'am we have something to tell you", I knew it was bad news."Your baby has Canons Syndrome and cannot manage to live". It has been years since that day but, the baby still hasn't left my heart. It had been at least two months when we were at the hospital getting a check up and an innocent giggle escaped her small body. I had burst into tears with Billie and could not bear it.
"Nadina she will make it don't cry" I had remebered Billie saying oh so many times. My name is Nadina Parker and my baby has died.
I will go back and tell you my story but, you have to hear the devil's to hear mine.
I grew up on the streets and never did go to school yet, I was very smart. I never knew my parents but, I was always known as "The Devil's Child". When Billie came along my life got brighter and the path got clearer. My mother ran away when I was little and I always remember one thing she said. "You little girl are silently dissapearing into a crowd of rejects". Those words tore me apart.
"Are you okay there little girl", was Billie's first words. He ended up taking me home. He was 9 and I was 5. But I managed. When Sara was born something new came in my eyes,Someone who loved me. Billie had really loved me because when that baby was born he said 1,000 times that he loved me. But now he is married with two kids. And one dead. Now I have healed a bit and live in an apartment complex. I see Billie around a lot but, I don't talk to him because I don't want Adrienne to hate me.
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