And He Just Left, chapter 3
Billie stared at her, shocked.
"Huh?" he stuttered.
She backed into the couch and stared at Billie.
"Your-your my dad," she said.
"How-how do you know?" he asked.
"I don't know. I thought I didn't remember but I do. It came back in a flash. You and my Mom, happy. Then you with someone else, who looked a little scary, and you left us for her," she looked up at him and her face darkened. "Why?"
"I don't know Megan. I really don't," he said, looking at the ground. Adrienne looked back and forth between them, not knowing what to do or say.
Then, Megan looked at her. "Are you the one who he was with when he left us?" her face darkening even more.
Adrienne gulped. "Yes," she said quietly.
"So. My Mom was right. You never wanted me and you never loved me." Megan said, tears springing to her eyes.
Billie looked up, feeling the tears come to him. "No. That's not true. I didn't want to let you go. You where my baby, my little girl. I loved you with all my heart and soul. I didn't want to let you go."
"Then why did you?! Oh, you where young, I know. You where 16 when I was born, I know. Sorry to be such a burden," she said, tears rolling down her cheeks. She had a furious look on her face as she looked at Billie, who was crying and trying hard not to sob.
"Please don't blame him. It's my fault. I made him choose. Then, I couldn't except the fact that yo where in his life. I see know that I was horribly wrong. Please don't blame your father." Adrienne pleaded with her.
Megan was shacking, trying hard to keep in control so she doesn't have a panic attack.
She looked at him. "You choose her over me? Your daughter?" she whispered.
Billie looked up guiltily at her. "Yes," he mumbled.
Megan let out an angry cry. By know Shayne, Kyle and Leon where watching what was going on between Megan and Billie Joe Armstrong, not believing he's her father.
"Because of you, my mother's dead! She couldn't handle the pressure of being a single mother, so she killed herself and left me to rot! I have been here since I was little, never knowing the love of parents cause nobody wanted me! Now, I find out that my biological father didn't want me! Did you know my Mom had a kind of depression and you leaving sent her over the roof?" She yelled. She was breathing hard and getting out of control, but she didn't care. Shayne and Leon exchanged worried glances.
Billie was looking at his feet in shame. He had no idea.
"I didn't know that, no. And your wrong. I did want you, fuck I still do. I know I can't make you understand that and I'm sorry," he practically whispered. He glanced up, but quickly back down when he saw his daughter's furious face.
"And I'm sorry I was such a burden to you that yo had to leave," she said.
He looked her in the eye. "You weren't a burden."
"Then why in God's name did you leave?!" she yelled, the last few words coming out as a sob. She felt her knees weaken and she slumped to the floor.
Billie felt his heart break. He didn't want to cause all this pain. He wanted it all to end.
He knelt down beside her. "Listen," he sniffed. "I'm sorry. So fuckin sorry Megan. I know I left you and your mother, I know. And I'm sorry. I love you, so much. You've grown up so beautifully and I just wish I was there to see it. But I wasn't cause I'm an asshole. Please, please believe me when I say I want you back. And please believe me when I say I'm sorry. Please believe me when I saw I love you," he said.
He buried his head in his hands and let the sobs that he didn't want to come out wrack his body. He felt his heart go into a billion pieces.
Then, he felt a hand on his arm. He slowly looked up into the face of his daughter.
She sighed and wiped his tears. "I believe you," she whispered.
He slowly stopped sobbing and grinned. She laughed a little and threw her arms around his neck. He her tight and close. His little girl. His daughter. It felt so great to hold her again. The last time he held her, she was three years old, twelve years ago. She grew up so much since then and he wanted to see the rest of her life as she grew more.
She slowly pulled away and his green eyes locked with her identical ones.
"Uh, if it's all right with Adie, and you, do you wanna become my daughter again?" he said.
Her eyes went wide. "You-you mean it?" she whispered.
He nodded eagerly. "Yes, so much."
She smiled. They looked up at Adie, who had tears in her eyes. Adie nodded.
Megan squealed and threw her arms around her father again, never to again let go.
*2005*
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY!" Megan heard when she woke up. She groaned and open one eye to see her two little brothers jumping on her bed.
"What do you want?" she mumbled into her pillow.
"Cake." Jakob said. She laughed and turned onto her back.
"At-HOLY FUCK! 6:30 in the morning?!" she yelled, grabbing her alarm clock off her night stand.
Jakob giggled. "Daddy told us too."
"Is dad even awake?"
"Yes,"
"Sure."
"He is! I swear!" Joey said.
Megan gasped. "You know you shouldn't swear," she scolded.
"Neither should you," she heard from the doorway. She let out a squeak and looked around her brothers to see who was in the doorway.
She hept her gasp in at the hot guy standing in the doorway. The one she's been in love with forever. His bright blue eyes and dyed blonde hair, tall lanky bassist body.
Who she used to call uncle Mike.
"Haha very funny," she said. Her brothers giggled. Mike laughed his laugh that she loved. She felt her face turn red, but it was dark so he couldn't see her.
"Come on and we'll leave you alone." Joey said pulling on her hand.
"Okay okay. But yea right," she yawned and got out of bed.
*Mike's POV*
I kept myself under control in Megan's room when she got out of bed and had a low cut tank top showing cleavage and short shorts which just covered.
I swallowed thickly as I leaned against the door frame. Joey and Jake managed to pull her through the door. She went by me and flashed a bright smile, which always made my insides melt. Her hair was a little messy but other wise perfect and smelled like the fruit shampoo she used. Her brilliant green eyes sparkled even in the dark as she let her brothers drag her out of the room.
'Stop! She's 17 and your best friends daughter! Stop! ' I scolded myself, but couldn't help watch her nice ass as her brothers pulled her down the stairs.
I shook myself and followed them down.
*Nobody's POV*
Megan sighed. She couldn't believe she was 17. It's been two years since her father adopted her back and everyone, especially Adie, made her feel welcome and like part of the family.
She started towards the stairs and felt a hand on her shoulder. She jumped and spun around to see Mike standing behind her.
She smiled at him. "Hi! Thanks for that necklace, it was beautiful!" she said.
He smiled down at her, considering she was 5'4" and he 5'9". "No problem."
She smiled and looked down.
"Uh, there's something else I wanted to give you." He said. She looked up into his bright blue eyes.
"Yea?" she asked. Then about died when she felt his lips come down onto hers.
"Huh?" he stuttered.
She backed into the couch and stared at Billie.
"Your-your my dad," she said.
"How-how do you know?" he asked.
"I don't know. I thought I didn't remember but I do. It came back in a flash. You and my Mom, happy. Then you with someone else, who looked a little scary, and you left us for her," she looked up at him and her face darkened. "Why?"
"I don't know Megan. I really don't," he said, looking at the ground. Adrienne looked back and forth between them, not knowing what to do or say.
Then, Megan looked at her. "Are you the one who he was with when he left us?" her face darkening even more.
Adrienne gulped. "Yes," she said quietly.
"So. My Mom was right. You never wanted me and you never loved me." Megan said, tears springing to her eyes.
Billie looked up, feeling the tears come to him. "No. That's not true. I didn't want to let you go. You where my baby, my little girl. I loved you with all my heart and soul. I didn't want to let you go."
"Then why did you?! Oh, you where young, I know. You where 16 when I was born, I know. Sorry to be such a burden," she said, tears rolling down her cheeks. She had a furious look on her face as she looked at Billie, who was crying and trying hard not to sob.
"Please don't blame him. It's my fault. I made him choose. Then, I couldn't except the fact that yo where in his life. I see know that I was horribly wrong. Please don't blame your father." Adrienne pleaded with her.
Megan was shacking, trying hard to keep in control so she doesn't have a panic attack.
She looked at him. "You choose her over me? Your daughter?" she whispered.
Billie looked up guiltily at her. "Yes," he mumbled.
Megan let out an angry cry. By know Shayne, Kyle and Leon where watching what was going on between Megan and Billie Joe Armstrong, not believing he's her father.
"Because of you, my mother's dead! She couldn't handle the pressure of being a single mother, so she killed herself and left me to rot! I have been here since I was little, never knowing the love of parents cause nobody wanted me! Now, I find out that my biological father didn't want me! Did you know my Mom had a kind of depression and you leaving sent her over the roof?" She yelled. She was breathing hard and getting out of control, but she didn't care. Shayne and Leon exchanged worried glances.
Billie was looking at his feet in shame. He had no idea.
"I didn't know that, no. And your wrong. I did want you, fuck I still do. I know I can't make you understand that and I'm sorry," he practically whispered. He glanced up, but quickly back down when he saw his daughter's furious face.
"And I'm sorry I was such a burden to you that yo had to leave," she said.
He looked her in the eye. "You weren't a burden."
"Then why in God's name did you leave?!" she yelled, the last few words coming out as a sob. She felt her knees weaken and she slumped to the floor.
Billie felt his heart break. He didn't want to cause all this pain. He wanted it all to end.
He knelt down beside her. "Listen," he sniffed. "I'm sorry. So fuckin sorry Megan. I know I left you and your mother, I know. And I'm sorry. I love you, so much. You've grown up so beautifully and I just wish I was there to see it. But I wasn't cause I'm an asshole. Please, please believe me when I say I want you back. And please believe me when I say I'm sorry. Please believe me when I saw I love you," he said.
He buried his head in his hands and let the sobs that he didn't want to come out wrack his body. He felt his heart go into a billion pieces.
Then, he felt a hand on his arm. He slowly looked up into the face of his daughter.
She sighed and wiped his tears. "I believe you," she whispered.
He slowly stopped sobbing and grinned. She laughed a little and threw her arms around his neck. He her tight and close. His little girl. His daughter. It felt so great to hold her again. The last time he held her, she was three years old, twelve years ago. She grew up so much since then and he wanted to see the rest of her life as she grew more.
She slowly pulled away and his green eyes locked with her identical ones.
"Uh, if it's all right with Adie, and you, do you wanna become my daughter again?" he said.
Her eyes went wide. "You-you mean it?" she whispered.
He nodded eagerly. "Yes, so much."
She smiled. They looked up at Adie, who had tears in her eyes. Adie nodded.
Megan squealed and threw her arms around her father again, never to again let go.
*2005*
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY!" Megan heard when she woke up. She groaned and open one eye to see her two little brothers jumping on her bed.
"What do you want?" she mumbled into her pillow.
"Cake." Jakob said. She laughed and turned onto her back.
"At-HOLY FUCK! 6:30 in the morning?!" she yelled, grabbing her alarm clock off her night stand.
Jakob giggled. "Daddy told us too."
"Is dad even awake?"
"Yes,"
"Sure."
"He is! I swear!" Joey said.
Megan gasped. "You know you shouldn't swear," she scolded.
"Neither should you," she heard from the doorway. She let out a squeak and looked around her brothers to see who was in the doorway.
She hept her gasp in at the hot guy standing in the doorway. The one she's been in love with forever. His bright blue eyes and dyed blonde hair, tall lanky bassist body.
Who she used to call uncle Mike.
"Haha very funny," she said. Her brothers giggled. Mike laughed his laugh that she loved. She felt her face turn red, but it was dark so he couldn't see her.
"Come on and we'll leave you alone." Joey said pulling on her hand.
"Okay okay. But yea right," she yawned and got out of bed.
*Mike's POV*
I kept myself under control in Megan's room when she got out of bed and had a low cut tank top showing cleavage and short shorts which just covered.
I swallowed thickly as I leaned against the door frame. Joey and Jake managed to pull her through the door. She went by me and flashed a bright smile, which always made my insides melt. Her hair was a little messy but other wise perfect and smelled like the fruit shampoo she used. Her brilliant green eyes sparkled even in the dark as she let her brothers drag her out of the room.
'Stop! She's 17 and your best friends daughter! Stop! ' I scolded myself, but couldn't help watch her nice ass as her brothers pulled her down the stairs.
I shook myself and followed them down.
*Nobody's POV*
Megan sighed. She couldn't believe she was 17. It's been two years since her father adopted her back and everyone, especially Adie, made her feel welcome and like part of the family.
She started towards the stairs and felt a hand on her shoulder. She jumped and spun around to see Mike standing behind her.
She smiled at him. "Hi! Thanks for that necklace, it was beautiful!" she said.
He smiled down at her, considering she was 5'4" and he 5'9". "No problem."
She smiled and looked down.
"Uh, there's something else I wanted to give you." He said. She looked up into his bright blue eyes.
"Yea?" she asked. Then about died when she felt his lips come down onto hers.
