What's With This Girl?, chapter 5
I couldn't believe what was happening. God this is better than any dream I've ever had. His hands felt so good when he was caressing every part of my body. I rolled Tre over and took off his shirt. Then I went for his belt buckle. I felt his hand rubbing my back and moving up to my swimsuit top, then he started to pull at it. "Tre... " I said giggling. "What are you doing?"
"How do you unfasten this thing?"
"It's in the front."
He rolled me over so I was on my back again. He started to move his hands up to my chest. Jesus Christ, I still can't believe this is happening. He started to kiss my neck, and then started to go lower to my chest and then my stomach. I don't know what can ruin this moment. Then all of a sudden Tre stopped. "Tre what's wrong?"
"Uh... Nothing. I um.... Kira I am so sorry... I thought I could, but I can't. I can't do it." He put his shirt back on and ran out of the room.
I couldn't believe it. How could he lead me on like that? Then it hit me: Tre was right to stop. He had Claudia and I had Dannie. It was a stupid thing to do. But, how could I face Tre? How could I face Claudia knowing what I did? Better yet how could I face Dannie? I couldn't go downstairs, but I couldn't stay here. I went into the bathroom and changed back into my dress. I went downstairs and found where the rest of the guys were.
"Hey guys."
"Hey Kira, we were just talking about you." Adie said.
"Really? Why?" I said panicking. Oh my God, did she know?
"We were just talking about what we were gonna do for your birthday."
"Oh ok. Has anyone seen Monty?"
"I'm right here." I heard Monty yell. "Hey Kira, walk me upstairs. I have to change."
"Yeah okay," Me and Monty started walking up to the guys' room.
"Monty?"
"Yeah?"
"I have to tell you something."
"Yeah... What is it?"
"It's about me and Tre."
"Okay what?"
"Um... Well... "
"HEY KIRA!" I was interrupted by someone calling my name. It was Mike running down the hall to catch up with me and Monty.
"Can I talk to you for a minute?"
"Yeah, sure Mike. What's wrong?"
"Nothing's wrong. It's just that.... What happened between you and Tre up in the hotel room?"
"Why? Did he say something?"
"No and that's the problem. He hasn't said anything since he came downstairs. What happened?"
"Yeah what happened?" Monty said.
"You two promise not to tell anyone?"
"We promise, now tell us."
"Well, me and Tre kind of... Made out?"
"WHAT!" They both yelled. "How the hell did that happen?" Monty asked.
"What kind of thing is that to ask?"
"Well... I don't know." Monty said.
"I don't know how it happened. Tre and I were just talking, and all of a sudden, Tre kissed me."
"I had a feeling that's what happened." Mike said. "You sure as hell look like you had a serious make out session. I mean your hair and all... "
"Okay Mike I get it. Thank you."
"KIRA!" I heard someone else scream down the hall. "What is it with everyone screaming my name?" I said. It was Darby. He looked like he ran all the way here.
"Kira, we have to get out of here quick."
"What's wrong Darby?"
"Brian is like demanding to get into the room and Drexel's looked the door. I don't know how long she can keep him out."
"Do they know I'm gone?"
"I have no idea if they do, but let's not find out shall we? Let's get out of here." Darby took me by the arm and dragged me out of the hotel.
"BYE GUYS I'LL SEE YOU LATER!" I yelled.
"What was that blur that just ran pass us?" Billie said.
"I think that was Kira." Claudia said.
Darby drove like he was a god damn Speed Racer all the way home. I was making my way through the front door. "What the hell are you doing?" Darby said. "You just snuck out of the house you just can't waltz into the front door."
"Oh yeah you're right." I said. Darby and I ran over to the side of the house.
"Okay you go first." Darby said.
"Okay... Wait."
"What is it?"
"I don't remember how to get up there."
"How did you get down?"
"I shimmied up the drain pipe."
"Well then shimmy your ass back up there."
Finally I found my way back up to the roof. I ran over to my window as fast as I could. I stopped at my mom's window. I saw that the lights were off. That's a good sign. I was acting like I was fucking James Bond trying to get to my window. Finally I got to my window. It was slightly cracked open, just the way I left it. I climbed into my window and did a little victory dance, thinking I got away with it. Then my lights turned on. I thought it was just Drexel, but I turned around, and there was my mom and Brian sitting on my bed. Great. This is perfect. I was thinking of a good excuse, but I went blank.
"Well Kira, what do you have to say for yourself?" my mom said. I hate it when she says that, because she actually expects an answer.
"I have no regrets of what I did." I said. "You guys were being unreasonable, and I took matters into my own hands." Wow that was a good one.
"MATTERS INTO YOUR OWN HANDS? WHAT KIND OF FUCKING THING IS THAT TO SAY?" My mom yelled.
"I don't know what's gotten into you Kira. I really don't. You used to be such a good girl."
"And you used to be easier to talk to" I said. "But now every time I ask you something, I always have to hear what Brian thinks. Well you know what mom, I DON'T GIVE A FLYING FUCK WHAT BRIAN THINKS!"
My mom jumped off of my bed and slapped me.
"God dammit Kira, is that what you wanted?"
"I'll handle this Kiesha, just go back to bed." My mom walked out of the room.
"Okay Kira let's talk."
"The last time I talked to you, you blurted out to my mom everything you said would stay between us."
"Ok let's just clam down."
"Don't tell me what to do Brian. I think Billie already told you you're not my dad."
"Um... Drexel could you leave the room please?" Drexel got up out of her bed and left the room. Brian locked the door after her.
"Now listen you little bitch. I've tried my best to be nice to you little brats, but it seems that's not gonna work."
"What are you gonna do, hit me? Well go on ahead, and watch me call the cops on you. And I don't think that little restraining order against you will help now will it?"
"Okay that's it!" He took my wrists and started squeezing them.
"Let go of me you psycho!" I yelled.
"You're gonna start showing me some respect."
"Give respect to get respect." I said. "Now I can see why your wife won't let you see your kids." I think I took it a little too far with that, because he punched me in the stomach, and then in the face. He took me by the throat and pushed me on the bed.
"I'll teach to ever talk about my kids again."
It was about 3:30 when Billie's phone rang. "Hello," he said tiredly.
"Billie, it's Drexel, is Tre there?"
"Yeah he's in his room. What's wrong?"
"Something happened to Kira but I don't know what."
"Just calm down Drexel. Try to tell me what happened."
"I don't know! Brian locked me out of the room and all I could hear was Kira screaming. I don't know what he did to her. She locked herself in the room. But she'll only talk to Tre. Please get over here as fast as possible."
"Okay Drexel."
"Billie?"
"Yeah Drex?"
"I think he raped her."
"I'll get over there as fast as possible."
"Billie just tell me what happened," Adie said.
"I don't know what happened, but I'm gonna find out."
"Tre please don't do anything stupid." Claudia said.
"We're just gonna talk to him." Mike said.
"Yeah with my fist!" Tre yelled.
I heard a knock on the door. I was praying to God it was Tre. All I could hear after Brian opened the door was yelling and screaming and things breaking. It sound like someone was beating someone up. I hoped the guys were beating him up. But what if it was the other way around? I had to get out of bed to see what was going on, but I was hurt really badly. I made it to the door and unlocked it before I fell to the ground and started vomiting. But it wasn't vomit, it was blood. The room started spinning and everything went black.
"Oh my God. DARBY! BEBE!" I heard Drexel yell. "OH MY GOD! Something's wrong with Kira. She's hemorrhaging blood." That's all I could remember.
"How do you unfasten this thing?"
"It's in the front."
He rolled me over so I was on my back again. He started to move his hands up to my chest. Jesus Christ, I still can't believe this is happening. He started to kiss my neck, and then started to go lower to my chest and then my stomach. I don't know what can ruin this moment. Then all of a sudden Tre stopped. "Tre what's wrong?"
"Uh... Nothing. I um.... Kira I am so sorry... I thought I could, but I can't. I can't do it." He put his shirt back on and ran out of the room.
I couldn't believe it. How could he lead me on like that? Then it hit me: Tre was right to stop. He had Claudia and I had Dannie. It was a stupid thing to do. But, how could I face Tre? How could I face Claudia knowing what I did? Better yet how could I face Dannie? I couldn't go downstairs, but I couldn't stay here. I went into the bathroom and changed back into my dress. I went downstairs and found where the rest of the guys were.
"Hey guys."
"Hey Kira, we were just talking about you." Adie said.
"Really? Why?" I said panicking. Oh my God, did she know?
"We were just talking about what we were gonna do for your birthday."
"Oh ok. Has anyone seen Monty?"
"I'm right here." I heard Monty yell. "Hey Kira, walk me upstairs. I have to change."
"Yeah okay," Me and Monty started walking up to the guys' room.
"Monty?"
"Yeah?"
"I have to tell you something."
"Yeah... What is it?"
"It's about me and Tre."
"Okay what?"
"Um... Well... "
"HEY KIRA!" I was interrupted by someone calling my name. It was Mike running down the hall to catch up with me and Monty.
"Can I talk to you for a minute?"
"Yeah, sure Mike. What's wrong?"
"Nothing's wrong. It's just that.... What happened between you and Tre up in the hotel room?"
"Why? Did he say something?"
"No and that's the problem. He hasn't said anything since he came downstairs. What happened?"
"Yeah what happened?" Monty said.
"You two promise not to tell anyone?"
"We promise, now tell us."
"Well, me and Tre kind of... Made out?"
"WHAT!" They both yelled. "How the hell did that happen?" Monty asked.
"What kind of thing is that to ask?"
"Well... I don't know." Monty said.
"I don't know how it happened. Tre and I were just talking, and all of a sudden, Tre kissed me."
"I had a feeling that's what happened." Mike said. "You sure as hell look like you had a serious make out session. I mean your hair and all... "
"Okay Mike I get it. Thank you."
"KIRA!" I heard someone else scream down the hall. "What is it with everyone screaming my name?" I said. It was Darby. He looked like he ran all the way here.
"Kira, we have to get out of here quick."
"What's wrong Darby?"
"Brian is like demanding to get into the room and Drexel's looked the door. I don't know how long she can keep him out."
"Do they know I'm gone?"
"I have no idea if they do, but let's not find out shall we? Let's get out of here." Darby took me by the arm and dragged me out of the hotel.
"BYE GUYS I'LL SEE YOU LATER!" I yelled.
"What was that blur that just ran pass us?" Billie said.
"I think that was Kira." Claudia said.
Darby drove like he was a god damn Speed Racer all the way home. I was making my way through the front door. "What the hell are you doing?" Darby said. "You just snuck out of the house you just can't waltz into the front door."
"Oh yeah you're right." I said. Darby and I ran over to the side of the house.
"Okay you go first." Darby said.
"Okay... Wait."
"What is it?"
"I don't remember how to get up there."
"How did you get down?"
"I shimmied up the drain pipe."
"Well then shimmy your ass back up there."
Finally I found my way back up to the roof. I ran over to my window as fast as I could. I stopped at my mom's window. I saw that the lights were off. That's a good sign. I was acting like I was fucking James Bond trying to get to my window. Finally I got to my window. It was slightly cracked open, just the way I left it. I climbed into my window and did a little victory dance, thinking I got away with it. Then my lights turned on. I thought it was just Drexel, but I turned around, and there was my mom and Brian sitting on my bed. Great. This is perfect. I was thinking of a good excuse, but I went blank.
"Well Kira, what do you have to say for yourself?" my mom said. I hate it when she says that, because she actually expects an answer.
"I have no regrets of what I did." I said. "You guys were being unreasonable, and I took matters into my own hands." Wow that was a good one.
"MATTERS INTO YOUR OWN HANDS? WHAT KIND OF FUCKING THING IS THAT TO SAY?" My mom yelled.
"I don't know what's gotten into you Kira. I really don't. You used to be such a good girl."
"And you used to be easier to talk to" I said. "But now every time I ask you something, I always have to hear what Brian thinks. Well you know what mom, I DON'T GIVE A FLYING FUCK WHAT BRIAN THINKS!"
My mom jumped off of my bed and slapped me.
"God dammit Kira, is that what you wanted?"
"I'll handle this Kiesha, just go back to bed." My mom walked out of the room.
"Okay Kira let's talk."
"The last time I talked to you, you blurted out to my mom everything you said would stay between us."
"Ok let's just clam down."
"Don't tell me what to do Brian. I think Billie already told you you're not my dad."
"Um... Drexel could you leave the room please?" Drexel got up out of her bed and left the room. Brian locked the door after her.
"Now listen you little bitch. I've tried my best to be nice to you little brats, but it seems that's not gonna work."
"What are you gonna do, hit me? Well go on ahead, and watch me call the cops on you. And I don't think that little restraining order against you will help now will it?"
"Okay that's it!" He took my wrists and started squeezing them.
"Let go of me you psycho!" I yelled.
"You're gonna start showing me some respect."
"Give respect to get respect." I said. "Now I can see why your wife won't let you see your kids." I think I took it a little too far with that, because he punched me in the stomach, and then in the face. He took me by the throat and pushed me on the bed.
"I'll teach to ever talk about my kids again."
It was about 3:30 when Billie's phone rang. "Hello," he said tiredly.
"Billie, it's Drexel, is Tre there?"
"Yeah he's in his room. What's wrong?"
"Something happened to Kira but I don't know what."
"Just calm down Drexel. Try to tell me what happened."
"I don't know! Brian locked me out of the room and all I could hear was Kira screaming. I don't know what he did to her. She locked herself in the room. But she'll only talk to Tre. Please get over here as fast as possible."
"Okay Drexel."
"Billie?"
"Yeah Drex?"
"I think he raped her."
"I'll get over there as fast as possible."
"Billie just tell me what happened," Adie said.
"I don't know what happened, but I'm gonna find out."
"Tre please don't do anything stupid." Claudia said.
"We're just gonna talk to him." Mike said.
"Yeah with my fist!" Tre yelled.
I heard a knock on the door. I was praying to God it was Tre. All I could hear after Brian opened the door was yelling and screaming and things breaking. It sound like someone was beating someone up. I hoped the guys were beating him up. But what if it was the other way around? I had to get out of bed to see what was going on, but I was hurt really badly. I made it to the door and unlocked it before I fell to the ground and started vomiting. But it wasn't vomit, it was blood. The room started spinning and everything went black.
"Oh my God. DARBY! BEBE!" I heard Drexel yell. "OH MY GOD! Something's wrong with Kira. She's hemorrhaging blood." That's all I could remember.
