First Kiss, chapter 12
The next day started out just like all the others.
Full of confusion.
I felt as if I was in a mess again but I couldn't get my mind off what had happened last night.
I wondered if it was a dream or if it was real.
I wondered if he had regretted it.
I know I hadn't
It was so perfect to regret.
His taste was perfect.
It was pure.
It was untainted.
It was faultless.
It was everything that I wanted and more.
To me it was almost like a drug. I wanted it again.
I needed it again and I was determined to get it somehow or another.
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I waited until he was up for us to talk again. Kaylee had managed to come over that night and find a spot next to him in his room.
I wondered if anything had happened between them.
I hope nothing had.
My heart started racing. Faster. Faster.
Quicker. More rapidly.
I felt the urge to go talk to him again.
His bedroom door was slightly open. I guess at the time I didn't really think to care if he would have minded me looking in.
I pushed it open getting a better view.
He was alone.
I walked in.
[u]It was perfect[/u].
"Billie".
"Mmmhm?".
"Hey..".
Be it planned or unintentional he shuffled over letting me crawl in.
As soon as I was under the covers he moved over again letting us get close.
Letting us become closer.
Our lips met again.
Like they had last night.
It was pure.
It was wrong.
It was immoral.
But it seemed so right.
"Billie, maybe we shouldn't... ".
"Why not?".
I was cut off with another kiss.
Oh how I missed this feeling.
How I missed his taste.
How I wanted it more and more and more.
It seemed almost to perfect for me.
As if it was an expensive champagne that a bride would open at a wedding.
We found each other closer then usual.
I knew now he felt the same way.
His feelings had never changed.
But something was different.
And this something was the fact that I knew he was mine again and nothing was going to change that.
He was in love.
I was in love.
We loved each other.
"We should talk".
"About what?".
"The proms on in a week's time".
"You don't have a partner... ".
I smiled.
I knew he would ask that question.
It was typical for him.
"No, its not that... .I've been asked to go with people its just I only want to go with you".
He looked at me for a moment.
"I promised Kaylee I'd go with her though", he informed me kissing me again. I shut my eyes.
That was just the news I didn't want to hear.
"So just tell her you promised me months ago".
"It's not that easy".
"I thought last night you told me you loved me".
"I thought I said that to... "
He went silent.
It was always like Billie to do this.
He was insecure when it came to situations like now.
I moved closer to him.
He didn't seem to mind.
We kissed again.
It was perfect
A second kiss
Made everything seem alright.
With out notice and within a few minutes I found my self in a situation I didn't think I would ever find myself in.
Closer to Billie Joe then I had ever been in my life.
Well no I have to admit we had been this close before but not undressed.
I'll let your imagination run wild for a moment.
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"I LOVE YOU".
Those were the only words that came from him afterwards.
"So... prom partners?", I asked trying to start conversation.
He simply smiled and kissed gently down my neck almost using it as an answer.
I stared at the clock.
I really should have been going to work.
Instead though I found it rather pleasant to stay there with him. There was something about him that was almost addictive to me.
I wanted it.
I needed it.
I loved it.
Looking back into his eyes I told him something I didn't think was possible to come from me at the time. Followed by a kiss the simple words of... .
I LOVE YOU
seemed to trickle from my mouth. I rested my self against him falling to sleep as quickly as I could. Thinking about the consequences that may have come from my actions.
There seemed like none.
I began to think of all the advantages.
There was only one I couldn't stop thinking about.
It ran itself over and over in my head.
It was impossible to get to sleep thinking about it... .but eventually I almost got to sleep;
[i]If it wasn't for the bedroom door to open... ... ...
Full of confusion.
I felt as if I was in a mess again but I couldn't get my mind off what had happened last night.
I wondered if it was a dream or if it was real.
I wondered if he had regretted it.
I know I hadn't
It was so perfect to regret.
His taste was perfect.
It was pure.
It was untainted.
It was faultless.
It was everything that I wanted and more.
To me it was almost like a drug. I wanted it again.
I needed it again and I was determined to get it somehow or another.
-------
I waited until he was up for us to talk again. Kaylee had managed to come over that night and find a spot next to him in his room.
I wondered if anything had happened between them.
I hope nothing had.
My heart started racing. Faster. Faster.
Quicker. More rapidly.
I felt the urge to go talk to him again.
His bedroom door was slightly open. I guess at the time I didn't really think to care if he would have minded me looking in.
I pushed it open getting a better view.
He was alone.
I walked in.
[u]It was perfect[/u].
"Billie".
"Mmmhm?".
"Hey..".
Be it planned or unintentional he shuffled over letting me crawl in.
As soon as I was under the covers he moved over again letting us get close.
Letting us become closer.
Our lips met again.
Like they had last night.
It was pure.
It was wrong.
It was immoral.
But it seemed so right.
"Billie, maybe we shouldn't... ".
"Why not?".
I was cut off with another kiss.
Oh how I missed this feeling.
How I missed his taste.
How I wanted it more and more and more.
It seemed almost to perfect for me.
As if it was an expensive champagne that a bride would open at a wedding.
We found each other closer then usual.
I knew now he felt the same way.
His feelings had never changed.
But something was different.
And this something was the fact that I knew he was mine again and nothing was going to change that.
He was in love.
I was in love.
We loved each other.
"We should talk".
"About what?".
"The proms on in a week's time".
"You don't have a partner... ".
I smiled.
I knew he would ask that question.
It was typical for him.
"No, its not that... .I've been asked to go with people its just I only want to go with you".
He looked at me for a moment.
"I promised Kaylee I'd go with her though", he informed me kissing me again. I shut my eyes.
That was just the news I didn't want to hear.
"So just tell her you promised me months ago".
"It's not that easy".
"I thought last night you told me you loved me".
"I thought I said that to... "
He went silent.
It was always like Billie to do this.
He was insecure when it came to situations like now.
I moved closer to him.
He didn't seem to mind.
We kissed again.
It was perfect
A second kiss
Made everything seem alright.
With out notice and within a few minutes I found my self in a situation I didn't think I would ever find myself in.
Closer to Billie Joe then I had ever been in my life.
Well no I have to admit we had been this close before but not undressed.
I'll let your imagination run wild for a moment.
------
"I LOVE YOU".
Those were the only words that came from him afterwards.
"So... prom partners?", I asked trying to start conversation.
He simply smiled and kissed gently down my neck almost using it as an answer.
I stared at the clock.
I really should have been going to work.
Instead though I found it rather pleasant to stay there with him. There was something about him that was almost addictive to me.
I wanted it.
I needed it.
I loved it.
Looking back into his eyes I told him something I didn't think was possible to come from me at the time. Followed by a kiss the simple words of... .
I LOVE YOU
seemed to trickle from my mouth. I rested my self against him falling to sleep as quickly as I could. Thinking about the consequences that may have come from my actions.
There seemed like none.
I began to think of all the advantages.
There was only one I couldn't stop thinking about.
It ran itself over and over in my head.
It was impossible to get to sleep thinking about it... .but eventually I almost got to sleep;
[i]If it wasn't for the bedroom door to open... ... ...
